I despise how incompetent and stupid I am. How little I've done with my life. I spend years drifting along, even more than the average person in my eyes.
>>81485653 >So, you are guessing. If I see the fruits of my existence in my life, how is that "guessing?" >>81485842 I can't. This is the only place I can vent.
>>81486162 >Then try to change yourself. I have, multiple times. >You've tried everything? Not everything and that's because I can't even get the basics down.
What do you want to do with your life, anon? Being able to choose what you do with your life based on your own desires and interests is a pretty recent change. Seems like that's isn't working out for a lot of people.
>>81486210 Well, you might have to lower your expectations down to a level that feels pathetic, if that's the case. Not "make your bed, bucko!" but something a little more meaningful to you that you would have pride in if you could get there. Idk, to be honest 'm right there with you.
Life on ez mode: Don't set higher expectations before meeting lower ones.
>>81486253 >What do you want to do with your life, anon? Sometimes I wish I were normal and more accomplished. >>81486275 >Well, you might have to lower your expectations down to a level that feels pathetic, if that's the case. I tried learning to write in cursive and after like three months of constant writing it still looked terrible. I know it's pointless to complain but the frustration just builds up inside me that turns into apathy and after a while I try again but the cycle repeats again.
>>81485578 (OP) You're telling me. I'm actually very smart (140 IQ) but I'm so fucking lazy I rarely use it. When I put my mind to anything it's never that difficult to achieve but holy hell am I a lazy piece of shit. So many people would murder for a brain like mine and I just rot it with drugs... Ugh.