How do you cope with wasting most of your youth?
I wasted the ages 16-20 because of really bad ocd or schizophrenia(doctors say I'm schizo but I don't experience hallucinations and used to be diagnosed as OCD) so I didn't get an education which makes me fall behind and I didn't have many opportunities to meet girls my age. Plus I wasted peak youth by being fat because I didn't let myself workout or even eat food that was good for me like fruit or drink milk. I didn't even play video games or read anything that wasn't wikipedia articles.

>>81485697 (OP)
I never wasted my youth, so I never had to cope. Even so, my advice is stop living in the rear view mirror, keep your eyes on what's ahead of you and stay in your lane. That's how you live life to the fullest, be yourself anon, no shame, no regrets.

>>81485710
>I never wasted my youth
so don't reply, fucking retard
>be yourself anon
(You)

>>81485697 (OP)
you cope by going all in and giving up entirely by becoming hikineet

>>81485697 (OP)
me except it was 15-20
i watched anime all day every. single. day.
no growth no friends no nothing
same exact person at 20 as i was at 15

>>81485837
I wish I could have even watched anime. I maybe forced myself to watch a few episodes and that was all I allowed myself for those 5~ years.

And I also didn't even but any clothes that I wanted to.
Only new clothes was what I got when my mom dragged me to the store or what I got from Christmas and birthdays.

>>81485697 (OP)
It's shrimple really, by going out and living life now.
Do you want to cope and continue wasting your life?
Or do you want to change it?