>be me
>have mtf qt3.14 in friend group
>petite, slender build, haircut and makeup looking sexy
>not passing 100% yet honestly but probably will soon
>develop major crush on her
>daydreaming about getting some premium blowies and maybe even some boipucci
>had some girlfriends before but got burned pretty bad
>actually quit dating a few years ago
>hoping this will be a good way for me to get back out there
>talking to her a lot at friend's graduation party
>vibe is right, decide to ask her out
>she seems kind of shocked
>she agrees but it got kind of awkward honestly
>not sure what to make of it so decide just to stay positive about the situation
>fast forward a week
>she cancels a few hours before the date

She posted a pic the next day of her with a guy. He's at least 6'2"(I'm 5'10"). It also turns out that me asking her out has become kind of joke and I'm feeling myself getting pushed out of the group. I don't know what to do next. Should I just apologize for the whole thing?

>>81488218 (OP)
Oooooof best to leave and never talk to the group again

>>81488218 (OP)
>Should I just apologize for the whole thing?
No. I suggest cutting them off before they finalize your expulsion.

>>81488218 (OP)
Why should you be sorry? You did nothing wrong.

>>81488218 (OP)
just tell him its alright you'll wait until he starts passing better

On him. You're engaging in homosexual behavior but you keep trying to rationalize it away for some reason.

Are you ashamed of having homosexual urges? Do you think they're bad?

I get the feeling you think they're bad which is why you use language to obscure and excuse it.