Literally the only thing I wanted to say.

How do I cope with losing my personality and self after a heartbreak?
At the end he put me down for being autistic Deppressed white trash while he was le high iq white nerd which is fucked up since he saught after me knowing what I am . And in a way because of what I am, he could have gone for a normie nerd woman closer to him but chose me due to my cringe humour/attitude which is a result of my white trash misanthropy. Now I don't even have my humour anymore since I am a shadow of myself how do I even regain my wit /self again?

>>81490652 (OP)
I really don't care about your normie problems please fuck off to >>>/adv/

>>81490652 (OP)
ok? you're used up and expired anyway

>>81490652 (OP)
He wanted to fuck and told you what you wanted to hear in order to do it. Many such cases.

sounds like he lucked out, OP. quit being so selfish.

>>81490652 (OP)
>since he saught after me knowing what I am
An easy hole to plow?

I told someone I love them after finishing after ERPing with them. I think that's worse personally

We talked for two months before anything so

>>81490861
How did they respond

>white trash
>humour
>ou
you're using an American term, i know it's quirky and self-deprecating, but you're attacking a whole race of people with your woe-is-me jokes.
you are not a nice person. you're not splitting 'at the moment', you are legitimately unpleasant.

>>81490871
>but you're attacking a whole race
that's not what white trash means

So uhm f him

>>81490652 (OP)
Lol fucking retard, deserved.

>>81490652 (OP)
If people in general stopped giving their love and attention to narcissistic douchebags who don't care about them the world wouldn't be so fucked up. But as long as people prioritize superficial charisma over kindheartedness then assholes will thrive.

>>81491241
He wasn't like that yet he still acted like it in the end

>>81491249
If acted like it in the end then I have bad news for you, he was it the whole time. You got played. It's ok it happens just make sure it doesn't happen again. Have some self-respect.

>>81490652 (OP)
I sense major racial tension in your post, was he from another tribe?

>>81491265
Yeah I know that is why it is annoying when men victim blame us since he was nice it just he would start crying and deflecting when I would call him out

>>81491281
I love how I called both of us white in the post but you can't read

>>81491284
>Yeah I know that is why it is annoying when men victim blame us
I've seen a lot of women who end up with douchebags, so at some point the pattern recognition kicks in and it's hard to refrain from asking if the woman is just shallow as fuck for choosing a guy like this. But I've toned it down a lot personally after I myself got played by narc women. Just like how I became less racist after I experienced it. Gotta live it to actually empathize with it.

>>81491249
Are you sure he wasn't buttering you up for a pump and dump?

>>81491441
Yeah no shit most people are manipulative FFS
>>81491462
I think he just ended up not liking me in the end, still he was a cunt about it but yeah nothing I can do about it

>>81491508
anon you're cute, let's date and become co-dependantly obsessive

>>81490652 (OP)
>Chad pumped me and dumped me again
Lmfao. I can't even with you ppl .
Welcome to clown world
>Honk!
>Honk!

>>81491529
Lol stop bullying mehhh

>>81490652 (OP)
That's when you're meant to tell them. I love when my girl says it right as I'm about to nut.

Your ex sounds manipulative. But you made your bed dating him instead of someone else.

>>81491249
Guess what that means he was like that, he's just good at hiding it or you're bad at reading people.

Next time date a dude who's a little awkward or something.

>>81490652 (OP)
Easy, Date me. Ill rebuild your personality again, Whats ur Socials? I look like Zhong li irl btw

>>81490867
They told me they loved me too and kept sending me heart emojis

>>81491564
not bullying, I could fly out and we can go hang out around whatever concert/event's going on near you by the end of the week

>>81491297
What about "another tribe" was unclear to you? Just in Germany there are 5+ tribes.

>>81491844
>They told me they loved me too and kept sending me heart emojis
Talk is cheap

>>81491956
I don't I mean I don't know

>>81491633
He literally was a qt awkward nerd that is why I hate the victim blaming