why are you up so late anon? or is it early for you...

>>81497650 (OP)
If you reply to her threads after this post your mother will die in her sleep.

>>81497677
Good.
>>81497650 (OP)
It's the same time for me as you.

>>81497650 (OP)
i'm mostly up because i have a non-24 sleeping pattern, my schedule gets about an hour later every "night" so I'm often up at very strange hours.

>>81497691
O_O
okay so why are you up so late...
>>81497693
so its just something that has come natural to you? are you a neet or remote worker ? what are you doing at strange hours?

>>81497650 (OP)
respond to my posts in the other thread, bitch
>>81494935
>>81495958

>>81497709
OK
>>81494935
based and true
>>81495958
i dont drive lmfao

if you mean as a passenger then atlanta georgia

>>81497650 (OP)
Shut the fuck up and suck my cock bitch.

>>81497720
OKAY
*slurrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrp

>>81497699
I don't really know how it started, I had a friend who slept like that and I spent a lot of time talking to him in my early-mid teens over voice calls, I guess I sorta developed it from him.

I had sex with a literal retard in high school and got expelled. We fucked six times and we only got caught because she bragged about it to another retarded girl lmao. I'm really lucky she didn't get pregnant because I came buckets in her

>>81497715
rate my girlseme character from the picrew thread >>81494909
do you bum rides off friends, parents, take the bus? would a car be available for you to borrow if you could drive?

>>81497650 (OP)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j3MN1GuyOpA

what will it take to let me plap you i'll drive to u

>>81497734
makes sense, same here but i was addicted to texting instead cus i didnt like voice calls cus everyone called me a troon. wuz just a fat girl. i have poor pitch control and dont know what i actually sound like because i feel like i sound different a lot. i know i still sound fat and gay and nasal though so my number one description is always still 'frog'
>>81497804
cruel behavior
>>81497800
my stepdad/mom are my main drivers. my brother also drives a lot but i dont usually go with him though id like to
and i am planning on being able to drive by hopefully the end of summer if not by next year IDK. my mother is planning on helping me purchase a car too but i will be responsible for all of its payments otherwise so i need to learn to drive first, then get a job, then get the car .

>>81497699
Because I usually work nights so my sleep schedule adjusted to be a night owl

>>81497736
interesting. describe how she looked
>>81497800
also that character is cute
>>81497812
i am gross nigge r!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i stink and im saggy and obese !!!!!!!!!!! nigger !!!!!!!!
>>81497859
o cool :3 do u like ur job schedule?

>>81497854
I will be sems personal driver, and her chair will be my face.

>>81497800
Mind enlightening us, what's a "girl seme"?

>>81497871
girl dominant

>>81497854
your next art project should be a picrew image maker to compete with the ones in that thread IMO, that'd be super cool.

>>81497875
Yeah I was looking into it and there's honestly no picrews at all for like actual fat girls. The chubby girl maker can make chubby girls obviously but even there its impossible to make a girl with a belly. I wish there were highkey
>>81497800
Also what's like the deal with the character? She's cute and all

>>81497650 (OP)
I'm thinking about her and I can't sleep because it hurts too much

>>81497866
>also that character is cute
I had my first sexual experience with a girl who looked very similar except without the blotching or mickey mouse buns. and she was turned on by gay stuff and she did try to dom me, which I wasn't very receptive to but it did overwhelm me at some points. I really wanted to dom her too but failed because I didn't know what I was doing and had read too much hentai that was unrelatable to real life (tentacles and transformation and stuff) so I had a hard time expressing myself in a real interaction. awkward all around but I kept having flashbacks to kissing her the whole next week and getting hard in public. and she rubbed her tits on my dick when I told her to.

>>81497866
Nope, I hate my job but I like working nights. It's peaceful.

>>81497866
She was a brunette, probably 5'4" or so. She was a bit overweight, had a bit of a belly and dressed almost exclusively in t-shirt and jeans. Probably like b-cups, maybe c. She was autistic, her facial expressions were always weird. Kinda normal looking face. She didn't shave anywhere, lotsa pubes and armpit hair. She was same age as me, 16.

>>81497912
nnghgjnmf....
>>81497924
FREASGTFOIJREMOLDEW!!!


wow
erotic

>>81497937
im so fucking tired man that image is in a white space. im so stupid. im so retarded., im gonna hit myself with rocks until i die because im too embarrassed to ask someoine to stone me.
>>81497917
its hard to find someone who actually likes their job . jeez
the night is peaceful i quite like it !
what do you do when you arent working?
>>81497896
ouch . V_V
i hope clearer minds find you soon

>>81497888
>Also what's like the deal with the character?
I came up with her as a self-insert for a "fat girl molests a passed-out moid at a party until she makes him like it" sexual fantasy, basically. I'm bi so I enjoy role-reversed stuff from both a female and male POV, and that makes it more interesting than maledom which I can only enjoy from one POV (I'm a switch but NOT a bottom and would never submit to a man). I'm a big fan of sems's art because she draws stuff like that.

>>81497947
>fat girl molests a passed-out moid at a party until she makes him like it
BUH!!!!!!!!!!!! VBUh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

>>81497924
What happened to her after that? Are you in contact at all?

>>81497977
Is that something you fantasize about also, sems?

>>81497854
I didn't drive til I was 21 and didn't own a car til 28, so you'll still be ahead of me. it's weird how young you are honestly. most people I know went to college but honestly I don't think you're really missing anything; college seems much worse now than when I went, and neet life has gotten much better.

>>81497937
We met because she was working as a cashier at the school's snack bar thing where they teach the special-ed kids how to be cashiers. I bought some banana bread or some shit one morning and told her I liked her Nintendo shirt and had a similar one, then like two days later I wore it and we talked about games for like ten minutes. I was just being polite, then the next school day it was like a Monday and one of my friends gave me a letter from her. It was comically poorly written but she asked me to meet her after school to go on a date. I was pretty horny and she just wanted me to walk her home. I asked her if she ever kissed a guy like half way to her house and she said no and I asked her if I could kiss her and we ended up making out. We did that for like a week, I'd feel her up more each time. Then I said some cheesy shit like we should kiss naked. She really responded to that and told her parents she was gonna join an after school anime club. She never even went and we'd just fuck at my dad's house.

>>81497980
Nah, I found a real (not retarded lol) girlfriend at my next school and never saw her again. Never really tried either, I was kinda scared I'd get arrested or something.

>>81497977
you should get into erotic hypnosis, it's really hot and makes all your other sexual narrativizing way better once you get a feel for it. I've still never actually hypnotized anyone but my curiosity about it really helped develop my chops for writing dialogue and scene-setting. it's hard to explain but hypnotism in general is a really powerful metaphor for a lot of the most important stuff we do, from social performance to self-discipline, and really gets at some fundamental forces of human behavior.

>>81497985
no but sleepy rape is a hawt fantasy. gh
idk if i was gonna rape someone at a party id be more likely to fellate them and touch myself then leave. idk
bah

>>81497977
do you ever listen to erotic audios? you should record some. stop being ashamed of your voice, I bet you'd be really good at it.

>>81498006
Why do you get expelled for being too awesome? wtf

I miss Beanie... origamially.

>>81498030
Wait you can touch yourself now? Didn't you say you were too fat for it before?

>>81498006
cute? i think?
>>81498041
ah. alright ?
cant say i miss any of the tripfags too much.(not implying my posts are of any quality. lmao)
i like the avatarfag lot much better

>>81497945
>i hope clearer minds find you soon
thanks, I hope I can forget about her eventually

>>81498041
what happened to beanie?

>>81498040
Uh basically I was pulled me from class and the principal and vp asked if I "sexually assaulted" her and I said no, then they told me one of her friends said I raped her and I was like no, tf? So then I was suspended indefinitely while they investigated, but it was already the beginning of June. They called me dad and tried to make it seem like a big deal (I guess they forgot to mention she was special needs to protect her identity lmao) but he was all "hell yeah" and didn't see the problem because of it. They expelled me after I got my final grades and I switched to a public school for my final year (the other one was a Catholic school, Canadian btw). The best part of it was not having to do exams lol

>>81498054
yeah xD
i can
idk i get horny a lot but i am still really lazy and fapping doesnt really satisfy my horniness the same way stewing in funny tummy feelings for a while does or sometimes drawing
>>81498065
<3 try not to think about it as forgetting. think about it as releasing the tension around the thought. there'll always be reminders but how you react to them will change, i hope in the future you can acknowledge it, feel how you feel, know what you can and cant change, and then let it pass instead of torturing your mind with it.
FUG the duality of these messages., hate it

>>81498055
It wasn't cute, more animalistic lol. She made some wild sounds when we fucked. Like a dying cat or something.

>>81498077
idk why but that's cute, you being too lazy and pathetic to masturbate. also wdym stewing in funny tummy feelings?

>>81498077
I'm seriously considering cutting myself each time I think about her, maybe the pain will help distract me.
>FUG the duality of these messages., hate it
heh don't worry about it

>>81498102
nah those scars will remind u lol. every fuckin time u see them,. and theyre nasty and stick around for about forever unless you get procedures on htme like micro derma abrasion or something like that

>>81498094
i dont think its cute just kinda gay. i wish i had a dick and could just jork it whenever or hump the floor. i know men say that women can get multiple orgasms or more arousal but i feel like having a physical release attached to the orgasm has to sate something that cant be sated with fingers and a dopamine button to push around.
>also wdym stewing in funny tummy feelings?
idk just letting my face feel warm from the feeling.

>>81498080
oh wtf LMAO. that.... is odd.
special needs man her brain mustve been experieencing an electrical overload

>>81498116
yeah well....the thing is that I um carved a heart and her initial on my right thigh so I already have a permanent reminder of her I kinda want to cover those up with more cuts

and before you ask, she carved a heart on her thigh first so I kinda felt like doing the same thing in return (because I'm an idiot) we were both into cutting each other

>>81498147
if you want to look like a faggot get a tattoo over it man idk. i dont control ya but cutting is for fags, its a cope as helpful as blowing through cig butts shakily. you could also save up and get the micro abrasion thing i mentioned. idk wtf its called but its a lazer esq thing that makes scars less visible. if its a specific thing you want to remove that would probably be better than a bunch of random slices all over

>>81498143
Idk man, if she never watched porn then she'd have no context for how to act I guess. Like, she didn't know what a blowjob was and I wasn't about to show her so we'd just make out, fuck, cuddle and then I'd walk her home.

I'm assuming you're special needs too, but you seem like you watch porn so you've got some sort of a basis

>>81498164
>cutting is for fags
why does everybody say this? I'm not a fag! I just like pain, I don't even do it for attention I cut areas that people won't see

>>81498170
because its an ineffective cope for people who refuse to learn to emotionally regulate. its a faggy bitchy pussy thing to do. its like trying to justify why you punch brick walls until your hands bleed and why it isnt a retarded sperg thing to do
masochisms hawt tho knifeplays swag

>>81498075
Not a bad ending then, pretty relieved you didn't get fucked over anon. Based fat retard fucker.

>>81497650 (OP)
Do you ever look at yourself and try to imagine if you'd be attractive had you not ruined yourself being a fat sack of shit? Do any of your features have at least some appeal buried under the layers of blubber, or are you a lost cause worth less than the value of rotted offal?

>>81498166
i guess but you made it sound rather wholesome before the dying cat thing xD
>>81498189
no i try to imagine if i had a DICK and BALLS so i could TOUCH THEM

>>81497866
i don't give a flip that youre obese i want to fuck your squishy body

>>81498134
Couldn't you hump like a pillow or something? And how is it that you satisfy your hornies through drawing? Just drawing something hot or is there something else involved?

>>81498203
>DICK and BALLS so i could TOUCH THEM
It's pretty terrific, never gets boring desu.

>>81498185
Haha thanks anon. I think if this happened during MeToo I'd be in jail but luckily it was in 2009

>>81498211
idk drawing makes me focused and lets me stew in the feelings more.

i can hump a pillow but it would be the same as if i had a peepee and humped a pillow

>>81498216
wow really let me touch them im so bored right now

>>81498178
well it's mostly a masochism thing for me but sometimes I do it because I'm upset

>>81498203
Idk maybe it was. From my end it wasn't wholesome because I was just looking for a hole. More like holesome.

>>81498219
What is is usually that you draw to get yourself stewing like that?

And what do you think you'd do if you had a peener and balls over there? either your own or someone elses?

>>81498219
You're used to a floor set up right? Just be under my desk and I'll play RTS games with nothing on while you stretch out my ball skin like a bat wing and juggle them around. I'm not ticklish. :D
>>81498217
You'd be cooked fr fr no cap on my brocolli hairs son.

>>81498222
checked
kek
>>81498221
v_v well good luck in resolving your emotional issues. hope you find a good mental state nonny

>>81498226
idk ive drawn bdsm/molesting and stuff like that or cuddling and nice stuff

if i had a penis right now id be asleep because i would have humped my pillow until i splooged and then fell asleep
if i had someone elses penis right now (implying theyve spawned in my room nude) idk. id probably absent mindedly play with it and let it get hard and unhard over and over again and suck on it and stuff .
weewee stress toy without the squeezing or chewing

>>81498227
LMFAO

>>81498346
FUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA.
i fucked up. i forgot to erase the sketch underneath ..

>>81498355
hhhh this is cute. I love how good your posing is

and do you think you'd ever let a peenus into your belly button?

>>81497650 (OP)
I can't sleep right now because that would mean certain nightmares due to the way the body deals with having certain disturbances present in it, maybe a couple hours and a good time will mean a good morning sleep

>>81498400
:D

idk . my belly buttons pretty shallow, (it was even when i was 310lbs) a penis probably wouldnt fit
wish i had deep bellybutton genes

>>81498346
>v_v well good luck in resolving your emotional issues. hope you find a good mental state nonny
thanks.

>>81498437
How much do you weigh right now? Also did you draw that right now?

>>81498454
last time i weighed 246 so probably hovering around there and 250 rn (4'10 for reference)

also i finished it just now i had it as a hjalf finished thing for a coupla days
: 3

>>81498466
I bet you'll be at least a little bit taller once you're 146, that level of obesity can affect your posture and shit and your spine will probably straighten out. it's a shame though because I want a gf who can suck my nipples while taking my dick and I'm not an nba player or anything.

>>81498209
yes but if you visited me i would want you to be my friend i wouldnt want to be your disposable fleshlight! also if you saw me irl you would be like "ah okay ewwwwwwwwwww nvm"


>>81498529
>I want a gf who can suck my nipples while taking my dick and I'm not an nba player or anything.
hope you find your dwarven gf kek

>>81498540
nta but I've seen you and I still want to be your friend. sexual stuff would be limited though until you've lost more weight (limited, but nonzero).

>>81498355
idk why but I think it's really adorable how you keep drawing yourself really fat while dominating skinny boys even though you're losing weight irl

>>81497650 (OP)
I was jerking off to BBW porn

>>81498548
>I still want to be your friend
based

>sexual stuff
i want normal social right now
making a sexual connection is not in my to do currently
more plus more weight is far in the future
i wonder if ill be normal and ready to date gby then

i am neurotic GAUH
\
unrelated
i hope in the far future if i get a husband that we can go to parks walk all over the forest and mountains, and then settle down in a medium/smallish house with a lot of land for the kids . i want to live in the basement and have it fully furnished but also a storm shelter. i wonder if i could ever find a home with a barn , to build a storm shelter inside of, and to refurnish the barn. i love homes with an old barn attached. i dont think ill be able to stay in new england though unless home prices get better. i wonder if they will. im sleep deprived ha hahahha i took my meds at 9 last night. that was not the right decision. they were my morning meds. i want to work on a homestead with my husband. did you know in maine that they allow you to hunt as many deer as youd like if you are a homestead? i want that. but homes in maine arent affordable. hm. i expect a medium salary from both of us and we save up and make it work

i wish i knew half of what my grandfather does. he used to flip entire homes basement to attic; and by basement i mean he set the basement cement and did the plumbing with friends or by himself at times. i remember one time he brought me to a log cabin him and his friends were in the process of building as a child in canada. i want to do that.

i dream of middle class semi rural life where you just have to make it work

>>81498723
when I was in bangor it seemed pretty affordable, but that was years ago. also I'm from CA and the 2-bedroom condo I live in was almost $500k, so you know. (my parents own it and rent it to me below market)

western mass seems pretty affordable too? idk. vermont on the other hand has a deliberate policy of extreme housing scarcity as far as I know.

>>81498777
rate this story from when I was in maine btw (it was actually a bangor suburb, newport) >>81438372

>>81498723
can you give your opinion on this thread and maybe draw something from it? read the replies and not just the OP: >>81445569

>>81498355
Notice how the guy looks fit and healthy. More proof that sems only wants fit men. Pls don't lose weight btw. Your future Chad husband needs something to hold onto.

>>81498147
my bf has scars on his shoulder. i used to cut, and seeing his scars made me want to cut again becuase of similar logic you made in your post, like it would make me "closer" to him somehow, but that was before. then then he told me why he cut and how it was over his ex and all this shit, and it was this heavily traumatic time in his life. if i did it, now knowing what i know hed think i was psycho, he wouldnt feel closer to me, and he would hate me for it. even so i still want to slice into my skin and bleed. i feel like i deserve to suffer. i also want to match his scars still, but it would have the opposite effect.

>>81498723
draw something with a cottagecore palette

>>81498723
>tfw in Yurop so can't marry sems
>tfw can't draw shiet with sems wife in our barn
maybe during the next play-through

>>81502545
i like fish. thats cool that you can reference so accurately v_v where do you live in yurop?

>>81502790
Germcountry <(:^(--<--<

Does sems like fat men?

>>81502845
germany is cool. i like german industrial, the language is really shweet sounding

>>81502875
Why are you so obsessed with what Sems like and doesn't like? Most women don't. Are you happy with that answer? Stop spamming.

>>81503124
>germany is cool
this is only said by people that have never had to live here
>i like german industrial
got any recs?
>the language is really shweet sounding
i will wash your ears, girl.
Got any nature related drawings?

>>81503192
>this is only said by people that have never had to live here
lol every german i meet online is miserable, i am well aware its probably not so good. but here is also not so good so what r u gonna do \o/

>got any recs?
https://youtu.be/mriQi4N-puo?=RDmriQi4N-puo
https://youtu.be/Yb5kzDwFNbE?=RDYb5kzDwFNbE
https://youtu.be/Yb5kzDwFNbE?=RDYb5kzDwFNbE
https://youtu.be/IZztxKt6Sjg?=RDIZztxKt6Sjg
https://youtu.be/bFDMkkOOjYw?=RDbFDMkkOOjYw

>i will wash your ears, girl.
such a funny way to phrase that xD. i love differences in english by region. do you speak german as your first language>?
>nature related
nature? yaya this was an experiment to see how much detail i could retain while keeping it unfocused

i dont do color often lawl
>>81503148
likely someone bored on their off time dedicating themselves to retardation. they keep making threads about it too xD

Sems has still failed to answer my questions. Guess she only likes fit men after all.

>>81503148
>Most women don't
Including sems. If she just said that she doesn't like fat men I would stop it.

>>81503560
>but here is also not so good so what r u gonna do \o/
you got freedom of speech and funny accents, we only have grumpy old people and leftists two countries over (brussels) dictating our daily lifes down to the tiniest detail. We would face some major issues and costs if we actually planned on building our wedding barn over here.

>do you speak german as your first language>?
I grew up speaking Spanish and German since I am half of both, so I got two first languages. I will still wash those ears, you simply cannot call German sweet sounding, young lady.

>i dont do color often lawl
yeah, pain in the ass. I applaud the japanese for keeping manga mostly black and white, hard to come by in the west, maybe that's why we're all so gay over here?

Ayo Sems gurl why no more lewd pics? Did you suddenly become a prude?

Sems you fat slag. Why can't you just admit that you are reserved for Chad?

Sems future husband btw.

>>81504355
>Did you suddenly become a prude?
She became CHADS.

>>81504146
>you got freedom of speech and funny accents,
ahhhh... i guess. i live in a shit area for doing much of anything if you dont have a pre-established friend group irl though
>We would face some major issues and costs if we actually planned on building our wedding barn over here.
is that so? what kind?
>so I got two first languages
wtf lucky bastard!! how often do you find yourself using spanish even in germany?
your art is awesome by the way. you should try doing geometric patterns as backgrounds to them. would make an interesting print to hang on a wall!
(id hang it up)
>I applaud the japanese for keeping manga mostly black and white, hard to come by in the west,
lmfao western industry is not built for comics. comics industry is outdated, japan is basically built to start your own production. i think a lot of people also do not realize that the reason why manga gets so many new releases from 'new' 'indie' authors isnt because random japs are pumping out entire comics by themselves, i mean some are, but so are westerners, BUT the manga industry is set up to work as a team from the get go to streamline production (not that they arent new or non indie but not in the way that it is meant in like america)

>>81504507
Semsama notice me.

She hates me for being weird. Maybe I should stop?

>>81504507
>i live in a shit area for doing much of anything if you dont have a pre-established friend group irl though
you wrote New England, why not go to some chill places up there? Maine has like 10000 lakes, I would probably never leave the woods if I lived in your corner of the earth.

>is that so? what kind?
bureaucracy, this stereotype is actually way underrated by foreigners, I doubt hell has as much bureaucracy as Germanistan. If we were to build a barn we'd have to get 100 different approvals from 200 different offices/clerks and pay for 300 inspections only to get denied because the land is [insert dumbest reason you can come up with].
>how often do you find yourself using spanish even in germany?
virtually never, I speak it with my mother and her side of the family though and I also studied some in uni before I changed majors. I enrolled in a program that helps exchange students from other universities to get to know Germany, lots of free sightseeing and traveling across the country paid by the uni, but the spanish speakers that I came across were all argentinian and spanish assholes so I pretended I could not speak the language and they left me alone.
>you should try doing geometric patterns as backgrounds to them
I rarely do backgrounds, I like to focus on the animals/people like in a portrait, painting landscapes and especially water is something I'm not really practised in anyways. I only sketch around when classes are particularly boring.
>>81504507
>lmfao western industry is not built for comics
amen, brother sems

>>81497650 (OP)
Sems I'll be normal 4 you. I promise :3

>>81504634
>I would probably never leave the woods if I lived in your corner of the earth.
i am weird. i feel like a neurotic dog nowadays. i used to go out all of the time to play in the woods as a child but i was with my brother or one of my two autistic friends i had met in elementary school. at one point i even used to just walk around my town by myself day or night, it is walkable. at one point i just broke though and the outside became something im escorted to instead of something i just go to naturally now. it saddens me and i know i can change it myself but i dont even know what id do with myself if i went outside. i used to just want to be there but now i want someone with me. maybe if i had a good pair of headphones or something. i might ask my mom for a wired headphone to usbc adapter so i can listen to music through earbuds on my cellphone and wander around outside. i think thats the key component is having some audible noise to distract myself
>this stereotype is actually way underrated by foreigners
i've literally never heard of that wtf, how long has it been like that in germany? im sure longer than youve been alive but ykwim
> painting landscapes and especially water is something I'm not really practised in anyways
i meant an abstract one, just playing with the lines and negative space in the background would make them pop even more especially because of your distinct line style and shading style
: 3 regardless you dont have to do that i just thought itd look cool with your artstyle lolol
>but the spanish speakers that I came across were all argentinian and spanish assholes so I pretended I could not speak the language and they left me alone.
OOF. yes i guess that is the issue with spanish, theres both multiple types and a bulk of the people who speak it can be ... less than savory depending on where they hail from.
>I also studied some in uni before I changed majors.
what did you change to?
>amen, brother sems
o7 (salute emoji)

>>81504719
Sems, please tell me what I should do and I will (assuming that it's not jumping off a cliff)

>>81504740
I'm literally begging sems to tell me to shut up. God I'm pathetic.

>>81504719
>i am weird.
you sound more depressed to me. I get what you mean with shunning the outside, I spent close to three years skipping most classes and playing World of Warcraft in my room after I went to college, lost all friends I had made there and basically started from zero after realizing I could not keep this up forever (especially since my parents were paying all my bills).
>i might ask my mom for a wired headphone to usbc adapter so i can listen to music through earbuds on my cellphone and wander around outside
If worst comes to worst and she declines
I'm sure one of your many simps here would gladly send you expensive pro headphones in exchange for a picture of your earlobe haha
>i meant an abstract one, just playing with the lines and negative space in the background
could you draw something in the vibe of that? I'm not quite following. you can use one of my pictures for it to visualize it more clearly
>less than savory depending on where they hail from
meh, that's just about any group of people. We've been getting some cultural enrichment from Africa since 2015 and I'm learning this more and more every time I enter a city.
>what did you change to?
linguistics ---> marketing, realized I'd rather not flip burgers or starve

>>81504902
>you sound more depressed to me.
ah. probably? idk
>lost all friends
have you been able to make new friends since?
> worst comes to worst and she declines
i guess.
>meh, that's just about any group of people.
i think it is called normalfag disease.
>could you draw something in the vibe of that?
yeah im just having a quick freakout mental panic about genuinely nothing so once that is over i will probably be creative or this lasts all night and i just go to bed hahahahhahahhahahahhahahahahha
>linguistics
how lovely.... guhhhhh.... id totally wanna take that for fun but yes that was a smart switch

>>81505307
Sems im married to a woman who is about 100 kg and she says shes ugly but i dont think so
How do i stop worrying about her cheating? Have you ever cheated? Would you ever?

>>81505307
>ah. probably? idk
cheer up, go to /an/ and watch clips of monkeys falling
>have you been able to make new friends since?
haven't tried, every semester there's new people in new classes so I make friendly acquaintances with the groups I'm assigned to work with and then after semester it's off to never seeing again. I still don't go out much but because I'm doing productive things in my room rather than just gayming. Always been kind of a loner anyways.
>i think it is called normalfag disease.
NORMIES OUT REEEEEEEEE
>yeah im just having a quick freakout mental panic about genuinely nothing so once that is over i will probably be creative or this lasts all night and i just go to bed
be a darling and use it as your OP image in one of your next threads then. I'll reply if I see it.
>id totally wanna take that for fun
it is incredibly boring and filled with the most obnoxious people I have ever met since most classes are some sort of literature class so you get the corksniffers and the arrogant nerds all at once instead of the funny spergs you might encounter in STEM. It was surprising how little linguistics had to do with actual practial languages, you can see by my shoddy grammar that I sure as hell did not learn much that could be of use. But instead I can quote DeSauzure and the morpholoic triangle and all that bullshit.

On a sidenote, I just realized something about your tripcode.
Just like how there is a Ram for a Rem in Re:Zero. There is a Sams for a Sems.
Sams is the protagonist of an old German childrens book series lmao. Peak brainrot from generations before.

>>81505378
she looks pretty much like this just bigger face and older

>>81505442
wwhat
why would you come to me to ask this LMAO

idk ive dealt with paranoia of that for the longest time and ive come to the conclusion that adultery is based in the heart and if she is to cheat then it was always in the cards for the relationship to fail either because it wasnt working or shes secretly weak-willed/evil/petty/retarded or whatever.
well you dont know that, and you dont know if it will go perfect and you will die hand in hand. so just work towards dying hand in hand instead with plans just in case it goes to shit, expect nothing be pleasantly surprised.

just try to improve yourself and eachother. dont count on sinking ships bcs ull burn ur chips. you have a pretty wife, try to encourage herself to find herself pretty for her own sake without external validation from you because an attachment built ego is one that is bound to fall at any misstep.
>>81505380
yeah i might go on an or co or somehting
>haven't tried
well why dont you try to get their contacts or something of the interesting people and become long distance friends?
>Always been kind of a loner anyways.
iktf
> I'll reply if I see it.
O.K.
>it is incredibly boring
ahh... i thought itd be like... linguistics history or all the weird shit about english. thats sad that they didnt do much to actually learn things
>Sams
that looks like Thing 1 and Thing 2 from Cat in the Hat! silly. what is the movie about?

>>81505531
have you ever cheated though?

>>81505531
>what is the movie about?
never seen it, it's utter brainrot. the childrens books are basically Cat in the Hat knock-offs. The Sams guy being a rascal doing rascally things in the neighborhood, hijinx ensue.
>well why dont you try to get their contacts or something of the interesting people and become long distance friends?
I don't miss them, it was just at the time that it felt like loss since I did lose them but frankly, I've learned that I can still be in good company while I'm only by myself. I apologize for sounding so arrogant but frankly, I very very rarely come across people I deem as or more interesting than me, sorry for sounding like Elliot Rodger.
>linguistics history or all the weird shit about english
that's one or two classes tops, remember you have dozens of classes in the syllabus. Dumb shit like literature, they sure love their fucking Shakespeare, and language as a concept itself (regardless of african, english or japanese), there you learn about syntax, morphology and phonetics (the actual vocal sounds that your throat and tongue create to form letters, words and sentences) it's very very dry and boring theory bullshit which is why job prospects are dire, too. You're much better served just learning the actual language via Youtube or some app or discord if you find someone from overseas to chat with.

>>81497650 (OP)
How do I ask out my crush? I'm afraid that he won't like me.

>>81505609
Say #NoHomo first and offer to suck his dick. If he refuses you can pretend it was just bantz haha

>>81497650 (OP)
Hey I don't believe this is some obese girl. I believe this is an obese boy that made this thread. A chance gomula thread.

>>81505609
Well if you are a bit ugly, chances are he'll be fine with it but if you are overweight, or ugly be on a certain level or God forbid both, don't even chance it. Start getting into shape and then when you are indecently good shape and still working out, then ask him out because even if you're still a little bit overweight, he'll know that soon you'll be looking really good. Unless you're ugly, but like I said, we don't really care too much about ugly if Fitness is in place. Nobody wants to plop on a fat girl's pussy it's so fucking gross. Once you are 20 to 30 lb overweight, that's what becomes something that makes it hard for a guy to even get hard

>>81505531
Hi sems!! Ive been working on my art and was wonderin if i could show yoh on discord

>>81506334
Shes busy bro
*plap plap plap*

hello sems have a good sunday night, and i hope u have a wonderful week, take care ok

>>81507487
>take care ok
shes not gonna fuck you