I met a cute girl at my last job and we were just kind of acquaintances for a few months and everything was fine but recently she came over to my house and we got extremely drunk and we ended up sleeping together in my bed and I had my arms around her. It felt so good but she said it was awkward and she has a boyfriend. But she also scratched my head and play fought with me where she sat on top of me. I don't even need sex I would just do anything to feel the warmth of her body against mine again.

>>81500526 (OP)
Sounds like she likes you man

>>81500555
I have been messaging her incessantly for the past few weeks and also opened up to her about how crazy I am, and I think that if she liked me at all there is no way she likes me anymore. She also has a long term boyfriend.

>>81500590
Do not lose hope bro

>>81501911
I told her that I have feelings for her and she reacted by saying she needs to set boundaries with me. I have no hope of a real relationship, my only hope right now is that we hang out again and maybe I can get her drunk enough where she won't mind if we cuddle like we did. I just want to feel that feeling again, it's like drugs. I fantasize about cuddling on the couch and watching a movie with her every day right now. When we were drunk the first time I blacked out and can't remember getting into bed with her, I wish I could. Falling asleep next to a girl is something I really want to remember for the next few years where I'm isolated and alone.

>>81502303
I believe in dude, even if its not the same girl. You have some game.

>>81500526 (OP)
you need to stop talking to this psycho bitch immediately lmao. she came over to your house and got drunk with you and sat on top of you in bed and then slept with you in that bed... and she's got a boyfriend... and SHE needs to set boundaries with YOU... like what the fuck bro lmao

i don't even need to say how insanely, obviously starved for affection you are, intimacy, sex. i'm guessing you're a virgin - so let me explain something to you: this girl is a predator and she can almost literally smell on you what i've just described, that desperation for love and just basic human contact.

she has you dangling over a barrel, she KNOWS she has you dangling over a barrel right now and she is literally just playing with you and fucking with you because it gives her some sick, sadistic pleasure. she's, again, obviously, a complete whore if she actually has a boyfriend. that should be enough to scare you away, really. do you REALLY want this grimy bitch in your bed? who knows how many other guys she does this with

tl;dr: drop this narcissistic BPD roastie nutcase before she steals your virginity and turns you into idubbz

>>81502556
No I really don't. I'm in the middle of my 20s and going insane because a female finally paid a little bit of attention to me. I'm currently relapsing on drugs because of this situation. Been doing GHB all weekend.

What I meant to say was. I believe in you dude

>>81502576
No I like her and shes nice to me and being around her makes me happy :(
I'm not a virgin but the reason why I'm not a virgin is because when I was like 19-20 I would chase FtMs on Grindr, because it was super easy and they are just as autistic as me. I've also paid escorts in the past. That's part of the reason why I don't even really care about having sex with her, I just want to cuddle with her because the emotional stuff is something I've never really experienced.

>>81502615
>shes nice to me
>he's nice to me
Listen to yourself

>>81502576
However, this anon maybe right. Find another girl. You have game, It shouldnt be that hard.

>>81502626
She is, she texts me every day and when I opened up to her about how depressed I am she was actually really nice and gave me a hug. She literally has said absolutely nothing negative or mean to me whatsoever. She even says she wants to come over again she's just really busy with work and school and I believe her (She is an EMT at a pretty shitty company, I worked there but now I have a 9-5 in a doctors office).

>>81502658
Do you really have autism? Or are you just weird? Not trying to be mean

>>81502690
Diagnosed at an early age with Aspergers, back when that was considered a separate diagnosis

>>81502638
It is that hard, this is literally the first time a girl has ever wanted to hang out with me like this.

>>81502722
I feel for you man. Youre in a tough spot.

>>81502588
>Been doing GHB all weekend.
Lay off the drugs you retard, they're clearly not helping your mental state.

>>81502615
>No I like her and shes nice to me
This chick sounds even more mental than you, and the person I really feel sorry for is her "boyfriend".

>>81502576 summed it up perfectly already so if you're going to ignore everybody's advice then why did you even make this thread? Were you hoping someone would give you advice on how to get your dream girl to come over to your house again, get blackout drunk and then pass out in your bed just so she can tell you "Oh but I have a boyfriend, this is awkward tee hee!" Have some standards OP, I think even you can do better than that.

>>81502799
What the hell is GHB?

>>81502829
It's like alcohol but it feels better and doesn't make you hungover

>>81502799
I don't have any standards. I wasn't looking for advice, just to vent about the situation I am in in a place with people who are probably more likely to understand how I feel.

>>81502843
Sounds to good to be true.

>>81502851
Have minimum standards. No fatties is a good start.

>>81502851
Btw what does she look like? Is she cute?

>>81500526 (OP)
You should have rape her. She was already in your house!

>>81502829
>What the hell is GHB?
I had to google it myself, here's what I found.
https://www.dea.gov/sites/default/files/2020-06/GHB-2020_0.pdf

Apparently it was popular with ravers and as a date rape drug.

>>81502843
>It's like alcohol
No, it's not.

>>81502892
She is, in my biased opinion, insanely attractive.

>>81502898
Get out of here faggot, were trying to have a sincere discussion

>>81502898
No that is mean, I could never do that to anybody

>>81502903
They feel very similar. I have also been doing ketamine because there was an insane deal on the darknet market I use for 10 grams of it.

>>81502903
>Apparently it was popular with ravers and as a date rape drug.
I dont think thats what OP had in mind

>>81502966
No, I just like doing it. Also the date rape thing is really some overblown DEA propaganda, it is found in less than 5% of date rape cases in the hospital, benzodiazepines are the real date rape drug.

>>81502903
> reversal of baldness, and improved eyesight are my favorite

>>81502999
I think that I mightve gotten roofied at a gay bar in Seattle once. I had like two beers at the bar. Then on my way home, I was like stumbling and falling over. It was weird.

>>81502999
ANYWAY! I know you wouldnt do something like that.

I just spent the last 30 minutes going through our texts over the last two weeks and it made me kind of happy just reading the things she said. I am simping so hard.
>>81502799
To properly respond to this first point, the drugs are not responsible for my mental state. I literally had to order them online and wait for an entire week just to do them. I am doing drugs because being sober is intolerable.

>>81502957
>>81503213
>druggie retard is retarded
Yeah, okay I think this thread is done, just like OP's grip on reality.

>>81503213
Look, its not the end of the world. Also look on the bright side. You can get a girl to jump on top of you. Thats a pretty big step in the path. I know its hard. She might be playing with you though, women are like that.

>>81503497
Stfu nerd

You're being manipulated by her. A woman's touch to a man is too potent that they give up reason. You're possibly one of many side guys to that woman. Pick yourself out of this.

>>81503780
She did it in a playful and joking way, I don't think she meant it in that kind of way at all. It still just felt so fucking good I cannot stop thinking about it.
>>81503823
I know how sad and pathetic I am I literally just want to be touched by her again and I want to savor it. I'm probably gonna rope eventually anyways, I've given up on the idea of ever actually finding a someone who loves me, not to mention all my other problems like no friends or family.

>>81503801
>Stfu nerd
Yeah okay retard