Thread 81502267

Thread for discussions about self harm and mutual support

hey guys
hope you're having a good sunday
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

Here's a bunch of helpful links

>a long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

> bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/e678a1e6375e512f483a04e8291c9183

> bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

>>81502267 (OP)
Good evening femboys. How are you all?

>>81502276
hey
I'm going alright, I was on a bike ride not long ago, now I'm just relaxing and sipping on a cold drink
wbu?

>>81502421
>hey I'm going alright, I was on a bike ride not long ago, now
That's cool. The pictures that you post in your OP perfectly represents your femininity btw.
>wbu?
Hungover.

>>81502267 (OP)
>hey guys, hope you're having a good sunday
I hope you are too cat!! How'd you sleep?

>>81502276
im doing alright, have to go to bed early today though. Just playing some roblox rn, hru anon?

hello everyone.

>>81502267 (OP)
hiya cat how was your day?

>>81502276
good afternoon. I'm well, watched a 3 hour WW2 documentary so that was nice.

>>81502616
>watched a 3 hour WW2 documentary
cool :0
also hiii gator!! :3
how was ur day?

>>81502476
>pictures that you post in your OP perfectly represe
why do you always have to say wierd things like that..
>Hungover
did you party yesterday?

>>81502528
Hey nyaster
>>81502528
>hope you are too cat!!
I did :3
I was on a bikeride today and are some tortillas now I'm chilling
>How'd you sleep?
pretty well, I don't remember having any issues though no dreams as well
What about you how was your day and sleep??

>>81502616
Hey ali
>how was your day?
good
I was on a bike ride today,bir wasn't very long but it's okay, today was very hot anyway?
wbu?

>>81502816
>why do you always have to say wierd things like that..
that's just 4chan :/
>I did :3, I was on a bikeride today and ate some tortillas now I'm chilling
ooooo, how was the weather today? and hope the tortillas were tasty :p
>pretty well, I don't remember having any issues though no dreams
good that you slept well :D
any plans for today? or well, the rest of it
>What about you how was your day and sleep??
not much happened, helped my dad with some stuff, have to get to sleep early today though, I have a lesson tomorrow at 7 am. And I slept okay ^^ woke up a bit late though.

>>81502783
omg that cat is buff!
>cool :0
yea then I watched a hour long one on the cold war hehe.
>also hiii gator!! :3
hai meowster!!! ^^
>how was ur day?
it was okay, played a bit of Roblox finally beat that one tower! now just being lazy. how about you?

>>81502816
>wasn't very long but it's okay, today was very hot anyway?
well as long as it was fun right. and shame it was very hot for you. it's 30 here rn so not nice either.
>wbu?
woke up super early, I played some Roblox beat the tower I was stuck on. probably gonna have to eat something soon. have you eaten today?

>>81502848
>that's just 4chan :/
I know, u don't have to wrry tho it don't bother me, that anon is just like that
>how was the weather today?
it was pretty dang hot, 29deg, but it's survivable
>hope the tortillas were tasty :p
yep, they were just meat and crunchy french fries
>any plans for today?
make sure I'm prepared for tomorrow's test and watch rando animation on yt
I saw this one, I think it's worth sharing
https://youtu.be/ZOrF3Nnqegw?si=C9uOXiOMQ9ep6Ndl
also I'll probably play some wordle games
>not much happened
ig that's better than too much happening :>
>lesson tomorrow at 7 am.
so early :0
how much earlier r u gonna sleep?
>slept okay ^^ woke up a bit late though.
that's good, I woke up a bit late too

>>81503065
>well as long as it was fun right. and shame it was
it's okay, gotta get used to warm weather anyway since that's how it's going to be from now on
>woke up super early
somethin woke you up?
>played some Roblox
woth fren again?
>probably gonna have to eat something soon.
eat something tasty fren ^^
> have you eaten today?
yep I had tortillas with meat and fries !

You're all getting old :)

>>81485446
>Yeah ^^ I love eggs a lot desu. Milk too
i like milk too, but i have the feeling that it doesn't sit right with me and causes all sorts of issues. i'm considering to cut dairy from my diet and see if it improves some of my health issues.

>luckily they still taste the same even if you mess 'em up. (For the most part)
true. especially since i don't mind some crunchy bits ^^

>I see a lot of it on social media and some of my friends talk abt it sometimes
it's a very popular ip. not sure how i feel about the new game being set in japan, though. for me the appeal was always the american setting interpreted by japanese devs. can't say i care much about japanese devs doing another horror game set in japan.

>They're making a remake?? You excited for that then? :p
most remakes seem to completely miss the point on some design choices and that usually puts me off, but we'll see how it turns out. can't imagine the music will turn out as good as in the original though and heather might be my favorite design for video game character ever, so whatever they decide to do to her when they come to that game, i probably won't like on principle... ^^'

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UkumV_dHbkg&pp=ygUhc2lsZW50IGhpbGwgMyBvc3QgeW91J3JlIG5vdCBoZXJl

>How long have you been into that stuff then? :D
i bought a pack and i got some cards from a cousin before i started seriously playing, but i really got into it around 2002 and stopped in 2013. quite a while and quite a while ago at the same time. ^^

>I could do with some stretching myself TwT
wanna join gator and me in our quest to get more flexible?

>>81489921
>Personally, I don't mind it. I do prefer stradgy and rouges though. I've gotten bored of civ though.
why should you? it a popular element/genre, after all. ^^ i just feel like the games would be better if the devs would put more effort into smaller areas than just try to impress with the sheer size of everything. like in witcher 3 and elden ring i always preferred the smaller, more curated areas and quests. i guess i just want games to be paced a bit better than they typically are in open world, sandbox ones.

>I've gotten bored of civ though.
i think that's normal. last one i played was civ 6. played it for 9 hours straight and never touched it again. ^^'

>>81502267 (OP)
hey catbro! sorry for missing out caturday. :< how was your weekend?

>>81502276
>How are you all?
i'm fine. went to a spanish restaurant with my brother for his birthday yesterday, which was nice and today i made a big pot of colorado chili, which was also nice. took me quite some time, but it was worth it. hope you're doing well, too. (^-^)

>>81502528
hello present-day meowster! did you have a nice weekend?

>>81502616
hi gator!

>watched a 3 hour WW2 documentary so that was nice.
interesting. what was it about?

>>81502816
>are some tortillas
whish i had some for my chilli today. :/ maybe tomorrow with some leftovers.

>>81503223
jokes on you, i already am :p

>>81503223
we all are

>>81503519
Hey yuanon
>sorry for missing out caturday. :<
it's okay, hope you had a good time^^
did u?
> how was your weekend?
quite chill and alright
I ate pizza yesterday and today I was on a bike ride :3
>whish i had some for my chilli today.
what dos you eat today?

I'm very contempt cutting to epidermis with my shaving razor. It's hard to go deeper so it's like a safety measure to make sure I don't go too extreme. I don't feel a need to go deeper since i'm really sensitive to pain anyways. That little bit is enough to distract me from my problems.

>>81503592
it's good you are content with no going deeper, some people just can't feel satisfied if they don't do something extreme
>little bit is enough to distract me from my problems.
what are ur problems anon if you're okay with talking about them?

>>81502816
>why do you always have to say wierd things like that..
Because femboyanon is weird :3
>did you party yesterday?
Family reunion. Beer and wine was free.

>>81503183
>gotta get used to warm weather anyway since that's how it's going to be from now on
yea true not much else you really can do. everywhere has its hot and cold times. besides maybe Antarctica.
>somethin woke you up?
not really, there was a storm when I woke up so maybe that.
>woth fren again?
sadly we couldn't today, I didn't have my laptop with me when we usually play.
>eat something tasty fren ^^
thanks I did get some hotdogs which were alright.
>had tortillas with meat and fries !
oh yea that really sounds tasty. perfect sounding combo.

>>81503223
I used to hate the idea of growing up and stuff but recently I'm actually excited to grow up.

>>81503519
hai yuanon.
>interesting. what was it about?
mainly just the numbers of every part of it like how every country has there own problems with taking care of there civilians to get the food or shelter. and taking care of there soldiers and how many every country had to deal with a feed. it was pretty good, I did mainly have it in the background while playing Roblox but still liked it. I can send the link if you'd want lol.

>>81503592
there isn't any reason to go deeper anyways. doesn't even feel better or anything.

>>81503750
>femboyanon is weird :3
I guess
>Beer and wine was free.
sounds like heaven and hell, maybe haven in hell
Did you get really drunk?
also are you planning to visit any more doctors?

>>81503806
>everywhere has its hot and cold times. besides maybe Antarctica.
I've heard it's getting warmer there too
>there was a storm when I woke up
oh, was it nice? or did you not like it?
storms can be cozy
>didn't have my laptop with me when we usually play.
that's okay
you can always play some other day
what happened to your laptop?
>some hotdogs
ooo yummers
I'd love a hotdog
>perfect sounding combo.
yep :D
whatcha doing today?
I decided to watch blade runner 2049

>>81503727
Nothing I can really solve, just extreme loneliness. There's no reason for me to stop cutting so it's all good.

>>81503575
>hope you had a good time^^ did u?
yup, we did. but i slept absolutely miserably. it was way to hot, i either had sleep paralysis or dreamt that i had sleep paralysis (not that it makes a difference...) and woke up way to early and completely drenched. took me a bit to properly start the day, to say the least.

>I ate pizza yesterday and today I was on a bike ride :3
perfect catbro weekend right there. :>

>what dos you eat today?
chili con carne with some rice and a green bean salad with mint and garlic. was really good.

>>81503592
i'd say the shallower, the better. glad you can at least distract yourself, but you can also just stop by for a little chat if you need some distraction. how was your weekend?

>>81503806
>and taking care of there soldiers and how many every country had to deal with a feed. it was pretty good, I did mainly have it in the background while playing Roblox but still liked it.
that's a rarely touched on topic, i feel. you couls also check out the tasting history channel. he made some homefront-cooking vids for most of the countries, but i haven't seen them yet, so i can't say if they're good, but they usually are.

>I can send the link if you'd want lol.
sure. always good to have stuff to put on in the background.

>>81502267 (OP)
I hurt myself and I dont know why I just couldn't stop the impulse

>>81504174
hello anon!

>I hurt myself and I dont know why I just couldn't stop the impulse
how come? did something get to you?

>>81503861
>I've heard it's getting warmer there too
oh no, my plans of moving there are ruined D:
>oh, was it nice?
it was super nice yea perfect way to wake up eve if I didn't sleep much.
>what happened to your laptop?
my sister needed it for something.
>I'd love a hotdog
they are very nice and easy ^^
>whatcha doing today?
I may play a game in a sec but idk.
>decided to watch blade runner 2049
okay that always seemed like a very cool and awesome movie!

>>81504157
>that's a rarely touched on topic, i feel.
true definitely is, most things are just about the battles or something.
>he made some homefront-cooking vids for most of the countries
Oo that sounds super interesting. I'll definitely check that out thanks.
>always good to have stuff to put on in the background.
yea it definitely is perfect background noice.

https://youtu.be/kCwCPeUknd4?si=MWjAu9Ctii0FrQnE

>>81504045
>Nothing I can really solve,
you don't think you could find a friend?
>reason for me to stop cutting so it's all good.
you know I actually don't think cutting is all that bad, it can be a good way cope in some ways

>>81504157
>we did.
yay
>sleep paralysis
waa D:
any demons?
>perfect catbro weekend
exactly :3
>was really good.
it sounds like it ^^
you eat fancy (ar least for me it's fancy)
how's your evening going?
I decided to watch blade runner 2049

>>81504174
Hey anon
it's not a very good sign
what did you do?
did the urge just happen randomly?

>>81504494
>plans of moving there are ruined D:
dw that's still plenty of snow left, for now
>perfect way to wake up
nice ^^
>I didn't sleep much.
yeah, but I'm sure you'll survive one early morning
Maybe it'll help you sleep earlier today
>sister needed it
oh I see
>very nice and easy ^^
I hab no buns tho
>may play a game
have fun
>very cool and awesome movie!
yep I'm watching it on that site with all movies
I can link it is you wanna watch

>>81503065
>omg that cat is buff!
yeah :0
>yea then I watched a hour long one on the cold war hehe.
woah, sounds like a history day
>hai meowster!!! ^^
hiii :D
did you eat today?
just making sure
>it was okay, played a bit of Roblox finally beat that one tower!
hey congratz!!! that's awesome
>how about you?
pretty meh, towards the end here it's been pretty bad
>I know, u don't have to wrry tho it don't bother me, that anon is just like that
they're common anon then huh?
>it was pretty dang hot, 29deg
holy that is hot, hope it wasn't too bad
>yep, they were just meat and crunchy french fries
that sounds amazing :0
>make sure I'm prepared for tomorrow's test
goodluck!
>I saw this one, I think it's worth sharing
okay I'll check it out ^^
>ig that's better than too much happening :>
yeah ^^ it's been kinda bad now though
>so early :0, how much earlier r u gonna sleep?
not sure, it's 23:46 rn so I'll get around 6 hours, which is enough
>that's good, I woke up a bit late too
well it's summer break for me so idc :D

>>81503401
>i'm considering to cut dairy from my diet and see if it improves some of my health issues.
I hope it does fix it then :p
lactose intolerance?
>especially since i don't mind some crunchy bits ^^
i love the crunchy bits, i eat everything overcooked lol
>it's a very popular ip. not sure how i feel about the new game being set in japan, though.
hopefully the overall vibe of the game will be the same :p
>most remakes seem to completely miss the point
yeahhh, it's hard to strike gold twice
>i bought a pack and i got some cards from a cousin before i started seriously playing
oh okay ^^ you remember any significant moments?
>but i really got into it around 2002 and stopped in 2013.
aw, why'd you stop? also that was a long run then O.o
I wasn't really around when that stuff was popular
>wanna join gator and me in our quest to get more flexible?
bet!! I could do with some stretching :D

>>81503519
>hello present-day meowster! did you have a nice weekend?
overall yeah! today was meh but I got to hangout with a friend yesterday :D
>jokes on you, i already am :p
hmm, depends what you compare to :p

>>81503861
>I decided to watch blade runner 2049
that's a good movie!!
It kinda went over my head when I watched it though :p I hope you enjoy it
when I hear the word bladerunner I think of the maze runner movies, have you seen those? they're pretty good ^^

accidentally forgot to put >>81503183 in my post TwT (in >>81504654) just pretend it's between line 13 and 14

>>81504654
the pics you post are always so adorable
>they're common anon then huh?
yep anon shows up every once in a while, all I know about him is he thinks everyone he likes is a femboys and he's an alcoholic but started caring about his health a little more lately when he felt like he was dying one day
>hope it wasn't too bad
it's okay, it'll only get hotter so gotta get used to it
>sounds amazing :0
is that something you would eat?
you eat tacos witht meat, right,so would u
>goodluck!
thanks
I already know I'll pass, I know the questions that'll be there
>it's been kinda bad now though
want talk about it?
>which is enough
okay, ig you'll sleep soon, sleep well!
>summer break for me so idc :D
and it's the weekened for me so idc too >:3
>>81504688
>that's a good movie!!
true ;>
>hope you enjoy it
I am enjoying it rn :3
>maze runner movies
never ever seen those, maybe I'll watch them too
thank you for your recommendation

>>81504738
dw ^^
I keep an eye for that anyway

>>81504892
>the pics you post are always so adorable
aww thanks <3 yours are too! :D
>yep anon shows up every once in a while, all I know about him is he thinks everyone he likes is a femboys
damn lol, I used to be one when I was younger :p
>he's an alcoholic but started caring about his health a little more lately
that's amazing!! hopefully he get's better health wise then ^^
>it's okay, it'll only get hotter so gotta get used to it
yeahhh same here, thankfully it's not THAT hot yet
>is that something you would eat?
totally, as long as there's no sauce and only meat in there :D maybe sprinkle some nacho chips on it
>I already know I'll pass, I know the questions that'll be there
that's good ^^ , and confidence is also important during tests
>want talk about it?
just wanted to do smth and I was forced to do smth else pretty much. also been close to relapsing
>okay, ig you'll sleep soon, sleep well!
thanks ^^ i hope you do too!
>and it's the weekened for me so idc too >:3
yeah :3 sadly monday is tmrow
>I am enjoying it rn :3
tell me how you like it afterwards :D
>never ever seen those, maybe I'll watch them too
they're super good imo!! I could link some free places to see 'em if you want, or well, send it in dms
>dw ^^, I keep an eye for that anyway
that's good :p I'm a clumsy guy lol

>>81504615
>dw that's still plenty of snow left, for now
it is a scary thought, a lot of could be gone not that far away.
>you'll survive one early morning
true I definitely will hehe, I usually like early mornings anyways.
>Maybe it'll help you sleep earlier today
yea hopefully. have been scared I'll ruin my sleep schedule.
>hab no buns tho
noooo D:
>watching it on that site with all movies
Ooo that sounds amazing then hehe.
>can link it is you wanna watch
oh yea I'd love that. I'll make sure I watch it later.

>>81504654
>woah, sounds like a history day
I do really love history hehe. I'm kinda weird in that way lol.
>did you eat today? just making sure
yea way to much lol. and you don't have to make sure with me, I'll be okay hehe. did you eat?
>hey congratz!!! that's awesome
thank you so much, and yea it really wasn't easy, makes me appreciate my friends skill even more.
>towards the end here it's been pretty bad
I'm so sorry to hear that, that's horrible. you can always vent here or anything.

>>81504995
>yours are too! :D
ty c:
>used to be one when I was younger :p
well guess anon is a few years too late
>he get's better health wise then ^^
who knows, all in his hands
>thankfully it's not THAT hot yet
when does it get the hottest?
and the coldest how could does ot get there?
>maybe sprinkle some nacho chips
yep then it'd be your kind of meal ^^
>confidence is also important during tests
ye I'm not stressed at all
>also been close to relapsing
sorry to hear that fren
unfortunately can't do much else but hopin you get through this
>hope you do too!
I probably will, thanks
>sadly monday is tmrow
it's okay, tomorrow I only have that test
>how you like it afterwards :D
haven't finished it yet but I'll surely do
>could link some free
no worries, I do have a place with free movies
>I'm a clumsy guy lol
and I have the eyes of a hawk >:3

>>81505132
>could be gone not that far away.
yep, definitely
>usually like early mornings anyways.
maybe one of those mornings you could go on a walk
>ruin my sleep schedule.
if you fo you'll also get ot back in order I'm sure
>oh yea I'd love that
okay here you go
there are some wierd pop-up on this site sometimes so it's good to have an adblocker be otherwise it's legit

>>81505132
here is the link to the movie
https://ww4.fmovies.co/film/blade-runner-2049-22206/

>>81504494
>most things are just about the battles or something.
i guess because that's what most people are interested in. they're big and flashy. supply is bit more of a boring subject in comparison

>I'll definitely check that out thanks.
tell me what you thought. maybe i'll go back and check them out if you feel that it'd be worth my time.

>yea it definitely is perfect background noice.
thank you. won't show for me in this browser, but it should work in my other one.

>>81504615
>any demons?
yeah, but it was notably different from my first time, which is why i feel like it was a "dream within a dream"-like situation. hope i'll sleep better tonight.

>you eat fancy (ar least for me it's fancy)
only on the weekends. ^^ and usually it's not fancy in the sense that i'm using lots of ingredients, but i like good quality and to cook as authentic as i can get. funnily i ordered from a mexican online-store without noticing that it's actually quite close to me (in the city where one of my friends lives), so i just could go there if i need anything. ^^ most days i'm eating quite boring. some meat with vegetables.

>how's your evening going?
i watched that cooking show i talked about before. jamie oliver was on it this time. the host and him both were trained by the same chef back in the day. it was a fun episode. other than that i just sorted some more cards and now i'm in bed, listening to a comparison of the old and new how to tame your dragon movies.

>I decided to watch blade runner 2049
i don't remember mucg about it, but i liked it more than the original story wise. the original was way more groundbreaking, though.

>>81505132
>I do really love history hehe. I'm kinda weird in that way lol.
that's not weird! learning history is pretty cool ^^ there are multiple mysterious still out there
>yea way to much lol. and you don't have to make sure with me
I'm sure it wasn't too bad silly, and I just like checking up on people ^^ I can stop if you want tho ofc
>did you eat?
yeahhh, some kebab and some noodles. way more than I usually do
>thank you so much, and yea it really wasn't easy
you seem to be improving fast :D
>makes me appreciate my friends skill even more.
that's kind of you to think, but don't forget your own! :D
>you can always vent here or anything.
I will if it gets too bad dw, and thanks ^^

>>81505339
>well guess anon is a few years too late
lol not really, I'm still pretty feminine and stuff but I don't dress up in those clothing anymore. I wouldn't say I'm a femboy, just a feminine boy? If that makes sense TwT
>who knows, all in his hands
yeahhh, a lot of ppl with liver issues nowadays
>when does it get the hottest?
probably in a month will be the hottest, I'll let you know how it is
>and the coldest, how cold does it get there?
the coldest is probably early january, and around -40 celsius is the coldest it can get most of the time
>yep then it'd be your kind of meal ^^
yup :D
>ye I'm not stressed at all
that's good, I hope you aren't for the rest of the semester
>unfortunately can't do much else but hopin you get through this
yeah thanks ^^ I'll pull through
>it's okay, tomorrow I only have that test
okay well, if it goes good you could celebrate in some way ig ^^
>no worries, I do have a place with free movies
woah!! pirate kitty >:3
>and I have the eyes of a hawk >:3
woahh :0 I'll try not to do anything bad then.
talking about vision, I will probably need glasses in a few years. my entire family has them

>>81505347
thanks cat :D

>>81505359
also hii yuanon!! hru?

good night every1
sleep well <3
hopefully no nightmares :3

>>81504654
>I hope it does fix it then :p lactose intolerance?
the body can interpret the denatured proteine in pasturized milk as a thread and react with inflammation to it, which can lead to some skin issues. i just want to see if my skin improves in general if i cut it out.

>i love the crunchy bits, i eat everything overcooked lol
same, but i don't like it when the yolk is overcooked, so it's a bit tricky to get it right.

>hopefully the overall vibe of the game will be the same :p
fingers crossed, but i'm not holding my breath. i've been burned too many times.

>it's hard to strike gold twice
especially if the people who made the original have nothing to do with it. and even if they actually get them back, it's just not the same anymore.

>you remember any significant moments?
just that i had a lot of good times with my friends. and that one of them reanimated a creature that specifically says that you lose the game if you do that. he simply forgot. he might be the only person on the planet to actually involuntarily have lost a game that way.

>why'd you stop?
because the power creep made the game unfun to play and it started to feel more like and arms race than anything else. also back in the day there was very cool storylines and worldbuilding with their ips. now it's a about making sets about whatever popular franchise they can get the rights to. last one is final fantasy and i think that's as creatively bankrupt as it can get.

>I wasn't really around when that stuff was popular
it's still pretty popular. same with the pokemon, yugioh and one piece tcgs. and there's niche ones like "flesh and blood" and "sorcery: contested realm". i've just come to despise the turn it all took some time ago.

>I could do with some stretching :D
alright. next session will be later today. around 10:00 pm cest. we do one of the tom merrick beginner flexibility routines on mondays, wednesdays and fridays. i'll send you the link of which one later.

>>81505339
>maybe one of those mornings you could go on a walk
yea I definitely do need to, I haven't been outside in probably a week anyways.
>you'll also get ot back in order I'm sure
hopefully, I've always dealt with awful sleep schedule issues.
>so it's good to have an adblocke
alrighty I'll make sure I watch it with one then, thanks for the warning.

>>81505347
thanks :]

>>81505359
>that's what most people are interested in.
yea I guess that's sadly true, battles are definitely interesting but there's not much to learn about them I feel.
>supply is bit more of a boring subject in comparison
true hehe, I always found the domestic part of countries to be more interesting. like what was the Soviet/German/American citizens and stuff doing during the war.
>tell me what you thought
will definitely do. haven't started them yet but will now.
>out if you feel that it'd be worth my time.
alrighty I'll make sure I'll tell you by tomorrow.
>won't show for me in this browser
oh hopefully it's not blocked in our country or anything lol.

>>81505419
>learning history is pretty cool ^^
I do really like it at least. do you like history?
>multiple mysterious still out there
yea there's so much stuff that will probably never be known which is crazy.
>and I just like checking up on people ^^
well that's so incredibly sweet of you <3.
>can stop if you want tho ofc
oh no, no you don't have to stop it's very sweet and always good to have another thing to talk about I'd say.
>some kebab and some noodles. way more than I usually do
Ooo that sounds pretty nice then, don't think I ever had a kebab lol. and that sounds like a good thing?
>you seem to be improving fast :D
I probably spent like 10 hours on it but thanks hehe.
>but don't forget your own! :D
I don't have skills silly.
>will if it gets too bad dw, and thanks ^^
okay, I really care about you <3

>>81505492
goodnight and sweet dreams meowster <3.

>>81504688
>>81504688
>today was meh
sorry to hear that. hope tomorrow will be better :<

>I got to hangout with a friend yesterday :D
what did you two get up to?

>depends what you compare to :p
sure, but when it comes to people who hang out here, i am.

>>81505419
>hru?
i'm fine. just tired. sometimes it can take a while for me to catch up with the thread, but i'm nearly there now...

>>81505492
sleep tight and see you soon!

>>81505540
battles are definitely interesting but there's not much to learn about them I feel.
i suppose there isn't as much footage as there is today, so learning about them is rather dry. lots of reading and looking up maps.

>like what was the Soviet/German/American citizens and stuff doing during the war.
than you should definitely enjoy the tasting history vids. there's a lot of interesting trivia i wouldn't know if not for that channel. ^^

>haven't started them yet but will now.
take your time

>I'll tell you by tomorrow.
thanks :>

>it's not blocked in our country or anything lol.
it is, but i should be able to get around that somehow :/

right as the credits rolled my phone unexpectedly died and now I gotta charge it and sleep
goodnight all

>>81505506
>the body can interpret the denatured proteine in pasturized milk as a thread
you could try unpasturized milk, if that's safe for you, but yeah hopefully your skin improves if you cut that out
>same, but i don't like it when the yolk is overcooked, so it's a bit tricky to get it right.
that's a problem for people who have normal tastebuds TwT, i just smash the yolk and wait till the edges are black and crunchy. i don't like yolks that have taste :p
>fingers crossed, but i'm not holding my breath. i've been burned too many times.
yeahhh, here in sweden we say that we hold our thumbs ^^
>especially if the people who made the original have nothing to do with it.
oooo, that will be tricky to get right then :/
>just that i had a lot of good times with my friends.
cool ^^ sounds like fun times
>he might be the only person on the planet to actually involuntarily have lost a game that way
silly :3
>now it's a about making sets about whatever popular franchise they can get the rights to.
awh :/ atleast you were there for the good old days then ^^
>it's still pretty popular. same with the pokemon, yugioh and one piece tcgs.
yeahh I've heard of it, only online tho. I used to collect pokemon cards myself when I was 10-13 ^^
>alright. next session will be later today. around 10:00 pm cest.
that's great ^^ and cest is my time zone :D
>we do one of the tom merrick beginner flexibility routines
sounds good ^^ beginner ones that is

>>81505540
>do you like history?
I do! I'm not a hardcore history guy but I think it's cool ^^
>yea there's so much stuff that will probably never be known which is crazy.
yeahhh, and a lot of treasures that may or may not exist :0 like the ww2 gold train thingy
>oh no, no you don't have to stop it's very sweet
sounds good :3
>don't think I ever had a kebab lol.
that's weird :0 I guess it's more of a european thing. It's pretty good ^^
>I probably spent like 10 hours on it but thanks hehe.
woah O.o
commitment then ^^ with that you could do practically anything
>I don't have skills silly.
im sure you do! If not you'll have them soon :D
>okay, I really care about you <3
Thanks gator <3 and likewise
>goodnight and sweet dreams meowster <3.
Goodnight sweet dreams!! this is my last post of today/tonight (for a few hours)

>>81505559
>hope tomorrow will be better :<
not really, bunch of lessons tomorrow (2) but they make me nervous.
>what did you two get up to?
we played some roblox and had a good time :3
>sure, but when it comes to people who hang out here, i am.
oh okay :p hopefully it's not an insecurity
>i'm fine. just tired. sometimes it can take a while for me to catch up with the thread, but i'm nearly there now...
yeahhhh, I feel the same way after looking here after a few hours of bedrotting or doing other stuff. and my replies are almost always too long for one message.
>sleep tight and see you soon!
Goodnight to you too! :D

>>81505662
>right as the credits rolled my phone unexpectedly died
well that sucks, how was the movie though? ^^
I'll have to reply tmrow, going to bed though
Goodnight cat!! ^^

Goodnight every1one!!

>>81505662
good night, fren! see ya!

>>81505707
>you could try unpasturized milk
it's basically illegal to sell that here if it's not made into cheese. :[

>i just smash the yolk and wait till the edges are black and crunchy. i don't like yolks that have taste :p
took me some time to appreciate a yolk that's on the runnier side, usually when i put the egg on something like a burger or some other piece of meat. i prefer them waxy, but i understand your approach as well. a lot less frustrating to cook it like that.

>here in sweden we say that we hold our thumbs ^^
same here in germany. well, the more accurate translation would be "to press your thumb" i think, but i'd say it's close enough.

>atleast you were there for the good old days then ^^
yeah, but we're not the only people who feel like that. a few years ago someone made a format (basically the cardpool you're allowed to use) that includes every card that was tournament legal in set that were printed from 1994 to 2003, removing the most broken old cards and everything new. played some games with a friend and that was quite fun again.

>I used to collect pokemon cards myself when I was 10-13 ^^
same. sadly i lost them all at some point. :[

>and cest is my time zone :D
perfect. than it's not too much of a hassle. looking forward to it.

>>81505715
>bunch of lessons tomorrow (2) but they make me nervous.
crap. what lessons are they?

>we played some roblox and had a good time :3
that's one of those games i didn't even know existed until i read people talk about it here. crazy how you can just miss some things.

>hopefully it's not an insecurity
sometimes it is, but not much i can do about it, so i just try to shrug it off.

time for me to call it a day as well. bye!

>>81505641
>as much footage as there is today
true does make it harder to be very interesting, all you can really do is listen or read descriptions of what was happening but that's really all.
>should definitely enjoy the tasting history vids.
I'm very exciting then, and there stuff does look very cool so far.
>interesting trivia
I do actually love random trivia.
>but i should be able to get around that somehow :/
oh that is definitely a annoying thing about living there then. hope you enjoy it if you do.

>>81505715
>not a hardcore history guy but I think it's cool ^^
fair I always like to go hardcore with the stuff I like.
>treasures that may or may not exist
true you really never know what's hidden or was destroyed.
>like the ww2 gold train thingy
I've never actually heard of that lol sounds interesting tho.
>guess it's more of a european thing. It's pretty good ^^
yea probably is then. that's wonderful it is :)
>with that you could do practically anything
maybe hehe, I do get very committed when it's to do with my friends and stuff.
>im sure you do! If not you'll have them soon :D
I really don't but thanks. and we'll see hehe.
>Thanks gator <3 and likewise
of course, you've genuinely been super amazing, I think everyone here really appreciates you being here. and thank meowster.
>Goodnight sweet dreams!! this is my last post of today/tonight (for a few hours)
goodnight meowster!! sleep well. sorry if I kept you up at all. and see ya tomorrow.

>>81505933
>time for me to call it a day as well. bye!
goodnight yuanon.

>>81502267 (OP)
>How are you doing today?

Hungry. Forgot my damn lunch at home. Not going to be home until at least midnight.

>Any plans for today?

Finish working, go home, bake some chicken, eat a nice salad, and watch some scary movies.

>When was the last time you hurt yourself?

About a month ago. Put 4 large burns on my arm. The scabs finally fell off about a week ago, but they left some knarly scars.

>Why did you hurt yourself?

Same as always. My guilt over my past worked it's way in and I lost my ability to think objectively, and these 4 large cigarette burns are the result. At least they're almost fully healed.

>Is there anything bothering you right now?

Life is actually pretty good atm. I've been getting quite a few more days at work which means I'm looking forward to a nice paycheck. Payday is only a couple days away, and my fridge is full which is rare. Only thing bothering me rn is my knawing hunger. But in about 3 hours I will have that taken care of too.

for some recently right before bed, I always just feel awful. but goodnight y'all

>>81505996
>Not going to be home until at least midnight.
oh jeez that's a while before you can eat, hope it's good food at least.
>watch some scary movies.
do you have a favorite scary movie?
>About a month ago
that's quite a while good job.
>but they left some knarly scars.
oh yea burns do cause some pretty crazy scars yea.
>Life is actually pretty good atm.
that's great it is, I'm happy for you.

>>81506260
> oh jeez that's a while before you can eat, hope it's good food at least.

As long as the chicken didn't go bad I'll oil it up and bake it, I'll be eating a nice salad to hold me over.

> do you have a favorite scary movie?

As above so below, and cabin in the woods. I can't really decide which one I like more but those two are my top picks.

> that's quite a while good job.

Thank you. I've been in therapy for a few years now. It's definitely been helping.

> that's great it is, I'm happy for you.

Thank you anon. You seem like a nice person. We need more nice people in this world. I hope you're doing well too.

>>81506409
>I'll oil it up and bake it, I'll be eating a nice salad to hold me over.
Ooo that chicken should definitely be extremely tasty! and smart to have a saled.
>As above so below, and cabin in the woods.
never seen as as above so below seems cool tho. I remember watching cabin in the woods when I was young, was a very good and scary movie, I always liked scary movies where the main people hide in one place and stuff.
>I've been in therapy for a few years now
that's great, therapy is definitely a very good thing. I'm glad you went into it.
>You seem like a nice person.
I'm not nearly as nice as anyone else here.
>We need more nice people in this world
true we definitely do, way to many people just are mean.
>hope you're doing well too.
thanks and yes I'm alive so I'm alright.