hello r9k how are you doing today?? did you accomplish anything, even something small? or relaxed and chilled? i did some chores and yardwork!!!

>>81537554 (OP)
I went to work and I have to work again tomorrow. Very depressed but im watching my fav show and ive made friends at work which gives me hope. I hope your yard work went well nice poster.

omg... another nice thread :O

>>81537570
aww im sorry youre feeling depressed:( glad youre making friends tho and watching something you like? what is the show btw if you mind sharing? :D
>I hope your yard work went well nice poster.
thank you!!
>>81537577
yes!! :D

Reminder, this is a nice thread on a nice board. Be nice!

>>81537594
Im watching soul eater for the 5th time. Its my favorite series because I watched it in my childhood and throughout my teen years. Its so good and positive.

>>81537671
bury true!!!
>>81537718
its been a loooooooong time but i watched that once and ya i remember it being really good!!! im glad you can still enjoy it after a few rewatches, im scared ill get sick of anything i rewatch over once or twice and ruin it for myself xd

>>81537755
That's fair and realistic. I have an obsessive personality so it makes sense why I do that with many series. What's ur favorite shows?

>>81537804
hmmmm, i have alot of favorites xd if i had to pick like, 3 anime? itd prob be
>kaiba
>monster
>natsumes book of friends
(dis)honorable mention to made in abyss because i love it and dislike it at the same time

>>81537554 (OP)
non... anon, didn't did shit because i'm a piece of stinky winky pinky shitty shit, yikes

>>81537908
dont be mean to yourself D: theres always time to do something tomorrow!!! or even something small rn!!! and sometimes we all need break days where we do nothing at all, those are important!! please be nice to yourself!

>>81537554 (OP)
I gotta say niceanons, I am really not liking myself today
problem 1: I live in filth. My apartment is moldy, full of old food and garbage, full of trash and clothes thrown haphazardly on the floor, and has a fly problem. I need to move out soon which means it needs to be professionally cleaned and I need to pack up all of my stuff. I do not feel prepared for this. I hired a cleaner to help but I'll have to do a preliminary clean first, and now I'm stressing that my building won't let them into my apartment.
problem 2: I just lost roughly three thousand dollars through a series of unexpected expenses. This would not have happened if I were more financially responsible.
I genuinely hate myself so much right now that I think I might vomit

>>81537974
hi anon!!!
>problem 1: I live in filth. My apartment is moldy, full of old food and garbage, full of trash and clothes thrown haphazardly on the floor, and has a fly problem
how much time do you have? if ive been particularly bad about cleaning, ill tackle things in sections. that way i see positive results quickly and its less overwhelming!!
>now I'm stressing that my building won't let them into my apartment.
why wouldnt they? this sounds kinda like smth i do, where when im feeling overwhelmed and anxious, i make new things up in my head to be even more anxious about!!
>2: I just lost roughly three thousand dollars through a series of unexpected expenses. This would not have happened if I were more financially responsible.
ive been there n wasted alot of money too :( ik its hard to forgive yourself after it, but you have to do it!!! the stress from the self hatred isnt worth it and we cant fix the past!! when im rly self-loathing abt the past, i write to myself about my day and stuff. it kinda grounds me to the present. then things feel better, because i can start thinking more about the future and how i want to make it better!! i hope that made some sense xd
>I genuinely hate myself so much right now that I think I might vomit
aww anon im sorry:(

>>81538074
>how much time do you have?
The cleaners come Monday, so I have four days. I should be able to complete the preliminary clean in that span of time. I just hate that I let it get this bad.
>why wouldnt they?
I'm sure they have some policy for it and I don't know how to manage that
>money
I sometimes write about what I'm thinking and feeling, but it's not always the most effective
Thanks for the response anon

>>81537878
Happy you enjoy shows. I like azumanga daioh and I purchased the Manga recently. Its in English but I still like having a physical copy of it to read. Do you also like Manga?

>>81537933
don't think i'll had the energy to do something remotely meaningful nor in what's left of today or tomorrow but thanks for the attention niceposter

>>81538107
I'll have***
yike yikers

>>81538090
>The cleaners come Monday, so I have four days. I should be able to complete the preliminary clean in that span of time. I just hate that I let it get this bad.
ah i see... ive also let my living space get rly bad sometimes, and it really made me feel rotten!! but it helped me to remember how awful i had been feeling for so long to let it get that bad, which is forgivable!! we all have bad times!
>I'm sure they have some policy for it and I don't know how to manage that
could you call your apartment manager or smth? maybe they could help :D
>I sometimes write about what I'm thinking and feeling, but it's not always the most effective
sometimes it helps and sometimes it doesnt sadly:( do you write physically or digitally? it helps more when im using real paper n pen personally!!
>Thanks for the response anon
ofc!! glad to chat!!! :D gl with your cleaning you can do it!!
>>81538103
>azumanga daioh
thats a cute series! i like the osaka memes!!
>Do you also like Manga?
ya!! some of my favorite "anime" stuff is mostly manga, my fav is yokohama kaidashi kikou!
>>81538107
awww :( i understand, i hope youre taking care of yourself tho!!! even just showering or brushing your teeth can be a tiny victory!!
>thanks for the attention niceposter
no problem!! :D

>>81538187
>could you call your apartment manager or smth?
I'll ask the front desk about it.
>do you write physically or digitally?
I mostly write digitally, because I write in the same document that I use to plan for the future
>glad to chat
thanks, I could definitely use someone to talk to right now haha

>>81538204
>I'll ask the front desk about it.
hopefully they can be of help!! :D
>I mostly write digitally, because I write in the same document that I use to plan for the future
i see, maybe try writing in a notepad or smth n see if it helps?
>thanks, I could definitely use someone to talk to right now haha
aww im here! :D

>>81538187
>i like the osaka memes!!
They remind me of s4s a lot. I will read the series you sent, it seems really calm. I have to sleep for an early day tomorrow but thank you for our talk, wish you the best buddy :D

>>81538220
>I will read the series you sent, it seems really calm.
alr!! i hope you enjoy it!! its a very soothing and nice experience imo!
>I have to sleep for an early day tomorrow but thank you for our talk, wish you the best buddy :D
gn!!! sleep well!! i wish you the best too! was nice chatting!!

>>81538218
I don't know why I'm so anxious. I don't know what could go wrong, but I feel certain something will.

>>81538267
sometimes we are just anxious for no reason and cant help it!!! do you like tea anon? when im feeling anxious like that, i like to make some chamomille or earl grey tea with some milk n honey. it really calms me down!!

>>81538293
>do you like tea
I LOVE tea, I even collect it a little, but I can't drink any now because my kitchen is too filthy to use the kettle

>>81538468
ooo tea collection? and whats your favorite(s)? :D
>but I can't drink any now because my kitchen is too filthy to use the kettle
maybe you can start cleaning around the kitchen, and use the tea as a lil reward!! ive done that before n it worked!!

>>81538539
>whats your favorites?
I'm quite fond of Assam, it's the same as English breakfast but a little stronger. I also love Earl Grey, it tastes sweeter and has a regal quality.
>maybe you can start cleaning around the kitchen
That's a good idea, but... it's midnight, I don't have it in me to start right now

>>81538590
>I'm quite fond of Assam, it's the same as English breakfast but a little stronger
idk if ive had that before!! it sounds nice tho, maybe ill make an order of it next time i need to get tea!!
>I also love Earl Grey, it tastes sweeter and has a regal quality
it is nice isnt it :D
>That's a good idea, but... it's midnight, I don't have it in me to start right now
aww, well theres always tmrw then!! maybe have a soda or smth? always makes me happy too as a rare treat

>>81538602
I don't really feel like drinking anything, I just want to lie down

>>81538647
understandable... i hope you feel better tomorrow!! and can get some good rest!!

>>81538657
>get some good rest
I'll probably be up shitposting until the wee hours of the morning

>>81538694
aw:( too anxious to sleep?

>>81538715
i just haven't been sleeping much lately, don't know why. it doesn't matter since I don't have work over summer vacation

>>81538724
i see:( tried melatonin or benadryl?

>>81537554 (OP)
it was a very sad day today, I keep thinking about my ex and I'm trying really hard not to cry

>>81538788
aw im sorry anon:( i wish i could help, getting over lost relationships with friends or partners is hard. if you wanna talk about it here you can!!

>>81538766
I have melatonin but I haven't really been taking it. I don't know, it doesn't matter if I sleep or not like I said

>>81538817
sleep always matters!! good rest helps you feel better emotionally and physically, which is always a good thing!!

>>81538830
I guess. I don't know. I don't want to sleep because I don't want to be alone.

>>81538802
thanks friend I appreciate it, but I don't want to bother you guys with the details.

>>81537554 (OP)
i made some rly yummy bannock just now, thats my biggest accomplishment today
and i walked, will do some chores since u reminded me, thank u for this post fren,

>>81538853
aww i understand:( still, when you feel tired please try! for your own health!!
>>81538867
np!! you arent a bother anon, so if you need to get anything out the thread is here!! :D but i understand if you dont want to anyways!! best wishes!
>>81538878
i hadnt heard of bannock before, but that looks really good!! im glad it was tasty!! im happy you got some exercise n chores done, always good to stay active n healthy and keep up on things!!
>thank u for this post fren,
np!!! :D

>>81538912
>but i understand if you dont want to anyways!! best wishes!
thanks ^_^ I really appreciate it, but I'm fine for now :)

>>81538912
>when you feel tired please try!
I will, but for now I'd rather just chat a bit

I was supposed to have a job interview today but they just never called me even after specifically telling me they would. Seriously tired of getting fucked over

>>81538940
>thanks ^_^ I really appreciate it, but I'm fine for now :)
okay :D
>>81538955
alr!!! hmmm, what are your favorite video games?
>>81538968
awww im sorry:( maybe theyll call tmrw??

>>81537554 (OP)
I didn't get to stalk anyone today desu TT

>>81538974
I don't play video games nearly as much as I used to. My favorite video game ever is Team Fortress 2, but I haven't played it in a year.

>>81538990
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>>81539010
aw:( ig i understand tho, hard to play if youre busy or depressed!! which characters did you play the most?

>>81539038
>busy or depressed
I think it's more like I FEEL busy, so playing games feels like a waste of time, even though I waste far more time on stuff like 4chan or discord. It does also start to feel like work if I force myself to do it.
>what characters did you play the most?
I am a scout main, I love his mobility and how he forced me to learn aim (which I'm still shit at).

>>81539038
>:[
I know. It's a really sad day for me desu

>>81539063
>I think it's more like I FEEL busy, so playing games feels like a waste of time, even though I waste far more time on stuff like 4chan or discord
rly relateable lol, i wanna play alot of games but its hard to force myself away from discord or 4ch because its easier!!
>It does also start to feel like work if I force myself to do it.
ive experienced that, i think playing out of your comfort zone can kinda negate it, makes gaming feel fresh!!
>I am a scout main, I love his mobility and how he forced me to learn aim (which I'm still shit at).
ah fun :D my aim was always so bad when i played fps games that i just gave up playing them aha
>>81539068
maybe you should pick up ppl watching!!! can just chill at a cafe or smth n passively observe ppl!!

>>81539106
What sorts of games do you typically play?

>>81539127
stardew, minecraft, monster hunter, yume nikki/2kki are my main games!!! been playing deltarune rn tho and kinda wanna get vintage story after

>>81539106
>observe ppl
I did that a lot during my high school years. It's not that fun

>>81539144
>yume nikki
Fantastic game, although I don't see how you can play it repeatedly.
>deltarune
I got halfway through chapter 4 before I went to sleep, and since then I've been too stressed to play video games

>>81539183
>Fantastic game, although I don't see how you can play it repeatedly.
thats why we have yume 2kki!!
>I got halfway through chapter 4 before I went to sleep, and since then I've been too stressed to play video games
:( did you enjoy what you played?

>>81539193
>yume 2kki
I played it once, very briefly. I think yume nikki is conceptually better because it clearly has some intent that's lost when you make it into a community project, but the scope and variety of 2kki is pretty fun in its own right.
>did you enjoy what you played
For the most part, yeah. I do get a little frustrated with games that have permanently missable or really difficult to access content, because I don't want to spend a lot of time figuring out the secret boss or weird route in every chapter. I also found that chapter 3 dragged a bit, repeating the same things over and over (which was kind of the point but still not that fun to play). Tenna is a fantastic character and the Toby Fox is so inventive in his game design that it's hard not to get some joy out of it, though. I suck at the bullet hell sections.

>>81539265
>I played it once, very briefly. I think yume nikki is conceptually better because it clearly has some intent that's lost when you make it into a community project, but the scope and variety of 2kki is pretty fun in its own right.
desu i really like it because of the variety a community project gives it! it feels oddly more dreamlike, and ive enjoyed running around the maps with friends through YNO!
>For the most part, yeah. I do get a little frustrated with games that have permanently missable or really difficult to access content, because I don't want to spend a lot of time figuring out the secret boss or weird route in every chapter.
understandable lol, i havent really thought much about all the content ive missed and am just enjoying the ride for now cus its nice to feel kinda back in undertale!
>Tenna is a fantastic character and the Toby Fox is so inventive in his game design that it's hard not to get some joy out of it, though. I suck at the bullet hell sections.
i am also quite bad at bullet hell xd
i still find it enjoyable tho!!! sometimes i think abt picking up touhou or smth to get better

>>81539353
I guess what I love about yume nikki is trying to figure it out, trying to learn what Madotsuki's story is, and you can't really do that with yume 2kki because there isn't an established narrative
>i havent really thought much about all the content ive missed
it kinda makes me feel like a dumbass when I can't access the hidden content

>>81539372
>I guess what I love about yume nikki is trying to figure it out, trying to learn what Madotsuki's story is, and you can't really do that with yume 2kki because there isn't an established narrative
thats understandable!! i enjoyed that about nikki too, but for me i guess the main draw was always feeling lost in dreams and relating to the character(s) who i feel are running from life through sleep. since thats what i have done alot!
>it kinda makes me feel like a dumbass when I can't access the hidden content
lol:( well, finding all the cool hidden things probably gets you more enjoyment and content!!!

>>81539150
o no i forgot to respond!!! im sorry that doesnt bring you much enjoyment, what do u get out of stalking?

Hey it's good to see the thread still up, i'm wishing you a merry merry night once you go to the good sleep

>>81539522
ty!!! and likewise!! :D