Will having sex with a sex worker finally quench me of my sexual insecureties and make me stop feeling like a horny loser? I think about sex all the time and I hate it. I just want to focus on other things in life but I keep feeling like I missed out on something that is a common experience for all others. I feel frustrated and jealous whenever I see couples and feel like an outcast whenever my peers start talking about relationships. I feel like vitginity to a sex worker (an expensive high quality sex worker) would take a huge amount of weight off my shoulders just because of the fact that I can say that I have done it. At the same time I have heard stories of people immensely regretting it.
t. 20yo autistic khhv
t. 20yo autistic khhv