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im just always going to want to kill myself it would appear. No matter what I do or even how good life is, I always just want to die. I am perfectly fine right now. No complaints. I still want to die. There is no reason why, i just want to die. I desperately want all sensation to cease, and to be nothing. I am ready for death and have wanted to die for many years now. I have nobody to discuss these emotions with and even when i do it doesnt help. i see that death really is the next step for me now, very clearly