Thread 81572370

I am loveless. I have no one. I have nobody.

>>81572370 (OP)
you will feel this way for the rest of your pathetic life btw

>>81572370 (OP)
I feel this way too no one understands us we are going to die alome

>>81572477
I too, will die alome, a tragic tale

>>81572370 (OP)
you have 4chan

>>81572370 (OP)
>>81572477
>>81572481
why do u cry about this but never fucking add eachother do u just like to cry huhhh??

>>81572636
scary n grim

>>81572370 (OP)
Love nothing anon, love nothing and you won't crave for the love of others, just love art or videogames or anime whatever, but care not about the peoples of the world

>>81572370 (OP)
you have us, fellow /r/obot

>>81572666
no satan that is a boring ugly smelly life i dont want i will definitely find someone who will love me back eventually

thread theme: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MxyjU4u23ms

>>81572701
https://youtu.be/qH5hM1ILuFQ?si=BB9Z3ZB5TPZQ264K

>>81572370 (OP)
i <3 u op

>>81572370 (OP)
Go out and rape someone

>>81572661
I do like to cry, you sound like you like to cry too

>>81572769
>you sound like you like to cry too
yea true im an emotive shit
now tell why dont u try to add other anons that are lonely??

>>81572370 (OP)
the story of every guy on this board

>>81572805
Im scared of people, so im kind of shooting myself in the foot

>>81572694
You have hope then, that's also good, detachment is better than misery, hope is better than both
good luck anon

>>81572661
>>81572805
Because I'm broken and don't get along with people

>>81572832
try to push through the fear slowly cos loneliness will just get worse with time, anon..
btw one thing that fucked me the most is when conversations with people went nowhere or they ghosted and stuff like that.
its cos often people lack care for eachother nowadays and it happens to everyone.
tho its all def still worth it for the times where you come across someone who doesnt do that.

>>81572863
thank u i hope other anons here dont lose all their hope prematurely..
>>81572865
whats so broken about u?
and where have u tried to get along with people?

>>81572880
I did, I live with no cares, all that I really care about it is within myself, I keep my art to myself and my family works as a sort of compass but I don't care much about them, never did really, did you read the love nothing shit? it works for me

>>81572889
as long as u are satisfied its fine ofcourse, but are u REALLY satisfied? were u always like this or was it an active choice of yours?
i think there is this embedded need of sharing care within us, i think its rarely worth to suppress it.. but idk its subjective for sure

>>81572916
I would like to find a sort of messiah figure to come and discover all my inner worlds and all this cute shit with happy endings, I say it all the time but I know it won't happen cuz in my vision that is now how we humans work, so yeah I live somewhat satisfied with what I have, most of time

>>81572867
Ok, Ill make an effort, though for some reason being uncomfortable and lonely as way more appealing that being uncomfortable and forcing yourself out there

>>81572370 (OP)
that's okay, you can always find plenty of love in MAHJONG

>>81572948
>to find a sort of messiah figure to come and discover all my inner worlds
thats an interesting wish, i seek for a similar sorta extremely close connection - to discover things in each other that we didn't know about ourselves.
>in my vision that is not how we humans work
too much generalisation, perhaps. while majority is happy with shallow superficial connections, there has to be a portion that wants more.
>>81572973
i feel that, but like... imagine succeeding, imagine someone actually giving a shit about you. i think its worth a lot of pain.

>>81573037
That sounds so nice, dont have the heart to try anymore, but since you made me feel nice, ill make an effort next time something comes along

>>81572880
I've tried to get along with people at school, at work, in games, here, on discord, at hobby meetings, it just keeps getting worse and now I'm in my 30s

>>81573037
>too much generalisation, perhaps. while majority is happy with shallow superficial connections, there has to be a portion that wants more.
Statistically I'm sure that I won't happen to encounter that portion but I like the engagement anon

>>81573072
if by any chance you succeed, make sure to make others try, those that hesitate like you do
>>81573076
by 30s id imagine it does get very complicated to make connections as people have become way too complicated compared to childhood...
i already also feel the tendency for this in people in my early 20s, while i still feel like a fucking child lol
while u cant control others, anonie, u can control yourself. i suppose try to be simpler? here im assuming u still have hope left in u, though..
>>81573093
there are too much unknown variables to use statistics, anony. judgement with this stuff is done almost solely by feel, and our feels are very error-prone.
so yea get off ur ass and try to encounter people, maybe even here on r9k?

>>81572661
Why would we want to talk to each other? It'd just be depressing. At least when it's anonymous I can just not reply without feeling bad.

>>81573168
Ok anon I will try to meet some people in the near future, you'll see me there disappointed in the near future too, but I will try then

i only had one online gaming community i was part of
always hoped i would find connection there, maybe a soulmate
never happened
but i know 2 people did become a couple through this community, they are probably having the most beautiful time of their lives right now. so it stings even more knowing that it was possible but just didn't happen

>>81573182
does it feel bad for u to be around depressive people? i always felt they are relatable which is nice for starting things.. but yea theres often a lack of energy i guess.
>I can just not reply without feeling bad
maybe this feeling could be eased with being more open and honest with others. like as a forced rule, for me it helped idkidk
>>81573193
good luck anon im glad i made u try^^ if u try here btw: robots sometimes severely lack energy but u can imagine why that is.. but ive met some very nice people here i still chat with so its definitely worth

>>81573220
I just feel like - if you want some relief for your depression, loneliness, or whatever - you should be talking to and learning from normalfags, not other mentally ill people.
In practice I have some trouble taking my own advice, but when I do I feel better for a while. But most days I come here, and it very noticeably makes me feel worse.

>>81573211
whats the community? ive learned what real friendships are as a kid in a similar place centered around some mtasa servers. i wonder if similar things still exist or if they suck now... did u ever try r9k or anything else online for connections?
>>81573236
hmm, maybe ur right from purely mental health point but like.. all normalfags ive seen are just so fucking shallow and uncaring in their connections.
thou i do have a hateboner for them so maybe dont listen to me.

>>81573236
I guess in my case It would give me a sense of familiarity, back in 2020 I used to have a friend group, the only i've had in my life shit we met through csgo and we were all weird fucks, strange people and my people, I felt connected there, It's been a while since I've had any sort of interaction with them :P

anyways goodnight lonerbots or whatever the name is idk

>>81573264
>whats the community?
just some small gaming community that has existed for more than a decade, with maybe 50 people active at a time at most

>>81573168
I'm too simple and people only care about me if I do some elaborate monkey dance that makes me want to kill myself

>>81572661
>do u just like to cry
yeah

sudden sobbing fit kind of night, decided to check this thread
thank you for this thread op and everyone here

>>81573615
me too but isnt it better when theres nothing to cry for
>>81573576
yeaa kinda exactly what i meant about people getting complicated, i was just thinking that maybe if we are able to stay simple then there ought to be similar people to encounter.
but yea idk how bad it gets once u hit 30 but i imagine they just care about each other's usefulness and not much else. i hate this transactional shit very much.
i dont have many ideas on how to find people except trying here which i think i want to soon.

anyway im getting very eepy, goodnight anons

Pathetic faggots

>>81573953
Punching down will always be the most pathetic thing anyone can do