I can't stop obsessing over her, I hate being so obsessive. I wish I could have her back.
anyway I think I'll play videogames all day and try not to think too much about her.
what are you guys doing today?

>>81576834 (OP)
Go to the gym buddy, or get some dumbbells and work out at home. Really helped me get over a girl after a 3 year relationship.

>>81576848
I have dumbbells, I do lift from time to time but it doesn't help, I'm gonna go look for a job tomorrow, that'll help distract me, plus I really should go get another job being a neet sucks especially after losing her

great, the fucking ps3 emulator is giving me problems all of a sudden >:(

>>81576834 (OP)
Was in a similar situation. Enough time and she'll fade away.
Never completely.

Can't wait for this thread to last multiple days again
What are you gaming?

>>81577454
yeah I know she won't go away completely before I met her I still thought about a girl form middle school like 12 years later, this new girl helped me forget about her (not completely she kind of reminded me of her I guess you could say I have a type) I might start slowly killing myself.
>>81577505
I was gonna keep playing demon's souls I'm collecting colorless demon's souls but I installed an update for the emulator and now there's no music, goddamn it I was already having a bad time and just wanted to play some vidya.
fuck my life fuck this bullshit!!!!

>>81577521
You didn't even play Hotel Dusk BAKA

>>81576834 (OP)
I ripped a fat shit in the toilet, it was more liquid than pasty for the half end vs the start half. The start was more like a paste. And not only that, it smelled awful, in fact, i might even say it smelled like shit.

>>81577542
oh sorry fren I will get to it eventually I got distracted by demon's souls and other irl bullshit! I will play it I swear!

>>81577573
haha I had food poisoning on my birthday and I was having the same issue

OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I THINK I DELETED MY DEMON'S SOULS SAVE DATE BY ACCIDENT NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
I HAD A PURE BLADESTONE AND EVERYTHING FUUUUUUUUUCKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

my day just went from bad to complete shit.
that's it now I'm definitely killing myself (not really I'm a pussy)

>>81577587
Happy birthday! What did you have? Personally i just drank alot of OJ and ate pepperonis that i left open in the fridge a 2 weeks

>>81577645
And the OJ was past date since a month lmao i forgot to mention that

>>81576834 (OP)
Why don't you just rape her? I'm sure it'll feel great

>>81577645
thanks ^_^
my birthday had a couple of weeks ago though (june 5) and uh I already had food poisoning like 2 days prior to my birthday I think I had some undercooked bacon.
I spent my entire birthday alternating between writhing in pain on my bed and shitting my intestines out in the bathroom, fun times!

>>81577665
because I love her anon

>>81577668
Undercooked bacon is the worst, it feels like shit to throw it away but also to eat it, personally i found emptying the fat during the cooking accelerate the process without filling the house with smoke. Was the cake also bacon?

>>81577644
YEP!!!! MY SAVE FILE IS GONE FUUUUUUUUUCK!!!!!!!!
anyway time to play again from the beginning

>>81577706
goddamn it now I'm upset for a completely different reason >:(

>>81577521
Demon's Souls? That's old AF unc lmaooo. Blud is out here thinking it's 2010 still haha. Play the l8est Assassin's Creed instead, now that's a real game.

>>81577706
Just spawn those lost items with a trainer, faggoth.

>>81577871
>that's old AF
and???? does the game stop being good after a certain amount of time? it plays exactly the same as the later games
>assassin's creed
oh you are trolling
>>81577887
NO that's lame and gay I will get them again honestly it didn't took me that long I had just been playing the game for 2 days and I was already at the final boss with those rare items

I can't remember the last time I actually deleted a save

>>81576834 (OP)
Our hearts cling to what has been lost, like a flame to fading embers. To grieve is human, but to bury longing beneath distraction is to let sorrow smolder. Face your heartache gently and in time it will loosen its hold.

A job will help but really helps is getting some new pussy. I am not doing shit today but pretending to be busy and productive at work

>>81578250
I installed the new update for the emulator like a dick head and it started giving me problems so I deleted the entire emulator and only thought about my savefile after I emptied the recycle bin
>>81578254
well how am I supposed to face my heartache? it's not like it goes away completely even while doing something else I'm thinking about it.
>>81578272
replacing a person, especially someone I truly loved is not something I can do easily, but I guess I will eventually

I'll never give up on her

>>81578509
deep down, I haven't given up on her either....
and before you get mad at me NO I'm not talking about maria

I'm not mad. I'm just tired and I miss her a lot all the time. That never stopped.

>>81578645
yeah I miss my girl too I know how you feel mike

>>81576834 (OP)
This tread again and again I say, with all the wisdom grated upon me, shes getting big business right at this moment, not even thinking about you...

>>81578670
I'm going to get over it eventually

I'm not interested in you lying

>>81578803
I'm not lying though... why would I lie to you?

>>81578346
It seems that way right now cause it is a fresh break up but what I find fascinating is that first time you start laughing with another girl it feels like you are betraying your ex more than fucking because you have learned to have fun again

>>81578822
Because you don't know her

>>81578835
you know? I get what you mean I met this girl, she's only my friend and I don't intend to be anything more than friends with her but I feel guilty talking to her, I want to be friends with her but like you said it feels like I'm betraying her.
>>81578851
mike I'm starting to think you are retarded you clearly don't understand what I'm saying

>>81576834 (OP)
Working and then getting OBS set up to try streaming again. This'll be the fifth time I've tried getting back on that particular horse.

>>81578882
I like recording clips of what I'm playing sometimes but I don't know if I would ever want to be a streamer, I mostly do it for my own amusement

Just find a porno of a girl that looks similar to her taking first time BBC, cause that is exactly what is happening right now. Once you accept that you will be better for it

>>81578923
why are you guys so obsessed with black cocks?

I'm moving threads. Good luck with this one

>>81578979
alright, have a nice day mike!

I already kill 2 bosses in demon's souls!
n-not that anyone cares
fuck it it's my thread I can talk about whatever I want

>>81578346
The wound of the heart doesn't close by force nor flee by diversion. To face heartache is not to silence it, but to sit beside it with honesty. Let your sorrow speak. Write, walk, weep, reflect. In listening, you begin to heal. To beat your demons, the only way forward is to acknowledge them.

>>81580036
I see, thanks wise confucius anon! I will not flee from my pain (I think that's what you are saying right?)

If you are going to spend any amount of time obsessing over an ex that is taking another mans dick all up in her mouth/spine then you may as well be in the room while they do it and watch

Do you think if the feeling was even somewhat mutual you would be here on r9k and shed be out with another guy? She is doing exactly what she wants, she has not been fooled or tricked into not wanting you. Let the bitch go

>>81580195
I will not listen to your bullshit

>>81580254
Fine, its not like you havent wasted enough time already on a woman that does not love you back

it's 5pm
still thinking about her btw.
yeah, I'm not over her yet....

op is a faggot and he should kill himself

>>81581095
Imagine being obsessed with some dime a dozen 4chan whore who ghosted you. Get some self-respect and stop spamming these threads.

>>81581641
I DON'T HAVE TO IMAGINE IT ASSHOLE I'M LIVING IT WHY DO YOU THINK I'M UPSET!!!?????

i miss my lovey dovey gf

>>81582353
yeah me too anon :(
she made me so happy

man, I really need to start drinking

I don't even know why I keep smoking, it tastes terrible, at least it does calm my nerves I guess...
uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh kill me please

how does it feel that shes sucking another mans cock tonight ? and taking it up the ass

>>81576834 (OP)
Wish my bf was like this sigh

>>81584022
I mean, he still loves you right?