Thread 81581903

>Be male, gay, 26
>Realize I still want to be a self-hating closetfag who gets a wife, takes viagra, and thinks about men while doing it
Am I fucked up for considering it? Any advice if I do want to live a straight life? It seems way more appealing, but idk if anyone here understands.

The best part will be when you inevitably slip up and her life is ruined.

>>81581970
Honestly, I don't plan on slipping up. I don't even want to cheat, just be closeted. Every gay impulse I'd put into sex with her.

>>81581903 (OP)
Faggot ass nigga
Kys
Now
You aint gay, you just havent met the right girl to settle down with

>>81581984
You think? Why do ya say that?

>>81581981
If you're not going to implode some woman's life I'm not interested.

>>81581903 (OP)
Date a pooner, they'll be happy a real homo is into them and you can still impregnate them.

>>81582005
What do you propose? I like the idea of fucking a woman over, but not getting caught. I mean, even the idea of an occasional hookup where I dont fully cleanup after is kinda hot.

>>81582008
Not as fun with a cute, normal, straight woman. I want to take a functional woman out of the dating pool and fake a life with her.

>>81581993
There'll be moments in life where you think you want your former coworker Greg and fantasize about his beautiful lips wrapped around your cock but you also feel so disgusted at the thought of his feminine hips and feminine ass on your cock, making you cum and bust a fat nut because it is gay so you date a woman instead. Homosexuality is a lie and not real

>>81582039
I honestly like the idea of rejectinv gay thoughts, but isn't that itself...kind of gay? What's your advice for going full closet?

I've been bi since I was a kid, but always repressed it. Kind of sick of repressing it and would like to date a guy, but I'm terrified of my family finding out. I'm also worried dating a guy might impact my chances with Women cause some Women really hate bi guys. This plus all the depression I battle on a daily basis and just wanting to disassociate from everything is killing me.

>>81582077
Why not just feel good with women? I want the bisexuality you have. It will be easier for you to repress.

>>81581903 (OP)
Why would you do this, it's 2025 man

>>81582129
Im doing it because its 2025 and whats repressive is now appealing and erotic.

>>81582012
So you're bisexual then. Just admit it.

>>81582150
Not into women sexually. Ive already said that.

>>81582062
There ain't nothing gay about rejecting homosexuality. You'd be living in the truth. Homosexuality is wrong and sex with women is right.

>>81582186
Yeah...but if im turned on by NOT being gay...thats. straight guys dont feel aroused by NOT being gay. They just plain like women.

>>81582090
>Why not just feel good with women?
Because some men are just so fucking hot, my last girlfriend was a manipulative cunt, and I sometimes just want to be a submissive partner in a relationship with a stronger person than myself.

I have regrets. One is that I didn't confess my feelings in middle school to a boy I really really liked. I liked him since elementary school. Even if he said no, at least I would have known.

>>81581903 (OP)
This is extremely worth it OP - I would argue it is the only case in which marrying a woman is worth it. Let me explain:
>you hold a superior emotional position because you absolutely do not care about her at all. immune to the usual bitching and nagging straight men die of
>you hold a superior sexual position because you are cheating on her with men constantly. immune to being cucked or dead bedroomed
>the gay sex is improved because you're cheating on your wife, which automatically makes dick taste 5x better
>as the other anon says, you could completely destroy a woman's mental health and her entire vision of her future at any moment on a whim or even by accident

>>81582265
Just fap to guys dude. Dont date them. Try not even fapping.

>>81582274
Damn. It only strengthens my resolve. Im really charged by ur motivation man.

>>81582274
Wait. Are you saying ONLY closeted gay men who hate themselves and know they're gay should marry women? That's nuts but it makes sense.

>>81582333
Checked trips of truth, you have to do it. I will also say, a little-known fact is that being gay gives you Super Game with women. You know what dating and fucking men is like, so you can make them comfortable with you with extreme ease. You will have them infatuated with you because you're so cool and disinterested. They will feel so special because you don't just want them for their body. You will be an unstoppable force.
>>81582343
Yes, I am saying this. I usually say no man should marry a woman no matter what, but this is a unique and very rare case where I believe it is good.

>>81582274
You've forgotten a key point. It also makes the sex hotter with the wife because he isn't primarily in to her.

>>81582364
>cheating on your boyfriend with your wife
absolute cinema

>>81582361
Even the sex with women I could see being fun, bc its an element of taboo over hiding the gayness. Like a competition or game with myself about how erect I can get and how well I can pleasure them.

>>81582361
I should definitely commit to the act then and have a few kids, right? Maybe even act a little conservative.

>>81581903 (OP)
Why? What bothers you about being out of the closet?

>>81582376
That would be solid, but you don't even need copes to enjoy it. Pussy is just good regardless of how you feel about women. You can fuck an onahole and that's just a chunk of rubber, what's "attraction" got to do with it?

>>81582390
I just don't have an interest in bwing openly gay.

>>81582401
Why? Are you afraid of being judged or what?

>>81582408
No. It's just not an interesting life. I want some excitement.

>>81582433
How is being straight more exciting?

>>81582443
Because it's more masculine and cooler.

>>81582447
How is chasing foids more masculine than being a top?

>>81582443
>>81582451
Dude, idk. I'm just really fucking bricked up by the plan to faking a straight life.