>Complete darkness, Nighttime, Laying in bed, Eyes closed, Not moving, Relaxed, Doing nothing, Need to go to sleep
>"You can't go to sleep now! What are you, stupid or something?"
>Daytime, Caffeine, Heavy physical activity, Recently eaten, Need to stay alert, Cut bleeding on finger, Talking to people,
>"GO TO SLEEP, GO TO SLEEP, GO TO SLEEP, GO TO SLEEP....... No sleep? FUCK YOU I WILL MAKE YOU MICRO SLEEP THEN YOU FUCKER"

I shall take a shotgun to this foul creature that resides in my head, if it does not start behaving.

>>81601467 (OP)
You need to download more pics, man. You've been posting the same gif for a while now.

>>81601509
maybe it's just his favorite character or moment, maybe it's his comfort gif, did you think about that?

>>81602722
No I didn't, thank you for correcting me, kind one.

>>81601467 (OP)
I have the same issue lmao. Why the fuck is my brain so against me?

Let's be hungry and sick to our stomach at the same time. Everyone else is disgusting, ugly, and fat. You are hated for not being evil and bad like them. You try to do the prosocial thing and worship evil with them. But you body rejects it. Perhaps you are not fully dedicated to evil and that is why you fail to become fat and bad like everyone else. It is frustrating. I have tried very hard to indulge in the sun of gluttony and lose myself to avarice and hatred. My body and soul are the only things holding me back.
It is a very curious thing when you think about it. I am a good person, but goodness is hated. Everyone is bad and evil. I try to satisfy them by conforming to their value system and comply with their expectations. But I fail because despite making my mind choose evil, my body and spirit object so strongly that I feel intense pain and suffering. I am incapable of doing anything wrong despite wanting to be a bad person very much. I wish to assimilate and be accepted by the inferior lesser beings around me. I'm am so frustrated. If I can't be evil and evil people reject me for this, I think maybe evil should be destroyed. As things currently are I believe I am being subjected to unfair treatment.

>>81601467 (OP)
I'M RIGHT THERE FUCKIN' WITH YOU DUDE
fuck this not being able to sleep bullshit, fucking hate this shit, man. maybe the solution is just pull an all nighter until it'is time to sleep at like 9pm or some shit and then you go from there? fuck if i know.

>>81602722
It's against the rules to be an avatarfag