I will exit neeting to go back and finish high school
I won't be happy
Then I will study a degree at a university
I won't be haply
I'll get some kind of job maybe the child me would've liked
I won't be happy
I'll probably get a girlfriend... She'll give up on me and leave me after some time and leave me more broken than ever
I won't be happy
I'll probably quit my job after a while and go back to being a neet
I won't be happy
And I'll end up a rotting corpse in a forest, his skeleton hand holding a shotgun

>>81603744 (OP)
Maybe the people who are happy on the outside are suffering inside.

But you'll be happy then, right?
My current issue is my family are demon worshipers and want so badly to burn my body when I die and keep and use my ashes for evil so I'm trying to figure out how to die without being found to deny them that last humiliation over me.
If I could be a skeleton in the woods, I'd at least rest easy.

>>81603794
I'd like to think perhaps in my last moments I'd find peace...
My current issue is that nothing I do feels fulfilling. And I have tried and been trying a lot of things, but I'm starting to get a little tired

>>81603851
Do all that you can that each day calls for, it's too much to try and reach beyond that.
Every government and place of influence on earth wants to will what happens a year, five years, a decade from now, but not a single one can.

>>81603744 (OP)
>I will exit neeting to go back and finish high school
I am currently here on your ladder too btw

>>81603942
I exist without purpose and my days pass by meaninglessly

>won't be happy
that's your choice to fall in a retard fulfilling prophecy

>>81605447
is this self fulfilling prophecy shit really real if i just believe hard enough things will be better???

>>81606234
Yeah, mindset is powerful and attitude plays a big part in driving your actions