I feel nothing; I don't have the impression that it's just anhedonia. Life is just bland as you grow up. I will never feel the same things I did before when I was a teenager. No woman will ever offer me a love as deep as that of a teenage girl. It's not just me who is rotten inside. Everyone becomes boring as they grow up. When you were a child, you didn't want a girlfriend because you only had in mind the love of your parents or other people in their 40s, and naturally, you didn't want that because it's a dead love. If you accept that, it means you've lost your soul and all hope.

>>81608715 (OP)
people literally psyop each other into losing their essence of jolly when they get older lol

Anyone who says they'd rather be an adult is lying. You like your freedom as an adult but you don't like being an adult, that's 2 different things.

>>81608715 (OP)
This picrel is the modern understanding of happiness