I don't feel anything
I feel nothing; I don't have the impression that it's just anhedonia. Life is just bland as you grow up. I will never feel the same things I did before when I was a teenager. No woman will ever offer me a love as deep as that of a teenage girl. It's not just me who is rotten inside. Everyone becomes boring as they grow up. When you were a child, you didn't want a girlfriend because you only had in mind the love of your parents or other people in their 40s, and naturally, you didn't want that because it's a dead love. If you accept that, it means you've lost your soul and all hope.