Thread 81609882

Letter Thread : in your arms edition

Remember to be kind. Not everyone is in the best of moods

Imagine your entire life being ruined just because some redheaded bitch told people to follow you around and people just shrug it off like its nothing
My life is truly hell, wish I had the guts to an hero

>>81610169
>be me
>stupid coworker cunt tells people to stalk me
>parents think Im high and hallucinate despite clear evidence
>have me put in psych ward
>psych nurse (stupid nigger bitch ) says dont smoke weed anon its bad for you
>nigger goes home and smokes a bong while I get 5150d for no reason

God I hate niggers

Mike, "chickenguy" and chickn are not the same person, in case you've lost the plot on that.
"chickenguy" is some guy whom you harassed and deliberately cursed with knowledge of how life is fake, likely at the behest of some carpetbagging piece of shit trying to run said guy's life.
Chickn is some glowie cunt who pals around with all the griefers when they're not busy failing to deliver palantir dogshit edition.

Just in case that helps you out. Since I actually hate them. I know, I know: "durrr I'm gonna need all three monitors for this one," but still. Feel free to do them like you did me, asshole.

Bush, Clinton, Obama, Biden, Trump, harris..Harris... they are all going to fucking suffer before they die. Enjoy the dungeon while you fucks can because things are going to get much much worse.

>>81610297
>Chickn is some glowie cunt
there is no way that ugly bitch could get a job with an intelligence agency

god. elohim. breath. your name, dear lord of all goodness and grace, means breath. you know my deep desire for a child. breathe your life unto me. choose the best from us both to form a new soul. place it ever so gently in my womb where I will nurture and protect the most precious gift of life i am to receive. a little one to love and to hold, to care for, to cherish. a healthy baby in your holy image that will please you in this life and be an heir to the kingdom of heaven. remember me as you did sarah, planting seed in my womb, bearing fruit, as the most bountiful tree in the orchard. guide me in all my choices so that this conception, my pregnancy and our baby's birth are in line with your will. i long to honor you by being a mother who raises her children in love, respect and service to you. with praise for your glory and goodness, we pray that it is your will to fulfill our true purpose. transform us from husband and wife to a family. heavenly father and holy mother, hear this prayer and supplication of my heart, mind and spirit. (even though it's hard to wait for something i desire, i know your timing is perfect and i thank you for this season. i pray your comfort and peace would overflow and that you would help me to cast every care onto you. help me to listen to you fervently and to have eyes to see what you're teaching me while i wait. i trust in your timing and i believe you will make everything work out for my good.)
amen

>>81610297
How did I "do you"

>>81610297
Also the chickn I talked to was chickn333 (which is spelled chickn)

Whatever, faggot. Carry on; I tried.

>>81610637
Ahem, call off your gang-stalking team and I'll consider giving you penis privileges in the near future. You shall receive "the biggest load we've seen". Amen.

>>81611001
No you didn't try because you didn't say who you were. All you have done so far is be dishonest

Plus the infographic that everyone spreads around about pedophile chickn being a catfish all over soc and here. Chickn is a dude

As well as I never harassed chickn. He spread misinformation and fake larps as me. Fuck that piece of shit. He deserves no sympathy.

>>81611124
Sorry, but you're really good at being a targeted individual. We're coming for you though. Together. Over, and over. Until we're finished. Then a little more just for good measure. We're also going to crank it up to 11 because we're on the brink of nuclear war. So we really gotta farm that loosh. Expect more of the same with a few curve balls thrown in. We saved the best for last.

>>81610637
God bless you and your family, Anon. Trust in the Lord, and all will be as it should.

Sorry grace I only liked you sexually.

>>81610297
Just realized chicken guy, chickn, and you are the same person. Asshole. Fuck you.

>>81612175
Weren't you supposed to be doing the world a favor? Why are you still here?

>>81612175
I just explained that they're not the same person, you dweeb.

>>81612421
They are. I talked to Chickn333 on the phone years ago and it was a dude. Spelled the same as the chickns discord linked on soc all the time that says it's a girl.

>>81612569
Whatever, Mike. Carry on with your hilarious griefing or whatever it you're doing. I won't make the mistake of interacting in good faith anymore.
Tell my piece of shit, so-called "family" I said "leave me alone."

>>81612569
The other username he had is trickster333

>>81612622
>Tell my piece of shit, so-called "family" I said "leave me alone."

I don't know what you are talking about at all.

All I know is that I talk to chickn333 years ago and it was a guy. Also went by trickster333

>>81612622
I don't know who you are, How would I know who your family is? What does that have any relation to the asshole chickn?

Dear Mom,

Thanks, truly

________________________________________

Dear World,

Fuck you, i'm gonna have my share of the pie too

In any case, stay away from chickn333. He did really creepy religious larp to drive Maria away from me and manipulate her opinion of me. I wish I had seen it when it happened because I would have been able to catch it before he ruined us.

>>81609882 (OP)
They stole you from me. It was supposed to be MY TURN. Alone again. In a dark room. Filled with trash. Depressing. There is no reason to live. No reason to eat. Don't walk away from me... I have nothing. nothing. Nothing... If I don't have.

You.......

>>81612859
Don't be creepy. I don't appreciate you giving me bad thoughts. I'm telling the truth about chickn.

I sent Maria screenshots of the larp he did and his username back then too.

>>81611124
keep your filthy mongrel prick and inferior mongoloid genes away from me. it is my sacred providence to be bred by the divine and holy; hallowed seed and beatified egg joining in exalted union.
learn your place, cur

Mike,
these threads used to feel so sad to me because of someone I knew years ago, I used to lurk them fully knowing he was never coming back, but I still had the urge to check most of them. But now thanks to you they became useless, and I barely even hang in them anymore. Thanks, I guess?

>>81613199
Yep definitely my fault and not creepy fucks like
>>81612859

Also I've been in letter thread for 8+ years.

So fuck off with your lies.

>>81613100
Didn't I mention your name? None of my posts are about you or to you. Stop replying to me.

Actually longer because I was around in letter threads back in 2012

>>81613376
you post the same, if not worse, creep shit all the time

>>81613602
Why are manufacturing drama with yourself, Mike? Put your trip back on.

>>81613376
Hey, I said thanks? I'm moving on, I'm healing. Maybe you should try it, it's hard in the beginning but then it gets easier.

At least eric makes his own threads now

>>81613602
Not true. You are just doing more emotional manipulation and character assassination because you have your own personal issues you paint on me.

Most likely you are the manipulative narc asshat

>>81613674
My trip is and has been on asshole.

All you are doing is manipulating emotions and lying about me just as you have been.

Fuck you.

I hope you've remembered keep the cat food plates clean

>>81613199
Unironically agree with you too.
But he knows that he has succesfully destroyed this old tradition of the letter threads.

>>81614838
As if you still have any right to eat from my plates. lmao

>>81613376
Yeah, your fault, actually. Not that person but I'm in the same boat. Except my person actually posted here and we both used to leave small notes occasionally. No schizo shit, we both agreed to it. Now I open the thread sometimes and it's hard to find the motivation to comb through the huge shit pile of mike posts. Also I don't post anything anymore because I know it'll get swallowed by the same shit pile.

>>81614864
>>81613199
same. One year ago today I could find her here. Now because of his spam she is gone.

I know you are same fagging and I don't allow your deciept and manipulation affect my truth.

I am honest.

You are not.

I stand fast and true.

You still have the ability to write and for those to listen. Instead you mock, attack, manipulative larp to drive emotion.

It is very clear what you are doing.

It's unfortunate people like you exist.

>>81615346
Yes. Everyone whi dislikes your spamming is all ONE SINGLE PERSON.

It's completely not possible at all that multiple people could dislike someone for doing things that most people do not like.

Is there anyone out there that fucking cares? Can you already get me drugs and let me paint while I wait? Is it absolutely necessary that I'm so fucked up.

You can make up as many voices as you want.
Tell as many lies as you want.

I am stronger than your cruelty and see you for the spineless pathetic person you are, making up words, lies to cause harm onto others.

The more you attack me, the more voices that suddenly appear. It only becomes more clear to who sees what you are doing.

I'm not going to play your game.

I am above you, I tell the truth. I am honest.

That bothers because you are unable to be a narc here while I am here.

You have every opportunity to walk away or write to your person.

Instead you chase and attack me.

You are a narc.

That is very clear.

unironically
what do you call this mental illness?

>>81615483
You triple posted just now. This is how you kill threads. With sheer posting volume. One has to scroll through dozens and dozens of your posts every thread. How do you not see this? How dumb are you motherfucker?

This Mike guys STILL shitting up these threads? You're the entire fucking reason I left these threads m8 get a life

>>81615571
He DOES see it.
This is his goal, he wants the letter threads to not exist.

>>81615596
I mean it's not out of the realm of possibilities. He even adds a space between sentences so his posts occupy as much screen real estate as possible. Like it's almost intentional to shit things up.

>>81615571
God forbid you spend 2 seconds scrolling. The problems you face during your days are absolutely horrific. You need therapy bad.

>>81615965
For sure anon. The wording implied a horrified reaction to a very serious problem. Traumatic.

Dear Santa,
I know there's lots of time until Christmas, but you owe me for quite a while now, so I want to ask for something.
I think I've been good in life so far. I promise to keep improving. I guess I have time...
You know, if you think it's possible, could you give me the ability to love and feel loved? Some days are harder than others, you know? I still have a lot to learn, and I fear I'll no longer be able to in a few years. I'm turning 24 next month, as you know.
If that's not possible and I'm meant to be alone, then just give me coal or something.
Thanks,
Me.

Thank you for your back up friends.

The narc larp should see his posts take up just as much space and I would not respond if he would not be an asshat and samefag attack.

I will not allow him to manipulate others view of me any further.

Drop it narc! Let it be and let everyone post their letters here. This is not a place for your emotional manipulations.

It is a place for all to write to their person without any more bullshit from you.

One single person, who could very well be you. Get a sarcasm detector.

heavenly father, giver of joy, i invite you into this sacred union. i ask you to continually unite us together as a couple in spirit, mission, and purpose. knit our hearts closely together, make us one in you. have your way in our shared love. heal areas of brokenness and refresh wounded places. fuse us together in you as one flesh, one heart, one spirit. forgive unresolved offenses, freeing us to love freely without resentment. protect oneness from erosion caused by contrary opinions or interests dividing affection. guide our plans, conversations, and decisions as we navigate life's joys and trials together. spirit of wisdom, align our priorities with yours. fill us with unconditional love that serves, honors, cherishes, and lifts one another up. make us living testimonies of your covenant love that never fails. let the purpose you designed overshadow challenges blending two into one. thank you that marriage is a holy sanctum displaying strength multiple strands interwoven together provide. make our love one that moves toward not away from each other. unleash fresh joy in our unification. revive childlike delight in everyday moments together. let laughter heal strains from challenges encountered. fill dreary routines with playful moments that spark creativity, adventure, and mutual engagement. awaken anticipation for designated, uninterrupted time to nurture intimacy. protect our schedule from disregarding priority to nourish our bond. thank you for freedom from relying on circumstances for happiness, but for fruit your spirit produces in us. make our love and friendship wellsprings of refreshment and inspiration. shape us into a beautiful picture of your unconditional love
amen

>>81616039
Yes, it did. We are in agreement.

>>81615588
Yet here you are slurping my cum off his face.

When I look to the stars know they are out there waiting for me, the best of us. I hope she so be there with me.

Just the tiniest glimpse into my future is the most fucked up shit you can imagine.

I'm not a nuisance, I get to decide that for you and, trust me, I'm not
You just fail to accommodate me

>>81616379
That is beautiful. Amen.

>When I look to the stars know they are out there waiting for me, the best of us. I hope she so be there with me.

I feel the same.

how is what the police did to me as a 12 year old child not child cruelty?

>Mike general
Fuck off to tumblr

>>81617813
it's like someone drawing a swastika in big black marker on your forehead while you're sleeping that you don't even know is there. and you walk around your whole life with a massive swastika on your forehead without knowing it and wonder why people treat you bad

>>81611124
Ah, fuck you guys, this post was funny!
Tough crows, huh? I admit it's low brow but the reference to the presidential speech after the "midnight hammer" should have triggered a mild chuckle in people who follow the news.

you can't have a crush anymore in this day and age because it's rape now. if you have a crush it's gotta go to the court room so they can humiliate you. as a teen even your class finding out about your crush is your worst nightmare. why does the "justice" system employ such torture?

>>81618550
>I CLAPPED BECAUSE I UNDERSTOOD THE REFERENCE

>>81618703
I'm pretty sure you're just saying that to make me feel better and I thank you for it, despite me being convinced that even that wasn't sincere.

>>81618729
You're too fucking retarded to understand it.
Your boipussy needs corrective treatment.

>>81618734
It's called "boipucci" and no, this is a one-way-street and we follow the RULES here.

>>81618744
I don't use it that way to not be as identifiable, avatarshitter.

>>81618753
I know, I know, bad opsec, bla bla, but using tools to make my posts "generic" is just a PITA and I'm not a criminal like you who needs to hide his identity.

I don't know nor care who you are.

can i write an anonymous apology to my childhood friends here which id only do because i seriously doubt any of them will ever see? its really gay, its about me putting a ho before the bros

>>81618744
boipussi i feel is acceptable, just because it flows well, off the tongue.

Dear My Person.
I hope you'll be able to be happy when I make you pregnant.
With love,
Your person.

>>81618838
I like the term "boipucci" as it's not clear how one is supposed to pronounce it, creating additional confusion about this already confusing term.

>>81618870
i sorta agree, but i still end up using boipussi. both a just as vulgar, but...ones infinitely more say-able. and by that i mean quietly, alone late at night, after looking around to make sure no one is around before saying it.

>>81618886
Be careful to close the blinds before posting things like that tho. People are nosy these days and watch screens with high-powered optics through curtains.

>>81618921
its late, im alone, so i did it. i said it. its a pretty awful word.

>>81618943
I only use that term ironically and when I catch myself using it unironically I know it's time to end it.

>>81618993
where do you use the term ironically?

>>81619008
In my hilarious post meant to fill the world with laughter? It's not my problem that most people have no working sarcasm-detectors and think my joke-posts are meant to be taken seriously.

>>81619047
yeah but give me am example

Can one of the MBTI people go ahead and create the next thread already so I can lust over my favorite poster? Thank you

>>81619206
No. It's not ripe yet.

It's good to see we're talking again, I hope we can still be like this for a while, I appreciate you deeply back then and I still do now

One year since the heavy rain in Enoshima ..
Where I lost everything

there are words in latvian and some other baltic languages that are effectively sanskrit letter by letter. indo-aryans dispersed into the northern indian subcontinent where they introduced vedic culture and sanskrit, an ancient tongue that less than 1% of the indian population speaks today. indo-aryans are linked genetically and culturally to europe through yamnaya people of the pontic-caspian steppe, modern day southern russia and ukraine, from which both indo-aryans and indo-european corded ware and bell beaker people descend. yamnaya themselves descend from proto-indo-europeans (PIE - 4000-2500 B.C.) whose ancestral language has endured to such an extent that various baltic languages, slavic languages and sanskrit all share cognates inherited from the language of this ancient tribe. lithuanian in particular bears such a striking resemblance to this ancestral language that it can be considered a modern, reconstructed form of proto-indo-european. the word "samsara" is an ancient sanskrit word dated as far back as 1500 B.C., over 3500 years old.

>>81619216
How long must I wait though???

>>81618870
Its pronounced as boy-poochy

>>81618993
i keep seeing that pic posted here recently and since i never enlarged the thumbnail until now i kept thinking it was final fantasy tactics art of a female knight or something that i'd never seen before but i ran it through google image search and it seems to be some kind of lewd a.i. slop. either way final fantasy tactics is in my head now so have antipyretic https://youtu.be/pZXW8haxNoM?si=EZyZ95Z163jD85SP

my cousin is my favourite woman. when she sees tinder she says with disapproval
>our girls are not so good
they are not good. she is good. she is a good woman

it was never my choice to be unlovable. i thought at the very least i could be a friend to someone. provide value to someone's life in some way. i really tried. anything that seemed like it could help. it was yours if i knew about it but even that wasn't enough. talking about music, life goals, philosophy? we did that but it didn't matter. always left behind and never the first choice. a percentage back up option that's always discarded and replaced. i can't keep going. i can't do this anymore, not on my own. im not strong enough on my own but no one wants or needs me.

>>81616154
Your resilience is admirable, healing and affirming, Mike.
>>81615483
>>81615440
>>81615425
These posts say it all.

The samefaggotry and projection is beyond evident. Despicable how these bad actors poke and prod then accuse you of spamming when they always interrupt letter posting or any other thread's subject to start mess, just because they felt their illusion that any thread they infest and shit up revolves around them flicker for a split second.

Stay the course. Thanks for keeping the path clear of larping narc trash for all those who walk behind and beside you who must also encounter the rabid and ill-hidden butthurt of those resident defects. I hesitate to feed their maladapted appetites by acknowledging them yet again, but I really am grateful for your holding the line. They get all the more inflated and noisome when they mistake the immediate disregard for their pathetic attempts at griefing as having successfully fooled the majority audience. Sometimes they need to be reminded that no one has ever forgotten their place or their ways since they first slipped up.

Happy 4th if we don't cross again before the fireworks.

>>81619365
No, it's obviously Gucci but with boi in front

>>81616379
<3
- A, originallyyy~

>>81619610
Your words meant a lot to me. It means a lot to me to be seen and heard clearly and for who I truly am.

Thank you for your support and I hope you have a good 4th as well if we don't say hello sooner.

>>81619610
LMAO GLAZE
Always a great sight to see narcs support themselves through each other

>>81615513
Narcissism and schizophrenia

I'm currently on a plant based chili kick and it makes me feel amazing. The only downside is that I get unholy braps from it but my microbes seem to like the meatless diet and they squirt feel good hormones and shit into my system and make me feel way more relaxed than when I'm on a meat-heavy diet.
I was always wondering why I feel stressed whenever I eat lots of meat, especially sausages.
I feel safer now that I have a lethal weapon in my assenal in case someone wants to mugg me. I guess this is called "peace through strength" and oh boy, this weapon of assdestruction keeps bad guys at bay and on their best behavior, for sure. It's interesting that the poops themselves aren't that stinky (compared to carnivore diet) but the braps are... intense but maybe this is just temporary since my microbiome has to adjust to the plant based diet or something?

>>81619610
Put your trip back on Mikey boy.

I was a neet for ten years before getting treatment for ADHD and now I got a full-time job for the first time in my life and do things I actually enjoy outside of work and I need a way to cope with not making this discovery earlier in life that's not offing myself

>>81623176
Same salad, different narc I think
It's all the same "I see myself in you" self glazing though, so may as well be Mikey saming again

5 years ago I ruined something through my own faults and I recovered with ease. This time I will not. I pray that we are able to fix things, and that I will not do the things that make you hurt, you cry, you split. I want nothing more than for you to be happy, and if that is not with me, so be it. I've noticed things in you that in the 22 years you have been alive no one has noticed. Not parents, family, close friends, or previous partners. From the first day I met you my heart knew, it was my brain that needed time to catch up. It was a feeling I've never had. Someone had touched me by not even doing a thing to me. It's just who you are. You may disagree, but every part of you that I have ever seen I have loved. There is no need to hide it anymore. S, I may never fully understand what you go through, but I will wait however long it takes for us to be united once more. Learn as much as I can through the process. I will never leave you unless you completely push me out. Soultied, as we said and felt with our bodies pressed together on the couch that day. Maybe it was the third strike. Maybe it should have been over the first day. You've said yourself things just don't happen; see them for what they truly are and ponder. Take as long as you want, darling, I'm always here

dear heavenly father, i bring my relationship before you, asking that you would nurture the love and connection between us. we stand before you, united as a couple but acknowledging the individual journeys that led us to this path. we are grateful for the blessings of finding love in one another, and we humbly ask for your continued guidance and grace to nurture this uniquely precious bond. grant us the wisdom to navigate the complexities of life together. continually draw us closer together, realigning our vision as one. fill our hearts with unwavering love, deep understanding, and steadfast commitment. grant us open and honest communication, where we can express our joys, sorrows, dreams, and fears without the shadow of judgment or insecurity. increase our capacity for patience, understanding, and grace toward one another, remembering that we are both works in progress. guide us in resolving conflicts with respect and love, seeking solutions that strengthen our unity and bring us closer so we may transform these into moments of patience, kindness, respect, and forgiveness that foster emotional safety and security. fill us with courage, resilience, and a unified spirit. may our love be a source of gallantry, reminding us that we are not alone.

>>81624883
grant us prudence to make decisions that honor you and our commitment to each other. grant us a love that reflects your own, overflowing with kindness, patience, and selflessness. guide us in nurturing intimacy that goes beyond the physical, creating a deep emotional and spiritual connection. may our love be a source of strength and encouragement for each other, a safe haven where we can find solace and support through life's storms. empower us to serve one another with joy and humility. fashion our love to be selfless, forgiving, and unconditionally devoted. grant us the ability to celebrate each other's victories and offer unwavering support during challenges. may our love be a testament to your enduring love, inspiring others and drawing them closer to you. we desire for our couplehood to be a reflection of your love in the world. help us to extend kindness, compassion, and clemency to each other, just as you do for us. above all, heavenly father, deepen our faith in you. guide us in growing together spiritually, nurturing a love that is rooted in your divine presence. may our marriage be a reflection of your love story, evidence to the beauty and power of love that conquers all. we surrender our relationship to your loving care, trusting in your perfect plan for our lives together. in jesus' precious name, i pray
amen

Nunnery is kooky

>>81623761
Anon, learn from your past but look forward and make your remaining time count. Godspeed anon, use your time wisely from now on and you'll be ok.

>>81624932
how about i just fuckin beat you to death

>>81625474
Just in Minecraft, right?

I find no joy in anything anymore. Lost all my friends, family are either dead or dying - not like I'd have anything worth sharing with any of them anyways. Mental illness has stripped me of the few traits that made people want to spend time with me. Never been much good at living life for myself. So very tired, and no way to recharge my spirits.

>>81621876
>>81621999
>>81623176
>>81623884
Look at all the spam the narc larp does when he doesn't get attention toward his Attempts at manipulating others emotions towards me.

You are pathetic, empty. And spineless.

I am honest and above your influence. I trust others to see your attempts as pathetic and see what a shit person you are.

>>81625742
Can you fucking kill yourself? Please?

>>81624941
thanks anon. this helps

>>81624883
>>81624890
>>81624445

These mirror my thoughts and intentions.

Felt good to see.

>>81625860
it'd be really nice if you'd apologize to me for your behavior last thread if you're going to keep openly replying to my prayer posts

Is there a point? You can use me; take and take and take for all I care. You took my heart, and that was all I had in my eyes. I have the courage to wait and work for it. Do you? Or is that all drug-fueled talk in order to console me? Will you even remember those conversations? Do you remember crying in my arms telling me how you've never felt this way? The panic attacks and night terrors for weeks, hiding them from me instead of telling me? Do you remember a thing about me that isn't negative? I hope that split didn't take away every good thought of me. It's not all black and white, darling. We're all human, but I understand if that was a mistake that took it over the edge.

>>81626298
Try to reconcile with them honestly. It's worth a shot.

>>81626209
I apologize for what I said. I do not always recognize that others do not hear how I am feeling and my thoughts about things such as this
Thank you for being direct with your words and your openness in them.

I pray for the known through this unknown.
The thread that guides us home.
To have the patience and persistence through trust and truth to get there.
Amen

>>81623884
I can believe it, letter narcys so low-tier they do flying monkey labor part-time

>>81626830
i accept your apology and i forgive you, michael. these things happen, i understand. like i've said before, you have the strength and resilience to accomplish many great things, just don't let your vision become clouded and distract from your true goals. i pray for your reunion

>>81627286
Thank you for your understanding and seeing me for me. Forgiving for my mistakes and prayers for my person and my future together, the path to get there. Your kindness helps clear the shadows others attempt to cast. I pray for you and yours as well. You are in my thoughts and hope you have a good day.

The last couple days we all realized I am Jason Bourne. I have an insane amount of close quarter combat training just laying innate. They just sap me of my energy and hand to eye coordination whenever something CONSCIOUS happens. Can't wait till those fucking strings are cut and I get to know fight someone with a steak knife.

I'm literally dying of boredom.

>>81627600
What? No shut up anon, don't go near knives, you'll hurt yourself

>>81626548
I don't know how. My mind becomes blank, making it worse

>>81627801
Me too what's your discord

ah, mou. even kami sama has it rough...

i miss ryan so much

ryan come back to me NOW. i KNOW you want to fuck behind the publix cheese counter

>>81627905
Start with "hello" and then proceed with asking them how they've been. It should start flowing from there.

did your other ekitten need attention ryan

*casually pees on the floor near you*

ryan-kun jacks off to the smell of his own farts probably

you want me so bad it's laughable if i didnt like it

>>81618729
Does your name start with an n

>>81628981
no my name starts with an R

Dear Undsleep, AzeruD, somethingsomethingalt23, A, whatever you go by now

please contact me one more time just to explain to me why I have to suffer. I love you. Why did you contact me only to cut me out of your life again? Do you know how much it hurts? My family hates you and I still love you. You cheated on me and I still love you even if you cannot decide if it was impulse or love that drove you to that. I'm worried about you and becoming more BPD by the day without you. I'm sorry for loving you. I'm sorry I was not enough. Please abuse and hurt me again just do not leave. You promised me you would never leave. Please keep at least one promise to a burden like me.

from Hinahinahina

I want to relapse but can't. An unholy cocktail of bullshit every night. Not kidding.

There's been a guy who looks a lot like you except younger and legitimately 7 inches taller trying to hit on me lately. I don't like nor trust him nearly enough to give into that, but it is funny.

>>81628331
It went well today, thank you :)

>>81630746
No problem. Glad I could help.

it's my hope that this marks the end of the double input age

>>81609891
beef, butter beating off rosa parks

>>81628853
beef? ryan fart jack, sour jack never heard lf this, family beats off though

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