I want to die.
I don't want your platitudes, I don't want your 'theres someone out there for everyone', I don't want any of your kind words. You don't know who I am. If you feel the need to be kind, you need to get out there right now and end your own life because you are part of the problem. Fuck off.

Go on, then, faggot. Tie the rope into a noose and jump head-first into its uncaring embrace. By the time you reconsider it'll be way too late.

if i had a pea car i wouldn't want to kill myself

No, you fuck off. Edgy kid. You don't want to die or you'd be dead right now.