Thread 81638853

how do i convince my doctor to change my ritalin script to vyvanse?
i wanna geek harder

Honestly, Vyvanse is shyte. I'm on it right now, 60 mg, and I get maybe 1 hour of productivity out of it.

Sounds as if you don't have ADHD if you can take it to geek out.

>>81638853 (OP)
rip drugfeel
why'd the last one get pruned/deleted anyways?

>>81640757
Okay now that I got the bump out of the way, lemme write some shit.
I've been on this general for about 2 years, It's always been a comfy thread to visit, regardless if I was fucked up and begging for help on ketamine or just sober and giving advice.
If it's truly over and this general will be a thing of the past someday, I'm happy I got to continue the "gurt the gummy" inside joke until the end, but frankly I have no clue where the fuck I'll go after this, as these threads are the only sort of "community" I have in terms of drug discussion.
thank you /drugfeel/ for letting me know what erowid and psychonautwiki is, I'd have a harder time without those two to guide me along, I'll miss all of you if the worst happens.

>>81640757
yeah shit's sad, won't matter much to me right now cuz the only things on my brain right now are happy chemicals but it's tragic nonetheless, you guys introduced me to some fun drugs

>>81638853 (OP)

Just get addy. Ritalin is okay but addy is the true nectar.

i wanted adderall but the doctor gave me strattera and the side effects are awful and i dont feel ANY BENEFITS AT ALL and it costs me $60 a month and the appointment cost me $150 and i didnt even get the fucking medication i wanted

>>81638853 (OP)
>change script
Make note to them of your difficulties with drug A. Maybe mention having a friend who had great success with drug B and how you feel it would be worth trying.
>>81640757
I assume it was because the pony/barny spammer schizo had a breakdown in the thread after the OP used a pony image. Dunno why that'd warrant a full deletion deletion lol.
>>81640837
Luv u too bro. I've lurked reddit for years for information but I despise their entire voting system and their attachment of posts to individuals. I wouldd need to make scripts that automatically deletes my posts for me, on there.
>erowid and psychonautwiki
I'd also add that most pharmacology sections on wikipedia are decent, though I don't trust the rest of their site. They can at least give you ideas to search up when finding scientific papers about drug interactions.

got my bong in the mail today boys need a screen for the big ass bowl

2 days left until I do Kratom again.

Complain about the side effects that you are experiencing. This is taking a huge risk because sometimes they'll prescribe a non-stimulant like >>81641125. If I were you, just count your blessings. It took me a long time to get prescribed Adderall because my doctor was afraid of everyone getting addicted and/or abusing it. There's a lot of college students here that managed to fake ADHD with other doctors to get it prescribed to them.

>>81641701
tomorrow i wake up with a shot

fuck dude, this shit ain't hitting tonight, It did hit yesterday but tonight nah, maybe it is because my serotonin neurotransmitters are all tired from constant hitting

>>81642727
maybe I should took more but 900mg pregabalin is quite a bit so yknow, should I just take another pill? considering the fact that It will start doing effect like in 2 hours

was sober for over 4 years
whoops I'm back

just want to sleep but not allowed to

>>81643021
put on some fucking music man

>>81640757
Pony image. Mods just love to nuke them. They'll delete an entire thread if the image is one.

I recently started taking amphetamine and been wondering about meth. Should I make the switch? Help and advice appritiated!

Anyone have experience / opinions on microdosing 2F-DCK to help against depression? I'm thinking about trying this

Another shit trip of shivering in bed and panicking over every sound, waiting for it to be over. There goes 12 hours wasted. I'm so annoyed.

Asked chatgpt to generate an image of the ketamine aesthetic and vibe
Is it accurate?

>>81641125
I was given atomoxetine and bupropion for my ADHD, and it did nothing except make me less compulsive. Non-stimulants are shitty drugs.

>>81644437
Not really, no. There's white girl wasted with fun colors around the edges of stuff ketamine, then there's oh my god the world is dissolving like an aftereffects stock transition ketamine, and then there's drifting through vast dark caverns of shifting geometry ketamine. None of those are your picture.

>>81644271
microdosing is a waste anon, you need to macrodose. But ordinary ketamine is a potent antidepressant so I imagine fluoroketamine would work the same way. In my personal experience psychedelics are a much better and longer-term option, but for the love of god make sure you're in a good headspace and a good or at least acceptable setting before you do psychs while dealing with ANY mental issues.

>>81645315
So what's ket like in a way that's understandable to someone who hasn't done it
I'm interested in dissos, only ever done shrooms

>>81645334
Psychedelics blow the lid off the universe, dissociatives drop the bottom out of it.

Much like trying to explain what an acid trip is like to someone who's never had one is futile, it's really something you have to do to understand.

At low to medium doses it's a fun party drug. You'll feel giggly, maybe clumsy, disconnected from your limbs. At least for me time starts doing this really weird fisheye thing as I go up the dose curve, where things feel like they keep happening forever until they snap back to normal in retrospect. Very noticeable with any kind of high-BPM music. If you keep going and pay attention you'll feel... strange. Your hands will feel bigger than normal, your nose will feel like it's 3 inches in front of your face. Of course it isn't, but if you close your eyes you'll feel your body parts drifting apart as your brain's connection to your spinal cord gets DDoSed. You will feel as though you'd be able to withstand surgery while awake.

At high enough doses partying doesn't seem like such a good idea. You'll have to lie down and watch the entire world fragment into cubes or spheres that will segment and drift apart until you drop into the hole behind them. It's dark there, usually the visuals are very regular and geometric for me. Big dark obelisks with churning and spinning surfaces dot the space and somehow you're in the dead center of it all, all at once incredibly close but infinitely distant, microscopic but impossibly huge. A world-sized cave full of still, clear water and you're just floating ten thousand feet beneath the surface. Indescribable. Dreamlike. Transcendentalism in reverse

>people say datura is like crazy and it will kill you
>eat 25-30 seeds
>literally a nothing burger

>>81645315
Thank you very much. I wanted to try avoiding macrodosing because I have autism & I don't really like it when everything is moving around and shit. I tried some normal psychs before but it didn't do anything for me emotionally at the standard doses. I will look into those again though, thank you

>>81643924
Meth is way more recreational but will fuck you up way harder. Euphoria is 2-3x that of amphetamine

>>81646034
Thanks for the response. Define "fuck you up"

>>81646147
Its not very easy to hide being on meth and even if you used it the day before its still quite noticeable. Not a drug I can use often but it is great if you get the chance

>>81638853 (OP)
How exactly does Ritalin work in people that actually have ADHD? What are some side effects?

>>81646154
Thanks for the info! I got half a g. Hope it'll be good. Will update maybe.

Funny edition since I just flushed the rest of my stim stashes
I burned my mind out completely
I cannot enjoy being drunk anymore
I cannot enjoy weed anymore
I cannot enjoy stimulants anymore
I just feel awfull no matter what I take and want to be sober
I wonder if it will be this way forever now

I miss stim fapping, but when I take stims I just feel different now
its not the same
it is what it is
on the bright side im getting alot of stuff done since I dont waste time on drugs anymore

Exactly why I'll never do stims (besides LSD I guess)
Does fapping on LSD count as stimfapping? it's absolutely divine since it doesn't turn your dick off like shrooms do.

>>81643092
At least niggas didn't just let it die again.
Also I feel like people don't appreciate just how bad Bronies got.

>>81644333
I understand you anon, I wasn't fucked up last night like I wanted to, I wanted to be tweaking but I was just mildly sedated without the euphoria or the other cool shit
>>81644437
I talk with chatgpt about my drug use quite a bit

>>81646548
yeah wouldnt recommend just feels too good

>>81646384
Trust me you will enjoy it, just dont take too much at a time, stim psychosis is no joke

Is it a good idea to do ketamine when I like DXM a lot more as a drug?
I researchmaxxed and they do have a cross tolerance (and dissos might have a permanent one) so I'm not sure if it's worth doing K when I never really had as good of an experience on it as I did on DXM

>>81646191
Not on Ritalin, but Adderall. Stims help us with our executive function because it increases the dopamine and norepinephrine we have less of in the frontal lobe.

>side effects
>Addiction in those who are weak-willed.
>Appetite suppression
It's a reason why stims are sometimes prescribed as a diet drug.
>Inability to sleep even if you feel tired.
>For some people, it makes them tired.
>Could increase your anxiety if you have anxiety issues that are not related to ADHD.
>It can cause psychosis for those prone to it. >Ironically enough: lower energy
I started exercising less when I started taking it. I only do half of what I used to.