>be me
>straight white male
>disgusted by the idea of gays and gay sex in real life
>even dropped some friends for being gay
also me
>when i jerk off, sometimes I can't nut to regular women, animated or real
>begin jerking off to chastity cage porn, castration, trannies, pegging, and japanese ballbusting
>does the trick immediately
is there any earthly explanation to this? it's driving me nuts
i still find the women hot when I'm jerking off, but I can't manage to cum.

>>81643574 (OP)
Sometimes people can jerk off to decapitated children. You're just a degenerate.

>>81643574 (OP)
well it's either matter or a property you mong, if you want to increase the supervenience you need to do something else like generalize certain outcomes with rules

Its because porn is like a drug
your body eventually builds tolerance to it
leaving you chasing that initial buzz doesnt necessarily mean youre gay your brain just craves something new

>>81643574 (OP)
The scientific term for this is being a retarded faggot.

Have you tried to like beat up men and jack off at the same time ? Sometimes I can cum to gore and rekt. Like I just need to have my engine going then I can like get my nut off. I don't do it all the time cause it's shameful. Like I like people being evicerated but I'm a nice person and don't like that stuff so I just don't do it. But if I was scrolling through gif clicked op and then was looking for another op. Rekt fight and gore could make me bust.

>>81643626
i like to handpick stuff off /b/ and /gif/ of women being BDSM hurt, mostly choked. I like watching the choking videos especially. Could that be similar and work?

>>81643610
I have been masturbating regularly since I was a teenager, and I still jerk off to women and do not jerk off to men. I think OP is just a fag.

4cuck's running gag of making the gayest threads on planet earth start with "im not gay" is superbly cringe, and will never not be unfunny.

>>81643574 (OP)
It activates the neurons. See pic related for details.

>>81643670
how do i stop it? i'm not a fag nor would i ever want to be. i'm open to drastic measures barring castration.

>>81643680
The only way to cure it is to have sex with a man. If you are actually straight like you claim, you will be repulsed by this and permanently lose all desire to masturbate to men from then on.

>>81643680
You need to turn off the computer.

>>81643688
already incredibly repulsed by that idea, and would never do it.
>>81643693
good idea.

>>81643574 (OP)
You're at war with your own sexuality, that's why you push away gay people. You think if you stay away from them you won't "get the gay", but you already have it. You always had it.

Straight guys do not watch tranny pegging chastity porn.

>>81643718
got a regular Sigmund Freud over here. shut up armchair.

>>81643711
You think you are repulsed but will then go on to jack off to gay porn again. Going through with it and seeing first hand is the only real way to cure it.

>>81643725
i'm going to try my damndest to set up something like that and see. will report back with une pipe frog with results. may be a few days, may be tomorrow.
but this gay shit must end.

>>81643739
I have seen so many people cured this way. Good luck, bro.

>>81643722
>asks a question, gets a sound answer
>"pfft, I don't like that answer, let me listen to stupid enablers that are in denial like myself"

Why even ask? Just do whatever you want. Are you just hoping some stranger on 4chan will reassure you? Not a great way to live life.

>>81643574 (OP)
idk man I've busted some fat nuts to boku no pico and its sequels but I wouldn't fuck a little boy irl. fantasy and reality are two very separate things and what you get off to in your horny wank frenzy might not have the boundaries you have in real life because...it's just not real life, is all. not that deep

>>81643574 (OP)
Maybe you want to be pegged and caged by a lady?