I'm a 19 year old guy and I feel like I have the opposite of autism
I had to stop talking to my friends from high school because I'm always worried about them and wondering if I'm a good enough friend
All my money went towards giving gifts when friends mentioned wanting something or paying bills for my family
I accidentally lead a girl on in high school because I felt too bad saying no
Sometimes I wish I was emotionless and didn't relate to people so I could just focus on myself but I just can't, even now it keeps me up
The closest I get is just purposely losing contacts

I'm like the exact opposite of you I guess

I have a bad habit of emotionally manipulating people and making them feel bad for me so they give me free shit

Stay safe out there, anon. And you should try to avoid people like me and be a little more selfish. Because I can see you being in a toxic codependent friendship with someone like me and it would be bad for your overall mental health :(

>>81643672 (OP)
Autists are only loosely aware of their social shortcomings.
You persist in your wicked ways, understanding what you are doing fully.
Here's your I lost with all the cards award I guess

>>81643672 (OP)
>anon finds out he is a golden retriever

>>81643672 (OP)
you're a people pleaser, but it's gotten to such a point it's causing you distress.

ah yes, autism. AKA failure to launch or your will extending further than your intellect