I can't stop fantasizing about sex with men. I'm trying so hard but I keep having gay thoughts no matter what I do. It feels like the more I try not to think about gay sex, the more I end up thinking about gay sex, like my brain is deliberately defying my wishes. Should I just kill myself or what

>>81646207 (OP)
low effort bait, try harder buddy

>>81646207 (OP)
its either that, or stay a virgin all your life

>>81646218
It's not bait. I wish it were. I genuinely cannot stop envisioning sex with men day in and day out and although I'm being somewhat flippant and blase about it, it's taking a very real toll on my mental state.

>>81646225
I'll stay a virgin.

>>81646207 (OP)
Are you actually gay or do you just have an OCD compulsion to think about gay sex?

>>81646253
I truly can't tell anymore.

>>81646268
Is there any kind of sex you enjoy thinking about?

>>81646249
you know its bait when they respond with
>its not bait i wish it were
i can read your lefty brainwash like a book buddy

>>81646297
Not really. I don't naturally think about sex with women at all and I think about sex with men constantly but it's always against my will.

>>81646307
Anon it's not bait it's a post-irony-drenched cry for help ;_;

>>81646207 (OP)
Then just have gay sex. What's the problem. try it and if you like it, do it again. If it is not for you, don't do it again.

Simple as...

>>81646333
How do you feel when you deliberately think about sex with women?

>>81646333
I believe you anon. I think one thing you can do is try to increase your testosterone levels through whichever methods you have available or are capable of sticking to. Natural high testosterone = natural attraction to breeding and vaginas.
What makes you seek this abnormal porn out? Are you naturally repulsed by something about women?