Thread 81649189

>Good paying job
>Extremely close, 10 min walk
>Rented house
>Saving about 1500 per month
>Alright body, working out to improve it
>Alright looking
>6'0
>19 years old
>First world
>White
>Dreams and goals
>No social life
>Shut in outside of work & working out
>Free time on chores, tasks, videogames, movies, shows, working out

Nothing has changed, I'm just as depressed, hollow and apathetic when I was a shut in NEET. I don't have the energy, nor do I really want to try to make friends or pick up new hobbies. Maybe life just wasn't made for me.

Go talk to someone IRL, anyone. Yes, about the shit weather question or the shit pol question or whatever.

Sorry online fails to cut it.

>>81649189 (OP)
i know this might sound crazy and many people hate to hear but have you tried being grateful you dumb little shit? if youre so depressed just kill yourself honestly

>19
>Not in uni
NGMI
That's how you extend your childhood

>>81649214
Well that is the plan, just going to go trough this for a couple more years as I've already done 19.

>19 years old
>"former shutin"

well does it get you high?

4chan in 10 years:
>be me
>13 years old already
>it's over I wasted my life, just going through life until I kill myself

>>81649240
I spent 9 months skipping school and laying in bed shut in my room, I barely ate.

I recently came out of another runt of 7 months where I was a shut in, in my new apartment, really killed my savings. I recently managed to get a job at least and start working out.

>>81649189 (OP)
>i live a piss-easy life with wealth
>i'm... LE SAD!!!
I can't care about any of your """problems""" nigger

>>81649189 (OP)
invest in stocks that pay high dividends and become richer anon. With 1500 per month in savings, you could unironically and easily become a millionaire before retirement

>>81649189 (OP)
Go to church

/orig

>>81649189 (OP)
How did you get such a good paying job at 19? How does anyone get hired at those ages even?

>>81649189 (OP)
>former shut in neet
>19 years old
You don't know anything child

>>81649189 (OP)
invest your money into a reliable managed fund and go travel anon. youre saving a lot at 19 but its not worth anything if youre miserable. go travel. join a ski club. do something fun and social.

>>81649269
try 9 years without stepping into a grocery store faggot.

>>81650690
Some luck, a degree in a trade + experience at a similar job
>>81649776
Yeah I will just be saving till I decide a place I want to stay at for a long time, then a get a house with mortgage + savings. Unless I kill myself first.
>>81649407
Gatekeeping unhappiness
>>81650365
Did as a kid, did nothing for me.

>>81649189 (OP)
I'm in the same boat. I hate my life, but i'm not sure how to change it.
>27 soon (in 12 days)
>well paying work from home IT job
>only ever have to go to the office twice a month
>live alone
>work 9-5 from my desk at home
>after 5pm, play vidya or rot away at home reading books
>don't know anyone in my city
>literally nobody. have nobody to call or chat to
>only ever leave the house to buy groceries

i've not left the house in a week. I literally eat sleep work and that's it. I'm so lonely. I fucking hate it. 27 years old and I've got nothing to show for it.

>>81649189 (OP)
you're making zero effort to be social with others while having a cushy life and having the gall to complain? fuck you

>>81649269
I hate children so much. They should give parents the option to put the little bastards to work instead of wasting everyone's time in school.

WAAAAAAAA
SOO SAAAAAD
Stop romanticizing sadness you don't know what it is like you don't nigger. What you focus on is what you'll be feeling, stop focussing on your sadness when you have everythign FUCK I SAID TIME AND TIME AGAIN THAT PEOPLE UNDER 20 SHOULD GET BANNED
Kill yourself, please. When you do just know that it'll be 100% because you are an absolute retard, and nothing, it's all your fault dumb nigger, you have no excuses

>>81650926
How did you get a degree in a trade if you were a shut in for 9 + 7 months. Have you been working since you were 16

you are looking for the person that made it possible, not the work

>>81651053
i've been working full time since i was 19

>>81651053
High school ends at 15-16, but you HAVE to get a secondary education. Smarties go to college, those who want jobs or have bad grades go to trade school.

I had alright grades, but hated being in school, so I picked trade school as I was told its the faster route out. I picked the one my guidance counselor recommended, but it turns out it was a school with incredibly low entrance requirements.

Due to the low entrance requirements, it was filled with people who got insanely bad grades, did not give a shit about school, or the rare few who were interested in the subject. Due to this crowd, a ton skipped class, and the teachers did not give 2 shits about it. I ended up just staying home calling in sick everyday after summer vacation, eventually though they held a meeting saying either come back to school or get kicked out. I finished my degree at a workplace at 18, giving me experience. Once I graduated I quit that shitty job and rotted for 7 months in my apartment, and then got this job at 19.

>>81650967
I have 0 energy, and I don't want to be social. I just wish I enjoyed life, though I've been like this since I was 12.

>>81651076
what trade did you get into so I can copy you

>>81651113
>High school ends at 15-16
Ah so you're british? I forgot about that. Seems like a way better system.
this >>81651114 was meant for you

>>81649189 (OP)
ignore the other retards saying you don't know shit because you were only a shutin for a few months. as someone who was a bedrotting shutin for almost 10 years and got out of it I'm proud of you. you're pretty young you have a lot of time to work on things.

>>81651113
>I have 0 energy, and I don't want to be social
if you don't like your predicament you have to FORCE YOURSELF. do it NOW NOW NOW NOW when you are young don't be an oldfuck like me who let life pass him by and now it is genuinely too late to make friends and stuff (30+) you are still young and honestly I'd straight up get off this board and forget you ever came here this place is a crab bucket

>>81651177 is right. It's never too late for anyone but the older you get the more set in your ways you are and it does get harder. wagmi. No one here is able to be happy for anyone else succeeding. You faggots all deserve to be happy even the most retarded of you lot.

>>81649189 (OP)
if u cant be happy with such a living situation u should just rope

>>81649214
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fppXmO-E9-0

fuck you horseman anon
"jUsT bE gReAtFuL" is bullshit gaslighting.

OPs is valid. working is exhausting and just because you get a house/job doesn't mean you're going to be instantly fulfilled.

>>81651149
Direct translation "Vocational Qualification in the Processing Industry"

US equivalent of "Associate of Applied Science (AAS) in Process Technology" according to chatGPT.

Basically its a basic trade degree in the understanding of machinery & chemistry associated with working in a factory. It gives you the cards to go work at basically any factory, but its mainly focused on the use and overwatch of machines.

I can work at ; Oil refineries, Power plants, Water treatment plants, Any manufacturing plant, Metal refineries, pretty much any factory that uses machines / automation. Its nice since there's a ton of factories, and the pay is quite good in a lot of them due to the very strong "Factory Union" in my country.

You can just SEAmaxx

>>81651202
It ain't like I'm unhappy about my situation, its a good comfy place to be, everything is technically going alright.

But I've been suicidal & generally unhappy since I was 12, I just haven't enjoyed life much since. Every month since then I've grown more numb to life, lost more and more energy to function. I just feel like life isn't worth livings, as I don't enjoy it. Its a shitty game I've been bored of for a while, and now I want to quit and switch to something new. But it doesn't have a save feature, and I don't want to lose my 19 year save, so I'll just bare trough it for a while longer, to see if there is still some fun to be had.

>>81651177
>>81651192
how do i find people to socialise with? I have no problem speaking to people (I would actually say I'm a great conversationalist), but I have trouble finding anybody to do anything with. Literally

>>81649189 (OP)
>19 years old
that isnt even neet thats like a perfectly reasonable time to get a job, assuming you graduated at 18

>>81651427
I mean I did NEET for 7 months, I did rot for another 9 during my school years.

>>81649189 (OP)
You just gotta try shit till you find something you like doing a lot, or that you think you will like doing, and pursue it.

>>81649269
I've been unemployed for a year, I've been homeless before, and I've struggled to find work for over 6 months after dropping out of college with no back-up plan. Quit your shit

>>81649189 (OP)
I even have a girl who loves me and I still want to kill myself
>life just wasn't made for me.
Something like that... I suspect my brain may have some kind of defect where I am biologically wired to be incapable of true happiness
Lot of the people in this thread are bitter and think they would be happy with it and that we're just ungrateful, but they quite literally cannot comprehend it
If anything it's worse for us since no matter what we do we can't obtain happiness
tldr i feel u

>>81649189 (OP)
>hey bros i was a neet loserfuckup just like you guise but i heckin made it
>look inside
>teenager on an utterly normal life path that took a gap year
every time

>>81649189 (OP)
>former shut in NEET
>19
Huh?

>>81649214
Being grateful helps, but is it a replacement for a social life and for the chemical balance that has you not depressed?

>>81650926
>Did as a kid, did nothing for me.
Children's church is garbage that doesn't actually teach you anything since you're not capable of processing it then

>>81651177
>and now it is genuinely too late to make friends and stuff (30+)
Here's a blackpill people lose their friends in their 30s after they get married because they don't have time to spend together anymore

>>81651262
Why not find an English Rose gf

>>81652323
Does your girl know about your suicidal ideation

>>81649189 (OP)
>former shut in neet
nigger you're 19, were you neet for a day?

>>81651113
There is probably something wrong with your health, you should be full of energy. Read up on metabolic health.

>>81649189 (OP)

>19
>Thinks they've been truely NEET

>>81649189 (OP)
Once you EJECT ANIME out of your life you will finally mature and give honor to your family and ancestors. Then, once you have repented, you can begin beheading ANIME watchers like a zealot. Pretty cool right?

>>81649189 (OP)
Still doing way better than I ever could, anon.
If I could even work, let alone save 1,500 a month since I was 19, I'd have have about 360K saved (albeit fucked over by inflation).
Sad thing is that even if I could wage-cuck, and I managed to for a year at the end of my 20s, I'd still be a dull shut-in who hates going outside.
This is how I know that I couldn't get or keep a GF. I just want a woman to fuck a lot. Still at zero unpaid fucks in my late 30s. Kill me.