For some reason being found attractive or desirable by anyone makes me feel disgusted and nauseous

>>81653501 (OP)
we should switch places, you and i
lets see how you fare when people actively avoid you

nothing to kill a cop over, really

>>81653501 (OP)

Isn't it still depressing, even if you are on the good side of the coin? That lingering knowledge that people only place value on you because of your meatsuit, and don't care to look any deeper for a soul.

>>81653501 (OP)
>>81653558
I'm both good looking and very young looking, so I get the double whammy of people who are attracted to me only being interested in me because of my looks, and everyone else just treats me like a kid and is super condescending towards me because I look very young and small

thats such a frustrating feeling. someone gives me a compliment i run away

>>81653501 (OP)
Same because why the fuck would anyone be attracted to an ogre like me

>>81653619
Then you're not good or youthful looking, you're just a comedic relief manchild

>>81653619
I just try to get through the day while taking advantage of the young looking part so people can forgive my incompetence in certain things. Wonder how many more years that will work. Safe to say, I do not see any irl relationships for my future.

>troonime
sounds like mental illness is your reason