to try functioning in society while being severely and violently underloved, touch-starved, and sexually frustrated, especially when you haven't even realized 0.5 percent of the sexual shit you've wanted. It's a guaranteed recipe for failure. It's not even funny. When all the adults around you have scratched their itch at least a little, and you're the only one walking around like a pressure cooker for decades.

>>81656700 (OP)

This is what normies don't understand. It gets even worse when you realize your personal life gets invoked during normie social checkpoints where they ask you about your life, your girlfriend/wife, what you did on the weekend, etc. Sooner or later, if they are persistent, they will sniff you out. And you have to play along and play nice, inevitably giving them the opportunity to sniff you out, or risk being the weirdo that doesn't talk to anyone or the unfriendly guy in the office.

>>81656700 (OP)
You also feel like an exposed wire 24/7, hyper attentive, hypersensitive, jerky, twitchy, hyper perceptive, hyper reactive, autistic. You are pushing 30, but even a slight hug or a touch raises your blood pressure and makes you anxious and retarded

>>81656700 (OP)
>bottom 5% moid wants top 1% woman
Many such cases.

>>81657459
>>bottom 5% moid wants top 1% woman
the fuck are you talking about. modern r9k is just normal dudes now and trannies, not 5% of gigaincels.
and I dont want a stacy or 7,8,9, out of 10.
Just a little bit of a cute girl that is my looksmatch

>>81656700 (OP)
bump [#43434jh34634]

>>81656700 (OP)
Yeah, I feel like a slave. The responsibilities of a grown man, but the privileges of a cockroach.

What's the most frustrating aspect of this is that I didn't had a good childhood or youth to make up for it: life was shit from start to finish.
I thought that at least I was going to have a partner and my own family in my adulthood, but apparently even that was too much to ask for.

>>81658150
>I didn't had a good childhood or youth to make up for it:
absolutely same. this shit weighs on me every day of my life on top of frustration

>>81658150
that used to be the deal anon, for generations every man could count on finding a wife and having kids in adulthood. but now social media, dating apps, and unrestricted sexual freedom for women has destroyed that. never forget what they took from you.