I'm only bottom leaning because i'm insecure and have no self-assurance that i could satisfy anyone from an active position because everyone around me since childhood puts me down and makes any achievement of mine look meaningless

>>81671535 (OP)
you just need a cuddle, anon

>>81671554
im not cute or feminine im just a faggot

>>81671576
But are you so rock bottom that you will let me sniff and lick your dirty crusty panties ?

>>81671576
and?
you're still human, and you still need a cuddle

>>81671585
i know im giving you wank material rn but they literally reek because i just came back from the gym a few hours ago so in short no you cant have them (unless we're bfs or friends)
>>81671587
I get it but im repulsive

>>81671598
assuming you're fit since you go gym
this implies you take care of yourself - how's your skincare routine?

you're not repulsive, stop saying that

>>81671617
who knows, perhaps she or he is.

>>81671535 (OP)
>hitting up bottoms on Grindr to cuddle them into being bi switches
muhahahahaha it's not illegal hahahahahaha

>>81671617
>how's your skincare routine?
None right now besides scrubbing because im currently broke
I used to put on a moisturizer, a white clay mask and vitamin c serum for a while, otherwise i have really bad dark eye circles

>>81671656
see, there you go
you're taking good care of yourself - keep at it, anon
you're not repulsive and you deserve all the cuddles

BPD homosexual male the thread and the army of ugly gay simps, saged

>>81671656
I will feed you estroegen and make you are cute feminine tomboy so i can sniff your panties everyday :3

>>81671669
I'm not even fishing for compliments i genuinely look chopped, people unironically run in the opposite direction when they seem walking at night or dawn
but thank you
>>81671676
>BPD homosexual male
Perhaps
>ugly gay simps
also literally me

>>81671711
>people unironically run in the opposite direction when they seem walking at night
are you black or do you have any noticeable scars?

>>81671535 (OP)
similar for me, i got porn addicted and jerked off too much and when i tried to be with a woman i couldn't cum. the only times ive experienced a male orgasm during intimate encounters are other guys busting in my mouth

>>81671711
can you please go back to your containment board and then kill yourself? there's no reason for faggots to be on /r9k/ you're not part of this community and you already have your own corner on 4chan where you can be with all the other rape and molestation victims

>>81671877
Neither i have large shoulders so my frame is wide and i also walk really fast unconsciously which is visibly off-putting for people regardless of time
It doesnt help that 65% of my closet is black clothes
Also i've had my fair share of being called ugly in school

>>81671960
boy, you must be built like a quarterback!

>>81671943
No, fuck off, make me.

>>81671960
Thats crazy, I have the ideal short twink build, but I intentionally eat burgers to be slightly fatter and am not a homosexual. I dunno how the fuck anyone could wanna do anal sex, I scratch my ass a lot and have micro bleeding from scratching all the time. Shits so fucked up, its scratched raw. My asshole also looks fucked up like I probably need Prep-H, but too lazy. The thought of shoving something in my ass sounds incredibly painful and even if the prostate feels good, everything else hurts bad man. Fags truly blow my mind like they just shove giant toys in their asses and prolapse their anus and go for me. Actually insane. Not only that but most men look disgusting, how do you ignore the big ass forehead and brow ridge or the prominent bones in facial structure. Like you must be really deluded and porn sick, I cannot not see these features and when I look at trannies, I feel a chill down my literal spine almost similarly to seeing someone bleeding out. Its a mix of OH SHIT FEAR and horrible discomfort.

>>81672014
i've given triple digit blowjobs but only done anal a couple times, you're right, it's really gross

>>81671983
Maybe which is why im just going to cut as much weight as possible while trying to keep a minmal amount of muscle and managing my strength if it helps me being more presentable

>>81672014
Im not going to read the rest of your post past the first sentence because i dont do anal and never did never will despite having a nice curvy ass from working out

>>81672014
>described anal and sex with men in detail
I have news for ya

>>81672163
What part of scratching my asshole until it bleeds and how bad my asshole hurts had anything to do with anal sex? Knowing the prostate exists is gay? Or knowing that anal sex involves penetration? This shit isn't poetry. I think you are just retarded.

>>81672197
My bad you're just a meth addict then hence your "ideal short twink build" and scratching your body until bleeds

>>81672217
Nigger you are fucking dumb, way to give away the reason you use r9k. Bet you can't guess why I use r9k dumb dumb. You gonna go to school, dumb dumb? Silly stupid poop brained nigger, huh sissy nigger? Feeling stupid yet sissy boy nigger?

>>81672235
>Methhead rage