>>81679678 (OP)
I've been with escorts a few times and I can tell you with absolute certainty it isn't worth it
>constantly thinking about the risk of getting an STD before during and after
>stilted, awkward attempts at dirty talk because you know she doesn't care and she wants it over with as soon as possible
>(especially if you're going abroad) gets even more stilted and awkward when they don't speak english as well as you
>the cost for even an hour's worth of it does not compare to how much you actually get out of it
I give you these as reasons why you won't actually like it but also
>>81680071
is right regardless. Turn to Christ. You are nearly 30 and the only trait you can identify in your own misery is you haven't had sex yet, come on. You can do better than that.