>>81706621 (OP)>when was the moment you realized you are not like the rest?If you mean self-awareness, it was during a tag game in middle school, when a girl reacted to me with confrontation, but to someone else with a smile. We were both friends with her.
That's when I realized that people don't just respond to events, they respond to their own internal narratives. Perception isn't shared; it's inferred, and it's different for everyone.