>first time jacking off at 15 years old (I didn't have internet before then)
>only do 1 or 2 strokes and stop to think how amazing it feels, and no wonder people never shut up about this
>cum and my dick hole keeps pumping for 5 seconds after I finish. I can just look at it opening and closing rhythmically
>now 33
>stroking doesn't feel good
>cumming feels a little good for 2 seconds
>just do it to get rid of the horny feeling
Maybe self control really is the way. Thanks for listening.

>>81713074 (OP)
Sure, give not masturbating a try if you haven't. Doing so can be pleasant in its own ways. Just don't think of it as having to 'control' the 'bad lust' as if masturbating was this evil to be avoided. Just do what feels right for you.

As to sexual pleasure decreasing from one's teenage years to one's 30s, that is pretty interesting. Maybe the brain is designed to set other priorities than fucking as we grow older.

>>81713074 (OP)
>>first time jacking off at 15 years old (I didn't have internet before then)
jesus dude, did you hit puberty only at 14?

how do you think people porn in the 1980s and before managed to jack off? We didn't get the internet at home until I was like 17 and I was jacking it everyday as a 12 year old

>>81713345
I didn't have magazines. Or friends.