weird feels rn frens
I feel rlly anxious and overwhelmed w my freetime
Like idk
Too much i want to do
And it stresses me
And idk how to relax or enjoy life
i have productive stuff i can always do but when i relax i get overwhelmed with what i want to do and argh idek

>>81717226 (OP)
Like what's something you want to throw yourself at? When's the last time you truly pursued something you desired? Not a deep question, can be as simple as wanting to get good at a video game. Just anything where when you were doing it you really thought of nothing else

>>81717226 (OP)
Really unpleasant picture

>>81717226 (OP) PAY ATTENTION: choose to do what sounds best for you and concentrate in it. And after you're done, go to the next best thing, and do it every single time, your whole life, and you'll be always happy.

Prioritize your tasks, you're probably conning yourself into thinking you should have done some stuff even if you're doing something else that's productive too

on second thought if any of us knew how to spend our free time maybe we wouldn't be on here. cool picture of deer for yalls

get a gigger job and you'll feel content like me
i drive people around kinda like uber but for sick people and it pays well, lots of freetime while feeling i have a purpose

>>81717276
Idk.
I liked playing Bully a while ago.
But before that idk.
Watching anime shows I liked IG, but life has been busy and I've been so focused on working out, studying, getting a job.
And now I have the job and idk.
I try to workout and study but I'm cracking and need to relax.
I went to maybe do RPGMaker, but I'm too tired and mentally taxed to learn and argh
>>81717315
ok
>>81717340
ya...
what if i cant concentrate or it doesnt sound best
>>81717347
i do do this!
>>81717351
wow..cool deer fren
>>81717373
nice
sometimes i wish i was char aznable

>>81717441
why do you type like a girl but have the productivity of a man

>>81717498
It means he's a tranny

>>81717555
>>81717441

is it true OP

>>81717441
teach me your ways anon. I waste all my time on 4chin.
But I don't want to go outside or get a job.
I want to do meaningfull stuff with da computor.

>>81717607
so I started taking HRT in january, and the doctors tell me a dose that's like HALF what I discovered through experimentation is actually effective. Additionally I train with a vibrating dialator and really push it each time, I treat it like body building I believe if you don't work for it it wont happen and you don't deserve it. no pain no gain.

>>81717226 (OP)
>Too much i want to do
the only thing you should want to do is getting a horse, collapse your life around this one goal and it becomes simple and good

>>81717498
>>81717555
>>81717574
sadly yes...
7 years hrt but I still manmode
>>81717607
whelp
in school I used to do sports and was straight A kid
but sports were built into the day and I didn't rlly study or do homework more than 2/3 hours a day
so only like... at most 9 hours of work/day and an hour of sports

as an adult I tried to walk or swim daily and did a cybersecurity bootcamp for 6 months. But I did not have a job at that time so it wasn't too hard

To get into IT rn what I would do is:
>Study comptia A+ material for 3ish months through course, self study, or some kind of bootcamp
>Do some entry level projects for le resume
>Apply to entry level IT position
Though those entry level positions will probably require you to leave the house
There might be some remote help desk stuff but Idk