>every time I fall asleep without fapping I just end up falling asleep hugging a pillow wishing I had a girlfriend
when is this supposed to start helping?

>>81719458 (OP)
It's not, the purpose of nofap is to torment you into settling for a fat aging single mother.

>>81719458 (OP)
Why do you want a girlfriend?

>>81719533
I've always wanted a companion
someone who I could talk with all day but also hold hands and kiss and be physically intimate with