>>81722895 (OP) Are you trying to hide it or not really? because if you grow out your nails and SH with that it won't leave scars. I've went pretty hard with it too from what I remember.
>>81722934 i used to cut my arms to fat and lean it down so all the blood goes toward it and watch it drip out while sitting on my bed. my bed sheets were soaked in blood at the bottom and my floor had blood stains.
>>81722989 ive got friends online but im a little to mentally fucked to make meaningful communication right now. all i wanna do is sleep and all i do is fantasize about stabbing myself to death.