What happened to these generals? Did everyone else rope already? I'm getting close

4chan hack fucked alot of shit up. I'll be 30 soon too. I can't even sleep anymore.

>I hit 30 last year
Where the fuck are my wizard powers?

>>81727898 (OP)
33 here. I've tried to be happy being content in the small things these days. I think we spend a lot of time chasing things instead of just being grateful. Comparing ourselves to others hurts too much as well.

>>81727898 (OP)
35 here. Caffeinated beverages, BF4 and aimless driving are the only things I have to look forward to lately

>>81727954
You didn't get them? Probably gooned too much, sorry NGMI

we don't need a 30+ general every day ya know
anyway they usually go down 2 roads so you can't always have them or the same people show up
>who is the most successful in the thread
>life sucks
whatever way the thread goes, it sucks for someone

>>81727964
I agree. I catch myself when I complain about things I can't control. I've been trying to practice minimalism and living within my means. The world is changing so quickly that it's hard to keep up with everything. I'm half tempted to just donate my TV so I will never hear about the news but at the same time it's my only source of entertainment, as well as being here, of course.

I made a bunch of these but idk I stopped doing it regularly because I'm more of a cyborg than a robot but whatever

>>81727898 (OP)
>I'm getting close
yeah same
i give my cat 2 more years and then it's gonna get real dark

>>81728121
>The world is changing so quickly that it's hard to keep up with everything.
Yeah definitely. For once I'm starting to feel old. Even TVs these days come with loads of weird shit, WiFi and other weird addons and I'm just like, why? Similarly, cars these days have loads of gimmicks and strange additions that actually make it more difficult to drive.

I feel like the whole world is becoming more enshittified daily. I stopped using social media as well since it only serves to promote useless material items to me in order to keep me in the debt rat race.

The only way for me to be happy now is minimalism and my family.

I'm trying to figure out ways to boost my income from $300 to $600 a week.

>>81728180
What do you do for money? I donate plasma and do doordash.

I (34) matched with a 22yo girl and we hit it off, it's been 2 weeks and it's still going strong, what are the chances it actually works? I'm afraid of meeting her because I look older than my pics

>>81728328
>doordash.
what's the meme here? way more people use uber eats but online everyone says doordash

>>81728347
Huh. I haven't heard of that. Maybe I'll check it out.

>>81728341
You haven't actually "hit it off" until you meet and establish real life chemistry. Best to suck it up and do that soon before you look even older.

>>81728328
Nothing, I'm NEET at the moment and living with my parents (who are also poor asf). I don't feel ashamed even though I'm 33. I worked for 15+ years being an office wagey but I got mentally burnt out.

>>81728361
Yeah I will, we haven't even called because I been putting it off. Chatting I'm very funny but irl? I'm boring as hell, too many uncomfortable silences. I will ask her out next weekend.

>>81728371
I'm guessing you have a lot in savings from your job?

>>81727898 (OP)
I'm almost old enough to post in them

It's gonna be basically impossible for me to get a virgin gf now I'm 30, right?

>>81728415
Unless you're 8+ and tall, yeah unfortunately.

>>81727898 (OP)
32 here, already a hidden alcoholic, with the family catching on. almost 2 years at current welding job where I can break 2 personal records: having a job that lasts as long or longer than my 2 year stint as a NEET.
getting burnt out on work and life, nothing fully interests me outside of sleeping, drinking or work

>>81728410
Yes enough to last me a year but I'm already looking for jobs because I do want my own place. I can't really go on dates living at my parents because it's shameful.

>Desperate enough to talk to women even casually I post on /soc/ now
>Complete shithole. What few women I speak too are mostly underaged or sellers.
>When I do find a vaguely normal one, I get depressed over how much more talkative women are when they don't know my face.
I should stop going but want someone to meet at cons.

been exercising a lot. Going from 200 -> 180, I felt SO much better it's unreal
my fat and sedentary lifestyle were more harmful than I realized
But then I ate myself back to 200 to bulk

>>81728492
its a shame that food tastes so good when life sucks

>>81727898 (OP)
I'm 37 and have been getting some massive regret from squandering my youth lately. Throw in the fact that I have zero friends and am a khhv makes me not look forward to another 40 years on this earth. I drive aimlessly listening to music a lot and have no idea what I'm supposed to do with the rest of my existence.

>see him in his pussy hunt outfit

i turned 32 this week. not that bad desu

>>81727898 (OP)
38, lost job, girl and housing, Now back living with mom. The one that hurts the most is the chick because she was great. Great attitude, fun, we had incredible sexual chemistry, like incredible and she wanted to be serious. Stopped seeing eachother because I lost my job and was scrambling for months trying to make something happen while getting in debt. She ended up leaving for somebody else but at that point we hadn't seen eachother in months. We have no contact. Things have been rough as fuck but honestly I feel that they can get better anyways. I can get a new chick, I can get a new job, I can get back into shape, on tuesday I'm gonna start learning how to weld and do furniture. So that's gonna be fun and rewarding. If at some point the original chick wants to reconnect so be it. She is great and I also have had my fun on the side over the past few months so who knows. Oh, i'm on semen retention too and that has helped a lot for grieving and feeling bad.

>>81728764
How are you gonna get a new gf if you live at your moms now

https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLD9SoyNbP33WMsoAIapDN4YOgnx8Tu_Ot

>>81728778
Honestly I don't want to get with anybody. I have always have had a bad relationship with sex and masturbation in general so I want to take this time to get it under control. I want to do like a year long celibacy with meditation and all that stuff.

>drunk and badly singing dad rock with music in my headphones
>say "how's the audio on that one chat?"
>normoids who hear me in apartment hallway think I'm a big success
>not streaming to anyone
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DVx8L7a3MuE

happy holiday weekend anons

>>81729043
holy shit that's depressing

>>81728087
>BF4
Based
>tfw 2013 was 12 years ago
>multiplayer shooters have only gotten worse over time

>>81728556
>I drive aimlessly listening to music a lot and have no idea what I'm supposed to do with the rest of my existence
Do you feel like Ryan Gosling at least

>>81727898 (OP)
I'm still here, life still sucks. Slightly better financially but a longtime lonely wizard.
We should always have a 30+ general.

>>81728764
>Stopped seeing eachother because I lost my job and was scrambling for months trying to make something happen while getting in debt. She ended up leaving for somebody else but at that point we hadn't seen eachother in months. We have no contact.
What the fuck is wrong with foids

>>81727898 (OP)
I fucked up, I have to try to date males now and I just turned 30
I have experience with two other girls and that is it
I am going to fuck this up lmfao
I was in a relationship for literally a decade and now I'm not and it's like I now have a wealth of knowledge only usable on another planet
whoops lmfao

>>81729506
did you get exiled from planet sappho or go prison gay or, uh, idk what else it could be but you never know in this sick sad world. anyway at least you have relationship experience to build on, I doubt that gay relationships are all that much different than straight ones wrt where the friction points are, causes of communication breakdown, etc. not that I'd know because I have no real experience despite being old as fuark but that's what the voices in my head are telling me

>>81729568
it's a voluntary banishment, you could not pay me to re-enter the kingdom
dynamic with guys is extremely different desu, especially since I wasn't usually, like, "the girl" lol

>>81729578
idk about guys anymore. I'm getting hit with a weird passive-aggressive freeze out from my main group of "friends", and recently I was at a thing getting drunk with a bunch of rich boomer guys and a bunch of them started gossiping about the ones who weren't present, talking shit about their sex lives and all sorts of other dumb shit. feels like I've been hanging around with a bunch of catty high school girls and who in their right mind wants to do that? thank fuck I'm moving to a new city in a few months, but who knows if it'll really be much better

>>81729186
what? it's a great song

>>81729419
I fucking wish, maybe I should disassociate into an entirely different identity and see how that goes

>>81729629
oh dude, rich and/or successful nerd males do that, they are legit just high school girls unironically, you nailed it
I think bluecollar is the way to go, they're waaaaay less bitchy in general, really easy to make friends with

>>81729644
Not knocking the song but larping as a streamer for the benefit of strangers. I do that shit all the time though too

>>81727898 (OP)
>Did everyone else rope already
Probably I bump 70% of these threads and I don't even belong

>>81729650
thinking about everyone in those groups...shit, you're right

>make effort to fap less and less often
>still feels less and less good each time
yo what the fuck

>>81729770
I'm getting bored of fapping...

>>81729778
what's the alternative? living biofoid vogoo? don't make me laugh

>>81727898 (OP)
>tfw 33
>tfw still working shitty Mcjobs for barely enough to survive
I wish I knew where my life went wrong.

If I were to lose weight and nothing changes, Im gonna rope.

What is the appeal of furfagging? I can maybe understand if they are realistic animal suits, but it's almost always a particular western cartoon style.

I was thinking about joining to make friends but maybe it's not for me.

hey can we practice flirting?
I don't mean add each other somewhere, I mean itt

>>81727898 (OP)
I almost got my first unpaid fuck last week, but she hated my place and walked out after 30 seconds. FML.
Five other women claimed to be DTF this year and all ghosted me, or were otherwise fucked up.
Not even old women will fuck me. I just want to have unpaid sex before I die. There is nothing else to live for.

>>81729925
Did you not clean up lmao?
There's memes about this

drank 0.5l vodka yesterday and it reminded me how much i hate alcohol. what a dirty drug
my body is so much worse at tolerating it as well. i'll probably use this entire day to recuperate and might even notice it tomorrow

>>81729967
I did. Vacuumed for the first time in eight years.
Made sure the bathroom sink and toilet was clean.
But it's a cluttered place and I warned her about that.
She couldn't accom due to flat-mates, so I thought she'd just be grateful for the privacy.
She arrived late too, with notice, so it was getting dark and it perhaps felt too sinister for her. FML.
All I got was some grab-ass and a panty-flash on the stairs.

>>81730037
what did she say exactly? if you didnt vacuum for 8 years i can imagine some smell just from accumulated organic matter like dead skin and hairs

dating in your 30s really is just a series of "so, where did your life go wrong>" conversations

>>81730037
>Vacuumed for the first time in eight years.
I feel like she sensed this
>perhaps felt too sinister for her.
Also wild she didn't want to meet publically first.

>>81730076
No, the place was aired out.
I asked if it was because of the place, she said yes.
Then 'I'm sure you're a nice person', which I know is not good.
She did walk back with me from the station, so I guess she got the ick.

>>81730164
>Also wild she didn't want to meet publically first.
We met at the station and walked back.
Met on one of the fuck apps and we had a two day chat which was sexual.
This was supposed to be an ongoing fuck-buddy thing. My jackpot.
She's 52 and a Romanian. To be rejected like this was fucking brutal.

>>81730159
grim.
What kind of girls are still single in their 30s?

>>81730268
this kind lol
>>81729506

>>81730188
dang. My ex is Romanian and fucked like a demon.

>>81729925
how much do girls usually charge and what country you in?

>>81727898 (OP)
31 here. Not really sure what the point of the last 31 years has been.

>>81727898 (OP)
The ol' ball n' chain is pregnant by her bvll again. I can't wait to raise the half-black child as my own! For over 30 years now I have been married to this amazing woman who never touched my willy. In fact, I haven't even seen her naked yet, but that doesn't stop her from having a vibrant sex life

>>81730631
>For over 30 years now
Make it a little more believable next time

>>81730638
What can I say? She is the definition of a BBC addict and has been from day one. On our wedding night I watched a hung 50 year old meth head black bvll take her virginity. He came balls deep inside her and rendered her pregnant with our first son

I wish i didnt waste so much of time time behind a computer. At the start it was fun cuz i could end up meeting people irl from it but now its become harder and harder.

like damn im pushing 40 and i have done nothing. If you asked me the happiest moments were the last 20 yrs...the last 30, i honestly couldnt tell you.

I wasted my the best time of my life in my own prison of my own making lol

i wanna neck myself

>>81730285
Yeah, she look good for her age and had a tight body.
That ass felt good. Hot purple thong. She likes lingerie and had brought extra.
Told her I get anxiety and she basically said 'we'll need to have a lot of sex then'. FML.
Such a pisser that it all collapsed like that. I could have fucked her for years.
>>81730383
I gave up on escorts almost a decade ago, aside from a handjob last February which was the only time I came with an escort.
Cheaper end, 110-120 an hour, but too costly for my NEET life in bongland. Was considering very old ones who charge 60, but I hate myself enough.

>>81730932
>Such a pisser that it all collapsed like that. I could have fucked her for years.
Unless she's ghosted you, you should somehow attempt to get her again

>>81731230
Nah, something like that happens, it's done.
She can't accom, and she walked out of my place like it was the basement in Silence of the Lambs. There's no coming back from that.
A few days later, some nutty anxious bitch told me she was horny in her second message.
Yet she rejected two offers from me to meet. So that was done too. Just wondering how long I have to wait for the next chance to fuck up.
I'm never making the mistake of having a woman over for a first encounter. Even put it in my bios as a disclaimer. 'Yeah, I have a place, but...'

>>81731280
I've only done a ONS once at their place. I was honestly shocked that she accepted basically a complete stranger into her home.
Had a few other FWB situations, every time involved meeting somewhere public first & I'm pretty sure they had told their friends they were "on a date"

any advice for a 20 year old bot

>>81731316
Lift, study/progress at work, socialise, be happy, be interesting
For your entire life.

>>81731316
figure out how to money.

i have access to heroin in theory, the thought of going out in the purest bliss a human can experience is alluring to me

>>81729879
not really the best place for it and not just because it's the /r9k/ old bastards thread but because flirting depends so much on body language and vocal intonation that doing it over text is like erp shit, at least to this old fogey. maybe zoomzooms feel differently because they grew up with it

>>81731316
Throw a dart at a nap, take a bus there's and find your way back. It's the best fun you'll ever have.

>>81727898 (OP)
I don't know how to cope with this world anymore. There hasn't been a day in over a decade that I haven't thought about killing myself. I just can't get anything right.

I'm 32 and life has only gotten worse throughout the years. No friends, no women interested in me, no career, no money, no drives/passions/motivations, no confidence /self esteem, no will to live anymore. I'm only here because to my cowardice. I hate my family for not being able to make me feel loved. I don't care how narcissistic that sounds because I've been so love/touch/connection starved that I don't even feel human anymore. I feel so utterly disconnected from being human. I feel like an NPC or a game asset.

Nothing helps me cope either. Everything disappoints. Nothing is fulfilling or contentful. Which makes the suffering that much more visceral. And if I'm unlucky I have to do this for another 30+ years. Everything is always a disappointment and underwhelming. I don't know how I'm going to make it much longer like this without snapping completely. I feel like I've tried so hard my whole life to fix myself but absolutely nothing works

>>81731316
if i was starting over, id buy land and build a house myself over the years
also travel young, because its harder and way less enjoyable when youre older
>>81731479
money is irrelevant really, you only need a little big to do literally anything in the world, its all about energy motivation and drive. when you get older you got money for days but not a fuck to do with it

>>81729879
If you ask me, as an adult, you can't. Most people figure out this stuff in their teens and I remember most guys in my HS class trying to playfully tease women or even touch them. I couldn't do any of that stuff and now at 30 I'd get reported to HR or put on social media if I tried that at work or in a public setting. Even when women try to do it to me, because I'm not ugly, I just don't know how to respond and I'm too scared to steer the discussion in that area, thinking I'd make a fool of myself. At this point I've just accepted my situation and don't care anymore. I even see benefits in the fact that I just can't convert my decent looks into a relationship.

I'm quoting myself from a thread on flirting couple of days ago:
>>81709341
>>81709391

>>81729876
>he thinks furfagging is about the suits
It's a fandom where the fans create all of the content. The suits are their version of cosplay.

>almost 34
>already 8 months since my divorce
>already 6 months I'm back at my dad's place
>already 5 months since I last fucked
>father is a hoarder boomer and I have to clean the house and fight against ants, flea, bedbugs and other shit because he doesn't care

At least I'm a fucking expert now against parasites. Maybe I should go work in that branch

>>81731557
>no career, no money
Life quality and enjoyment literally hinges on money, it's not a mystery
are you neeting or just waging? if you are waging you should have minimal things enough to improov
do you REALLY have this mindset and not figured it out yet?
literally just earn money, the fuck
your motivations is literally money

>>81731316
you won't take any advice anyway, you can't influence the youth
I have given up
you should suffer until you learn yourself
if you learn, inshallah

>it's another nostalgic summer depression episode

I'm turning 27 in 3 months. How do you guys cope with youth ending? If you don't have a gf and you're not rich aren't you basically suicidal every day

>>81732573
>aren't you basically suicidal every day
Yeah, I am.
t. poor 33 khv

>>81732573
unless people are forcing you into isolation it's not that bad... but if you're at the bottom of this thread i'm guessing people are desperate to isolate you

>>81729464
Thanks man but this is my responsibility. These days have been hard but I will pull through like always

>>81731316
advice should be tailored to your personal situation. most of people's regrets come from their shortcomings. people who spent their 20s partying wished they had been more serious and worked on their career. people who spent their 20s working wished they had spent more time having fun. NEETs wish for both. what helps more isn't the "what should I be doing" but maybe the "why am I not doing the things I should be doing". there are often underlying problems you need to tackle first. most people auto-pilot through life. it works out for them. if it doesn't for you, you need to exit auto pilot and figure out your way forward.

>>81732628
from 18-24 i believed that my life was about to start any day
now i feel like i actually just missed it
from mid 20's onward your body and mind are slowly declining. no matter how hard you try, you'll never get the life you could've got.
any women you get will be older, less attractive, more experienced, more jaded.
you could go overseas, have a good time for a while. but you probably wouldn't even have friends or people to connect with and share it
i went to an anime con with friends once and i finally felt happy for once
we never got to have that life. it all feels over already

>>81732573
Well you need to take care of your health, nobody else will do it for you.

There's nothing I expect anymore, I just exist and try to keep my job, get money, and generally care less about stuff I can't do anything about.

One year ago I thought I'd have a family, a nice little house. Now I'm just glad when I don't get too stressed about life stuff.

Youth is wasted on the young.

>>81732762
taking care of my health has actually made me more suicidal
at least before i thought, oh once i get my health in check maybe i'll feel better
now i know even that goes nowhere. even you aren't happy, you just numbed yourself to it and lowered expectations

>>81732573
Pretty much

Keep telling myself that my life will start any day now, this year, and I'm the same person.

I'm reaching that point though, constantly thinking about how I'm gonna do the deed if the time comes.

Been watching a lot of interview videos recently of guys who have been locked up/in and out of jail, and one of the things I've always thought was that people who get locked up have their lives ruined and wasted away. But even those guys like interesting lives where they are in constant danger, gang banging with a prison gang, and constantly doing stuff behind the CO's back.

NEETdom is not worth it; it's literally pissing your life away, but most of us never had a choice.

as usual you should try to make the best of what you have and don't look back
i know it's easy to say but perhaps 60 year old you will regret the opportunities missed in your 30s

>>81732916
>opportunities
>in 30s

>>81732573
>How do you guys cope with youth ending? If you don't have a gf and you're not rich aren't you basically suicidal every day
Yeah, nailed it. Turning 30 was rough. My mother had died suddenly 14 months before, which changed my life forever for the worse.
I'd just managed to wage-cuck for my first and only year, but it had become untenable and it exposed me as an unemployable autist after all. I was very glad to leave when my contract was over, but also disappointed that I could not switch to a saner department. I tried once more to wage-cuck and they canned me after a week. Now, several years on, I'm heading towards 40 next year, just trying to keep my 'bux and get some unpaid cunny before the sweet release of death. All alone now.

>>81732758
I thought I was a late starter. I was told that I was a late starter.
Turned out that I was too autist to ever make it; either as a wagie, or as a sex-haver.
Literally no point in being alive now. Just waiting for the end.

>>81731557
You have depression get disability

>>81732267
How did you get divorced

>>81732836
>but most of us never had a choice.
That's the trouble though. There are no gettable and autist-friendly jobs that exist in the West anymore.
We're fucking trapped. The inceldom just makes life even worse. In the old days, we'd have options. Not now.

>>81733042
Yes there is most of you just refuse to take any time to put into a skill. I get to sit on my ass all day pretending I'm some old fart in a workshop fixing someone's toy.

>>81732983
The most opportunities in your 30s is just working your way up the career ladder. I suppose more money does help in life. But the job becomes harder since you get more responsibilities.

>>81733078
Getting a skill and even more crucially, a piece of paper that an employer would accept and hire a person for, is effectively paywalled.
It's not a question of refusing, it's not being able to afford 'muh upskilling'.

>>81733168
I have no degree and most of the stuff I have to do my work is broken down trash I bought off ebay and repaired. Now I have a home work lab to perform electronic modifications and repair.

>>81733168
You're just choosing so be called off. Having a degree won't get you a job. It barely just gets you into the door. Don't have any experience backed by that degree you will still have a hard time. If you want to learn something you have the local library and YouTube. They are both free.

You say there is no getting autistic jobs, nope you just refuse to put yourself in that position to get them. Hell because of my "upskilling" as you call it allows me to work from home and customers come to me.

I'm 44. The 30s are when most opportunities come. Men peak at 36. It gets rougher after that. I had a 18 year old gf at 41. I stopped giving a shit at 17 years old so none of it meant anything. If you can get out of your depression and give a shit about your life the 30s are the time man.

>>81732836
you have literal africans making something out of themselves out of nothing in less time than you have done in the past years
I have seen criminals that were in jails and came out in my Country and still have more than me faster some how some way, it does not make sense, every self improvment I try to do takes ages to get ANYTHING done, it literally takes years to get on your feet, yet some how these people get more done faster, idk
one thing you are right about however is learned helplessness being a real thing

>>81732758
>you'll never get the life you could've got.
>any women you get will be older, less attractive, more experienced, more jaded.
crabber demoralizer poster
just gaslight yourself into grandiosity in eternity and don't associate with posters such at these (nothing personal btw, jk)
you LITERALLY have to escape these people, they are most people in low tiers of society, "be realistic" people

>>81732573
>and you're not rich
at this point you should still be in the accumulation phase desu, you are not even close to hitting escape velocity, unless you are insanely exceptional
if you ARE making money steadily at this point I would say you are completely fine, even though you haven't made it yet, statistically you should not have, but you are on your way
the most important thing are you ?
if you are askning this question it sounds like you are miserable and poor, which explains it, you would not ask this if you were banking it
your question is irrelevant if you are doing what you are supposed to

>>81733015
this seems eerily similar to the 30+yo experience during that time
unable to get to wage yet though however
bux are too little to live normally on now a days just retard mode though

>>81733212
>The 30s are when most opportunities come
too bad they are already over and was spent majority in a cucked state and handicapped all the way through almost, maybe I could have solved my problems earlier?
time flies way too fast its retarded holy shit

>>81729629
Stay the fuck outa those people, can't stand lizard brained nornies who get pleasure out of gossip

>>81733207
Like you say, no experience fucks people.

>>81733341
>you have literal africans making something out of themselves out of nothing in less time than you have done in the past years
They have a low bar in their home countries or DEI supporting them in the first-world

>>81733036

She wanted to start a family
We've been 5 years together. The new place we arrived had lots of issues with Africans being Africans. Felt extremely insecure, 1/4 of people left the building I the first year because of those animals.
Wife thought I was was searching excuses to not start a family. Lots of fights, she started talking with less respect, I saw it coming miles ahead.

Finally she slept with a coworker and everything was over in about a week.

Never trust a woman.

>>81733433
Yes which is why I have a portfolio of pictures and the process I went to fix something so I can prove I know what I am doing. If anything I just end up with another customer at the end of the day.

You have to do something you can keep coming up with excuses all you want. But you're 3X and it is only going to be even harder for you do do anything.

I struggle and I've been learning complex shit a lot of my life. So I can still manage but can you?

You're only burning more and more time thinking of ways you can't do something.

>30+ thread
>look inside
>normalfags and sex havers
i'm out.

>>81733773
Even if thr sex havers weren't here these threads just suck. How can you be 30 and have so little to actually say. It's amazing in a way.

30 here bought some toilet paper today
Making a meatball sub and pounding a 6 pack
I'm all set

>>81733844
>How can you be 30 and have so little to actually say.
being ostracized from society and becoming a NEET shut in for the majority of your life will do that.

>>81733844
getting older is basically realizing life is about breadth and not depth and once you realize that the only thing left to do is embrace the singer songwriter meme

Indeed. Plus the high and mighty pricks who say 'just do X, Y and Z'; when it's fucking impossible.

>>81733956
Yes I know that well having disabilities and mental illness can do that but like get me started on my interests I got years of things to say.

>>81733967
Not really sure what that means honestly. I'm not saying stuff your life with a bunch of useless shit just to have meaning but despite bring a disabled shut in all my life I feel mostly okay. I have either achieved or partially achieved dreams that I have had in life. Sure there are some I'll never reach and the pain still echos still I'm content and have things I wish I could share.

>>81733975
No just tired of people like you. I am a D to F student and a high school drop out. This is what I do for work from home. You have no excuse.

Often you look at doing something as the whole and turn it into a mountain you don't even try to take just a small rock and working with it. Even when someone offers to help you bitch and complain then do nothing.

42 and unroped, I spend a lot of time thinking about it tho. at least the sun is shining today so after I clean and lift a bit I'm gonna go for a walk.

I delude myself that I still have time to find someone and start a family, but all I see on apps are subhumans and single moms. might do the passport bro thing here soon

>>81729812
I lost a lot of weight in my 30s. I do get the occasional comment from a foid (I was invisible to them when I was fat) but still doesn't stop them from ghosting

>>81734070
you sound insanely insecure and like you're 18 and have it all figured out. funny the one calling others immature comes off as the most insecure with something to prove to a bunch of anonymous retards who don't give a shit.

>>81727898 (OP)
>What happened to these generals?
Taken over by zoomers, not just the like 25 year olds trying to roleplay as oldfags, but actual zoomers are reaching 30.

It's hard to reminisce about the good old days when most people are talking about their childhood growing up on youtube and shit, or how their only references of the 2000s is like sponge bob and other kids' cartoons circa 2008.

what really grinds my gears is when I look at nu-metal videos from like 1999 and 90% of the comments are now like "Oh boy! My favorite song from Whatever Video Game that came out in 2007!"

>>81734111
I'm in my 30s disabled and a shut in and still have things going on decently content with my life.

Meanwhile you complain about everything and do nothing DESPITE help be around. You could be doing things you choose not to. Then you want to act like everything is impossible with 14 hundred excuses that literally is thrashed because I exist.

>>81734133
>when most people are talking about their childhood growing up on youtube and shit
i'm 33 and my teenage years were on youtube and i grew up with the early seasons of spongebob. how fucking old are you. not our fault you're fucking 40+.

>>81734133
I remember when libraries finally got dsl. Logging onto them for the first time finding the Lego website having these things called flash games. Wasted so much time there. Having to requeue in line for another hour of computer time was really annoying.

>>81734136
>I'm in my 30s disabled and a shut in and still have things going on decently content with my life.
i don't really care. maybe get some friends if you're so desperate for validation and attention.

>>81734164
I do have friends maybe stop projecting and you might actually be able to better yourself.

>>81734188
if you have friends then fuck off and bother them instead of being a judgemental cunt here.

>>81734153
>how fucking old are you. not our fault you're fucking 40+.
almost 40

and hate to say it, it'll probably happen to you to. You'll be getting mad at 30 year Gen A kids who wanna talk about how they're oldfags who grew up on discord and tik tok.

>>81734229
>it'll probably happen to you to.
i won't care when it does either. not my problem.

>>81734221
How about you go fuck yourself and start doing better. Learn something stop being a useless pos.

>>81734163
>I remember when libraries finally got dsl. Logging onto them for the first time finding the Lego website
Bro are you me, for some reason my very first time online was also at the library trying to log onto the Lego website.

I just sat there waiting for the website to load, and was absolutely thrilled.

Then later we got internet at our school's computer lab and a black nerd showed me Newgrounds and albinoblacksheep

>>81734242
i have zero desire to interact with or contribute to a world run by evil sociopaths who would line up and shoot anyone who doesn't pay taxes.

>>81734247
Damn newgrounds I remember that and watching klaymation stuff. Coocooocooolaaaa. I miss it man but libraries were cool. School was shit but I could find whatever topic I wanted to learn and just read. Check out a book read it wait for my appointment grind flash games rinse repeat till we had to go home. Then I could take the book home. Honestly kind of miss going.

33 and have no job because I have anxiety which made me quit 6 previous jobs, so I didn't last a year at any of them,

I might qualify for disability, but then I wouldn't be able to afford air conditioning, or to move out this SHIT hole ghetto neighborhood. I mean, you know its bad when there are speed bumps and every street.

>>81734253
Okay that has nothing to do with you yourself learning a skill and doing something with it. Could learn lock picking and steal shit from people again you can do things and you CHOOSE not to.

>>81734163
>>81734247
Did you play Lego Bricklot or that Trashbot game

>>81734273
You save up your neet bucks get Pic related.

Holy hell this isn't that hard. You have the internet and the most information available you can game the system so many ways and live cheaply like dammiiitttttt

>>81734070
>Not really sure what that means honestly. I'm not saying stuff your life with a bunch of useless shit just to have meaning but despite bring a disabled shut in all my life I feel mostly okay. I have either achieved or partially achieved dreams that I have had in life. Sure there are some I'll never reach and the pain still echos still I'm content and have things I wish I could share.
my point is being 30 doesn't mean everything suddenly has stakes or meaning or whatever
because you said
>How can you be 30 and have so little to actually say
if you go through life being shown life is not that complex or deep, why would you need to say anything? have you ever thought of what these two people do when they're actually left alone?

>>81734275
>Okay that has nothing to do with you yourself learning a skill and doing something with it.
i'm good. enjoy your amazing life bro but don't tell me how to live mine. you just come off like an insecure asshole.

>>81734285
The trashbot game I know for certain. I dont recall the bricklot but if you explained it a little it might get the noggin joggin. Oh man remember when places would give free game disk and they wre.like these tiny GameCube like disk with some learning game on it.

>>81734094
How much did you lose it? Never regained any?

>>81734298
Again projection. The only insecure one is the person lashing out and coming up with excuses. If you want to live like this fine. Than admit it is your choice but don't act like you have anything preventing you.

>>81734319
my excuse is i don't care. you shouldn't care how others live their lives either, fucking moron with a god complex.

>>81734265
I spent an entire summer in like 5th or 6th grade just renting out Stephen King novels.

I couldn't go out to see PG-13 movies at the theater, but renting out completely degenerate horrorslop was absolutely fine lol

I'd also print out webpages at the library so that I could read them (and re-read them) at home in bed or on the toilet. In theory we were limited to just one hour a day at the internet computers and had to sign in on a pen & paper clip board - but if there wasn't anyone scheduled after you, you could just sit there for as long as you wanted or the library lady kicked you out.

I used to love to just hang out by the paranormal/UFO section, it was oddly comforting. There was some weird-ass movies to rent as well.

>>81734338
Okay great you don't care established. I care because fuck head like you invaded every corner of the internet so no one does jack shit anymore. If your actions didn't fucking affect the places I'm in I wouldn't give a shit either but here you are bitching complaining and coming up with bullshit excuses.

>>81734318
100+ and yeah managed to keep off most of it. I've gained maybe 20 from my lowest but some of it is muscle/bulking. also I can't give up beer, if I didn't drink I would definitely be leaner

>>81734365
i don't actively try to police how other people live their lives like you do.

>>81734356
OhIi wish I had a computer at the time. I could only use then at school or the library. Saving web pages was so useful. Then I wanted to try making my own. Got a few books in html but no computer so I had to write it on paper at home. Then bring it with me to the next place I can get a computer just to try it out then anything I got done saved them on those floppy disks. Something about hearing them enter the computer and them ticking as it reads them I wish I could go back.

>>81734291
I met some lady that lived in a trailer and she said she doesn't like to use her window mounted AC because it's too expensive.

>>81734401
If the AC is too expensive I hope you don't use heating in the winter either then. They both use relatively the same amount of power so you are only being screwed by seasonal charge increases and the like.

>>81734285
I surprisingly played very few flash games, I was more into flash animation. Shortly after we got the internet at home I got into emulating GBA games.

The one flash game I do remember was a 2D attempt at a Quake tribute? Some sort of 2D attempt at a FPS except obviously you weren't in first person you just saw your 2D character jumping around the map shooting rockets and grenades. The characters would explode into bits of blood, as was the norm of nearly all Flash media at the time.

>>81734430
I tried to do some flash games but didn't get very far. Quite a few guides online but many were outdated by the time I got them and couldn't make heads or tails of the script language. Gave up onnthay and dabbled in 3d modeling instead.

>>81734304
It was actually called Backlot. It was a Shockwave game where you ran around a Lego movie set helping with random tasks and I thought it was the coolest shit as a kid because it was one of the 3D games on the site
https://brickipedia.fandom.com/wiki/Backlot

>>81732280
I'm not neet. Ive worked physi6labor jobs all my life now at 32 my back is too fucked and I need to switch to some other kind of work. I'm currently unemployed and looking but if I can't find anything soon I'm gonna be homeless again.

>>81733032
Lmfao yeah of course I'm depressed but you can't get disability for that in the USA. Also I'm diagnosed with clinical untreatable depression / anxiet, PTSD, and BPD. I tried for 12 years with many different therapies and over 15 medications and nothing worked. Some people are just meant to get shit on and abused. Looks like I'm on Le of them.

>>81734561
>BPD
oh so you're a giant piece of shit and expect people to eat your ass still.

>>81734555
Ah no I didn't play this one at all. I swear I played another besides the trashbot game but I can't for the life of me recall it. I remember when cartoons from CN and nick were putting their flash games up too.

>>81734372
>100+ and yeah managed to keep off most of it
Damn, congrats. I need to do the same. Any secret tips?

>>81728556
I do the same thing. Got a STEM MSc but no one will hire me unless they are desperate. Winters are the worst.

I have a few gba games I kind of want to do a rom dump of my saves on some of them

>>81727898 (OP)
zamn there are that many 30+ year olds here?

>>81734882
I feel like this is a millennial site. Zoomies rarely are here posting and it's mostly people around my age group.

>>81734713
depends on your lifestyle but tl;dr is eat less and move more. #1 thing is diet, diet is more important than exercise, but avoiding a completely sedentary lifestyle is helpful.

>be me
>cut out sugary drinks (switched to diet soda, black coffee)
>stop eating fast food every meal
>20lbs down in a month
>slowly cut out most fried/processed food
>hear about keto, hey I like bacon and eggs
>wow 20 more lbs gone in less than a month
>hear about intermittent fasting, start skipping breakfast
>slowly increase fasting periods, get to OMAD and even some 36-48 hour fasts
>100lbs gone in a year

the more you have to lose the easier it is. there's plateaus but the key is consistency. also it's easiest when you're a loner, family and friends always want to eat and find ways to tempt/discourage you. worth checking out weight loss threads on /fit/ but gotta sift through some shitposting and find what works for you.

>turn 30
>start waking up to random bruises and pains

it's so over....

>>81734882
doesn't matter. most people on this site nowadays are normalfags or annoying cunts not worth talking to regardless.

>>81734970
Alright, thanks for sharing. Im already doing some things like skipping breakfast, eating more greens and switching sugary drinks with sparkling water although I do have a problem with portions in regards that one doesnt need that much food to be functional. I guess treating food as an antidepressant also plays the part. I try, I fail and I try again.

I'm 33 and I never had my own bedroom before.

>>81735061
yeah I've always had a problem with portion control and using food for comfort. I liked fasting and keto because I was too lazy to track calories/macros outside of carbs. easier for me to eat nothing than to stop at a sensible portion. it hasn't stopped my disordered eating (I give in to binges every now and then), but at least I eat in a disordered way that still results in me being healthier than I was before.

>>81727898 (OP)
>that one anon on soc who has to stress he's not into diaper play
how bad can it get?

>lose weight
>still ugly and unfuckable
whoops haha my bad whoopsie daisy haha. turns out healthy attractive people aren't attractive just cause they're not fat. should have done my research that it's bone structure and not fat that makes people ugly. oh well, better luck next life.

I'm still here, never had a chance since I have some weird mental condition/gastrointestinal problem that makes me smell like shit. The more anxious I get the more I get gassy so forget about holding a job, going to college or finding a gf I just stink up the place. The depression/anxiety that came with it made me completely give up on life.

>>81735360
get a gf who's a brap enthusiast.

When I was 5 my dads friend gave me a little toy car, and it was just a normal car not a race car like all my other toy cars, just a totally normal shitty looking car.
I loved that toy car, it immediately became my favorite because it was just ordinary. I always wanted to be normal and ordinary.

>>81735373
No, imagine going places or meeting her family/friends. Besides I got all the unattractive traits of a depressed lonely and inactive man.

>>81735456
she will love your pungent braps regardless.

turning 26 this month, here after the post nut clarity preceded by a hour long of goonsesh on rare instagram young titties hit me.
I remember visiting r9k on and off back in 2017, obsessing over rose and being a general loser like that. Reading posts from then 30+ year olds reminding us how it really doesn't get better, and after years of living the same day to day routine, staying inside, playing my videogames (even though it has been a decade since i truly enjoyed gaming), NEVER going out with anyone and when that happens thrice a year fucking it up cinematically by being a stone-cold non-personality having sperg. It doesnt get any better, it really doesn't, it has to do with a mixture of brain wiring (probably caused mostly by missed developing stages earlier in life) and our parents not truly giving a fuck about us, i vividly remember asking my parents (which im bound genetically to love because they didn't abuse me or anything) about stuff after school such as:" why dont you ask me something, why dont we make conversation?" only to be met by silence. Shit i can't even be passionate about anything, i lack the discipline to actually sit down and put effort into stuff, my unmedicated ADHD doesn't help this, and worst of all? Literally everyone around you is a living, moving, fully animated reminder of how different and lost you truly are.
What are some good SSRI'S? had the idea for a while but never really tried/talked to a specialist.

>>81735166
Could be worse.
>lose weight.
>go from invisible to scary.
I still have some way to go and I don't miss the weight I lost, but fuck me do I sometimes feel the victim of a bait and switch.

>>81735481
>here after the post nut clarity preceded by a hour long of goonsesh on rare instagram young titties hit me.
you sound fucking retarded.

>>81735491
women love intimidating and scary guys fuck are you on about moron. better than being an ugly manchild.

>>81735506
It's saying shit like that, that proves you are terminally online.

33 this month
My dad died a couple years ago and it really gave me a sense of my own mortality. I've been a worthless fuck-up my entire life. Could barely hold down a job, never finished a degree, been a NEET for almost half my life.
So in a spur of the moment I decided to join the Navy. It will probably end up being a mistake but at least right now I have a steady income, benefits, and an actual schedule, and I get to travel. I am still kind of a shut-in but I'm trying to get out and socialize more.
Biggest issue I am running into is most of the people I interact with are zoomers and they start to get uncomfortable around me when I tell them my age (they always say I look like I'm in my early 20s). It's gotten to the point where I don't say my age unless I'm asked, which isn't lying per se but I do feel kind of bad about it.
I've also noticed that I'm almost always the one who has to reach out to do anything. I don't know if they are just lazy/anxious or if they secretly don't like me and are just agreeing to hang out to be nice. I hate feeling like this. I really shouldn't be feeling like this at my age, I'm very socially malnourished.

>>81735528
there are studies that confirm that women get wet for intimidating and dangerous psychos who look like cavemen. not neurotic skinnyfat manchildren with zero sexual energy.

>>81728341
so you catfished her?

>>81735481
most losers like us grew up under neglectful parents. I'm one of them. I didn't learn any useful skills or life lessons at home. wasn't allowed to go outside, bring kids over, etc. PC and later internet was the first freedom i had in my life. sadly, these things didn't bring me far in life. if you don't turn your life around you'll be here by 36 years old too.

>>81735547
I'm sure there are plenty of studies blackpiller fag.

>>81734427
I'm in california and the electricity bill for AC is way higher than heating. Like 5 times higher.

>>81735547
>my sister's boyfriend

>>81735564
>go outside and observe couples
>REEEEEEEEEE BLACKPILLER
if you are intimidating women want to fuck you.

>>81735563
I've never had a birthday party when I was a kid. My dad was against parties and always said he
>doesn't believe in birthdays

these threads either turn into oppression olympics or normalfag blogs. god awful shitty dead board and site. just the worst goddamn people from all walks of life.

>>81735603
>>go outside and observe couples
NTA but I do that all the time and most married men do not look "dangerous" at all.

>>81735603
Yes blackpillers like you over simplify.
For instance there exists different "flavours" of scary. I. E. Badboy I ride a motorcycle and drink heavily "scary".
and I will watch you burn to death with a look of sheer indifference scary.
One Is considered more sexy than the other.

this is a good thread. but you obviously don't want to go to fashion general, do you kid?

>>81735563
>if you don't turn your life around you'll be here by 36 years old too.
It's a cycle of trying new things and see what sticks, first is working, then getting a car, then getting another job.. and another.. while the same social issues remain apparent. No matter how many years or new experiences i go through i will always be an apathetic, socially inept loser without any experiences or friends, and people smell it on you on day one, i can make the best impression, have something in common to quickly bond or share a laugh with someone, but it never goes anywhere beyond that and if i truly have to be honest i live in apathy, i dont care about anything or anyone, it's like i have been scarred by something, i try to get ideas into my brain but it's mostly like "yeah err i wont ever really do that we both know it who cares" and go onto my routine of sitting infront of the pc doing nothing.
my big newest idea is nursing school, going well so far, unfortunately when you're 25 amidst 19 year olds it's even harder than normal to be anything more than friendly to people. all in all my biggest complain with my state is how dull and empty i am, i know i can make people laugh, i know i can genuinely "lock in" as the kids say and have a good time, but 363/365 days i am just a resting bitch face unapprociable unmotivated cunt that can't help himself.

>>81735535
>taking the zogpill
lol, stack your money and get out
americans, crazy

>>81735481
>only to be met by silence
such it is coming from a low caste family

>my unmedicated ADHD doesn't help this, and worst of all? Literally everyone around you is a living, moving, fully animated reminder of how different and lost you truly are.
>What are some good SSRI'S? had the idea for a while but never really tried/talked to a specialist.
you don't need ssris
you need stims (and maybe later trt) lol
also money, money cures depression

>>81735360
stop eating gas inducing foods
elimination diet + reduce eliminate allergens/sensitivites into low fodmap

>>81735166
it's mostly fat

>>81735097
get money

>>81734094
passporting does not create more white people tho
that's it's main problem

>>81733439
>DEI supporting them in the first-world
you know I was gonna flame you here, but I unironically agree some what with the current state in my own country, lmao
but point still holds.... kind of? maybe.
just do better

>>81735801
I am in a similar situation and honestly I've been clinging to "it's all in your head" and "fake it until you make it" because those are the only practical options.

>>81735807
>you need stims
tried to get stimulants for almost a full decade, unfortunately in my country the best they can do is slow release methylphenidate which really doesn't hit at all even with a higher dose. (my family doctor refused to prescribe me ritalin because he couldn't be arsed to go through the whole process to prescribe it to me)
>also money, money cures depression
this might seem disingenous but i truly don't care about money, i have 15k+ in savings, sure living alone would be cool but i really don't do anything with it, maybe if i was a full blown millionaire it'd make a difference.

mental health has taken a nosedive over the past 2 months
oh well

>>81735560
Kinda kek, pictures are like 5 years old and from angles where I don't look as bad, I'm a goofy looking motherfucker irl. I also hit the wall recently because the beer finally caught up but I quit and I'm trying to some face fat and gut.

I don't enjoy "deep" conversations, I prefer casual chit chat. And I much prefer directly discussing a thing like a movie or a thing.

talking about life? talking about myself or personal problems or psychology or anything like that I strictly get no enjoyment out of whatsoever.

Would you settle for a fake relationship when its clear she doesn't actually love you and is just using you if its the only woman in your entire life that you were able to get with?

>>81735807
>passporting does not create more white people
neither do white people in their native habitats so whatever

>>81736874
no but i haven't had anyone so idk how it would feel

>>81736810
kinda? you sent her 5 year old pics, and you've also got a guy from drinking, and you say kinda? you're absolutely fucked and it's deserved.

>>81737019
women do that sort of shit all the time, turnabout is fair play

>>81736838
only young ppl think there's nothing to life unless you're pretending to be deep. ppl that want "deep" conversations are also really bad at talking in general and won't ever even hint at what they actually like or what interests them they want you to be mysterious but also intriguing right off the bat with no effort given on their part.
>>81736874
if you get physical intimacy as much as you'd like then sure. if you have to keep up the charade just so she doesn't leave you then idk probably not. if she's using you then that means you have something worthwhile and you can just look for someone who will also want that thing but give you something else in return.

>>81737102
well i mean the key phrase here is "the only woman in your entire life you were able to get with"

>>81737019
I know, I'm still gonna invite her out though. She seems like a nice girl, asked me if I had a stutter because I didn't wanna call (I'm just shy at first) and that she'd be okay with it. Told her I had Tourette's and she was okay with it before I said I was joking kek
>>81737041
This, women use make up and filters fuck it

>>81737126
you sound like a bitch. enjoy the connection fizzling out.
>>81737041
women of quality do not, this is something that fat or old Facebook moms and white trash do.

>>81737118
ask yourself if it's worth walking on eggshells for sex

>>81737169
I literally don't care about getting laid if thats all I wanted I would just buy a hooker

I bought an old house a couple months ago. There's so much fucking shit that needs fixing, but it's mostly "well, it's not an emergency, but it does need to be addressed before it turns into one..." type stuff. I've done a lot of the stuff I can do myself, but there's electrical/plumbing/asbestos shit I absolutely cannot do myself. Unfortunately, I'm a fucking retard who's either too busy drunk and/or whacking off and too anxious to make a fucking phone call. Plan is to hit em hard, hit em mean tomorrow, but that's been the plan the last two weeks.
I really don't want strangers in my house but all this stuff is making me so anxious it's a necessity. Every time I leave I'm paranoid it's gonna burn down or flood, which are honestly both real possibilities given the nature of the issues. Kind of miss when I didn't give a shit about my apartment, but the flipside there is they didn't give a shit about maintenance either and it ended up so fucked up I had to leave.
Sorry for venting, thanks for listening to my TED talk.

>>81737778
sounds like you should sell the house and move back into an apartment

>>81737778
>Unfortunately, I'm a fucking retard who's either too busy drunk and/or whacking off and too anxious to make a fucking phone call.

allow me to make a suggestion, and tell me if it is unreasonable. why don't you have a couple drinks, KEEP IT AT a couple drinks and don't let the drinks take their own drinks. then make some calls and get your shit done. oh, and don't polish your knob after you've had your two drinks.

>>81727898 (OP)
36 here. The high point of my week(s) is doing laundry and grocery shopping. Single, child-free, mostly satisfied, but nostalgic for a past to which I can never return.

>>81737921
I can't trust landlords (read: slumlords) anymore. If the shit that happened in that apartment happened here, I'd be on the phone the very next morning, it's more that the less urgent but still important tasks are drowning me. But I can never go back to complete silence from the landlord when their place is fucking falling apart/being eaten by pests and I can't do a damn thing about it other than impotently whine. Which I guess is what I'm doing right now, though I do have some power, so I guess it's potently whine.
>>81737946
You're 100% right, but quitting isn't as easy as "just quit" or "just taper off" in either case

>>81729506
>you can return to the past
>no one is there
Sounds great, where do I sign?

>>81734570
am I a giant peace of shit? Maybe to some people. Do I expect everyone to eat my ass? Not at all wtf are you talking about? You sound like you have some issues you're projecting. I hope you can heal brother.

>>81735547
>women get wet for intimidating and dangerous psychos who look like cavemen
yes, when they're not on hormonal birth control. on BC they prefer the faggy effeminate twinks