>hype myself up to start going out doing things on my own
>going to the movies alone for the first time ever
>see really cute girl with her chad bf going
>all motivation lost
>walk back to my car and go home

It's fucking insane how there are men out there who get to enjoy the highest quality pussy in the market, yet I cant even get one to talk to me, this is why I do all my hiking during winter storms, literally 0 fucking normgrels to ruin my experience outside, yes the chances of me dying are pretty high but fuck, I rather die than have to be next to happy people.

yup yup yup yup

>>81740405 (OP)
why does stuff like that bother you so much? it doesn't change the end result of what you're doing.
go to movie -> enjoy movie
it seems simple

>>81740420
because up to this point men having sex with attractive women is something I only see online. So to me, this is something that doesn't actually happen in real life, just online, so when I see an attractive girl outside with a man it reminds me that I'm wrong and that attractive women actually let men fuck them and enjoy it, and I will never be a man that gets to do that because I'm ugly, then I get really sad and it ruins everything.

>>81740405 (OP)
Is dollmaxxing appealing to you? Your fixation seems to be only on slim white pussy and there's nothing wrong with that. There are loopholes