okay so
>be me
>gay boy, 18
>dating older robot (30)
>with him for a while
>he always plays with my nipples
>has been talking about how cute and small and feminine I am ever since we started dating about a year and a half ago
>sometimes he'll even suggest I take hrt
>he got me to grow out my hair
>I'm pretty sure he's put estrogen in my soda before. Don't really mind
>2 weeks ago
>he starts saying a lot of weird stuff about how his ex used to crossdress for him
>all of a sudden, boxes and I mean boxes, plural show up at our door.
>all in my name
>confused, I didn't order anything.
>open
>its all high quality cosplay and Lolita fashion.
>all very anime clothing
help!!! idk @~@

erroneous as well as homosexual

>>81741306
>erroneous as well as homosexual
should I wear the clothes for him? I'm thinking of also going on hrt. he really wants me to @~@

youre already a flaming homosexual so why would you be opposed to girls clothing

>>81741350
t-true... I kinda wanna. Some of these are really cute....

>>81741361
dude youre even stuttering in text
youre already feminized just do it

Please never post haibane renmei again and maybe kill yourself also. You have nothing in common with that character and nobody wants to associate her or her anime with your egotistic faggotry.

>>81741366
but it feels wrong >~>
I'm a boy!
I like it when he calls me a good girl and demeans my masculinity but thats besides the point!!!!

>>81741290 (OP)
Well what's the drawback to you going thru with it?

>>81741290 (OP)
foid hands typed this post

>>81741403
it is never a female, it is a gorillamode troon hon

>>81741383
my mom doesnt really approve of my boyfriend. its not even that im gay, just that he's a lot older and i was technically a minor when we met and still a minor when we started dating. I dont think she'd be happy if I became a girl.....

>>81741290 (OP)
imagine not being cute for your boyfriend. you dont deserve him.

nobody cares about what's yours groomer sponsor fetish is faggot.

>>81741543
hmmm well, you're right. I think im going to let him inject me with the estrogen tonight after I show off how I look on the clothes to him... I mean, I already promised I'd at least try them on for him...

>>81741290 (OP)
fake and really gay larp

>>81741421
wtf is a hon, like short for honey?

>>81741705
nona's just being mean, ignore her.
she's probably a seething transbian who doesnt even have a bf and is seething rn.

>>81741709
that's cool and all but what does hon mean cuz i see it used a lot to refer to transes but i can't figure out wtf it's supposed to mean

like are "gorillamode" and "troon" supposed to work as adjective with "hon" being the noun? what is a hon? or did they forget a comma and is "troon" the noun (so like "it is a gorillamode troon, hon" if hon is supposed to be short for honey)?

i know im autisticly overthinking this but if i don't figure this out i will be very sad and cry so explain or else you'll feel bad about making me cry, you don't want me to cry do you? so explain!

>>81741741
Hon = non passing ugly agp tranny

>>81741741
They're all just mean ways to refer to very Mannish trans women. nona's just being mean and calling me mannish

>>81741751
how da hell that make sense, did a new term get invented because tranny got reclaimed too hard? hon doesn't even stand for anything and isn't widespread enough for non-terminally-on-4chan to know about it

i give it a 2/10, the only weight the term hon carries is the tone and the context you place it in, it's like saying "smerpiderp" in place of an insult and roleplaying that it means something bad except "hon" has a slightly nicer ring to it but that's also not doing itself any favors for being an insult cuz it sounds lowkey kinda affectionate? cuz it's so close to honey it gives me a warm fuzzy feeling somehow

>>81741373
>>81741421
>>81741555
shut up smerpiderps! i hope you hold a hot potato a bit too long so you go "ow my hand that's hot"! also haibane renmei is part of trans culture so suck a cock

>>81741762
i'm sure you're already desensitised to this stuff but even so i'm sure you're plenty cute and feminine and will look adorable in the cosplay, i hope you enjoy yourself
but do be careful with the age gap though, i don't judge but 18 and 30 are in very different phases of life so be sure to advocate for yourself and your own needs and goals and values okay?

>>81741290 (OP)
>>81741322
you are living my dream.
I hate you.
enjoy it, have fun.

>>81741290 (OP)
Don't be mad. Buying your partner stuff is a way for him to connect and love you

HRT and estrogen are un needed and may negatively impact your sex drive. Just stick to cardio over strength training and keep to a strict diet

>>81741847
TY anon! I will

>>81741847
>haibane renmei is part of trans culture
Proof? Not everything is about you. I don't think there's a single anime with a focus on transgenderism.
You don't look anything like the characters as they're beautiful and 2D, while you're ugly and 3D and you also post here which probably means you are ugly as fuck. You probably look like pic rel.

>>81741847
Hon is southern slang for Honey and has been co opted by reddit fags

>>81741904
gay and fake weeb doesn't even know about Hourou Musuko aka Wandering Son, an anime with a HEAVY focus on the experience of Makoto figuring out their gender identity and the struggles that come with being a trans girl in a society that doesn't really (or half-heartedly) accept you,
and there's also takatsuki who's born female but ends up questioning her identity and the anime portrays that phase of questioning and experimenting and having doubts so well it's actually astounding!
wandering son is THE "trans anime" so the fact that you think "there's not a single anime with a focus on transgenderism" is incredibly retarded and uh you should commit seppuku desu yo, because this is straight up embarrassing... i wouldn't want to live if i was SO confidently SO wrong

ok but that's just one so let's keep this going! i WILL admit that there's not as many trans-focused anime as i would like, you kinda gotta know where to look for them and sometimes they're more trans-adjacent than anything else... but "anime with a trans character in it" is more common at least?

another obvious example is "senpai is an otokonoko", although one COULD argue that that's more focused on crossdressing than being trans but honestly, the concept of transgender is simply way different in Japan and the character in senpai is an otokonoko is essentially transgender, if they were western they'd be trans

i feel like i must also mention Stop!! Hibari-kun! simply because of how old it is, during its time there were actually quite a few anime series about gender like there's also ranma 1/2

not quite transgender but Princess Jellyfish is an anime that focuses on a drag queen teaching a nerdy introvert glasses-girl how to pick out gorgeous feminine outfits and how to dress herself and put more thoughts in what to wear, i liked it quite a bit actually! underrated anime

anyway so those are all anime that focus quite heavily on gender, as for haibane renmei a lot of transes like it so... ye lol

>>81741290 (OP)
Do you like the age gap gaynon