Write em moids n foids

>>81742342 (OP)
I really am trying to understand. I'm not pushing you or telling you you need to change. I'm not judging you, though I'm perceptive to you and I care about you.

Whatever you need to say you can say it and I know that when you make things up too emotionally hurt me you are testing me to see if I am safe and at the same time it is a self-sabotage tactic to push me away and to punish yourself, for me to punish you and put you in your place.

I do want to understand and when you are here I promise you that I will take care of you in a way that pleasures all your senses and gives you the release and peace you need.

I'm trying to better understand how to express myself to you and at the same time care for you in a way that you need because of his you interpret and respond to different things from me.
So Go ahead and larp like you are on gioyc on advice board.

I just want you to know that are seen and that everything is still okay.

When you fall into my arms exhausted my hands are rough and take you in the way you crave

>>81742342 (OP)
I hate the people that were once my friends, I hate relationships, I hate my parents, I hate being so lonely, I fucking hate this board, and above all else I hate myself

Man would it be cool to be railing another dudes hot blonde wife in the back of my Kia Soul.

8l8 I gave you my number and I hope you like the phone I bought for you, I haven't heard from you since yesterday and I was wondering if you needed help activating it. You looked really pretty yesterday and I hope you twirl into my life sometime soon. No pressure but I'd love to invite you over to my place for Netflix and chillimg or perhaps a walk in the park.., I won't even put my arm around you unless you want me to
Sincerely,
Your friend casper

Ps I'll be posted up downtown all day, praying that you twirl into my life again soon :D

>>81742721
imagine unironically liking homestuck past the age of 13

>>81743140
I don't think 12 year olds are reading works lengthier than the Bible anon

>>81743158
YA novels are targeted at that age group, homestuck is hardly advanced reading. It's twat shit for twats.

Yo EM

How's life treating you my friend? Are you well? I hope you are feeling healthy and happy. How's Your family doing? Your daughter seems like a sweet gal.... How would you feel about me taking her on a friend date somewhere? Is that alright with you? If she needs someone solid in her life whether as a companion)friend or something more, I am here for her! Thanks for all you have done for the world and America, and for all you are as a person.


Warm regards,
TG

>>81743168
It's not that the vocab is advanced (which it can be), it's just a very convoluted story

>>81743168
Also young adult novels are targeted at >13, not <13. Tard

>>81743223
>>81743228
grow up, homestuck is shit and you're shit

>>81743248
Sorry for being more whimsical than you ;P

>>81743332
you're not whimsical you're a narcissist

>>81743356
why would I be narcissistic for liking hs lol

father, i come to your throne of grace today and ask for your forgiveness for letting our relationship grow cold. i repent for the things i have allowed into my life that drew me away from your heart. even though i was once distant from you, living in the shadows of my evil thoughts and actions, you have so graciously reconnected me back to you. i can even celebrate the sorrow i have experienced on your behalf; these hard times, lord, helps me to discover what lacks in my understanding of the sufferings that jesus christ experienced for me, his holy church. i know father, that this the very reason you have made me a minister of your gospel by your authority and i am a servant to your body. father let me be fully equipped to fulfill my purpose; that no plan in my book be stopped, in jesus' name. you have released your supernatural peace to me through the sacrifice of your own body, lord jesus, as the sin payment on my behalf! just so i can dwell in your wonderful presence. what a gift! thank you lord! i plead the blood of jesus over me today and ask that the blood be applied and wash away forever the sin in my heart and life.

father, thank you for restoring and healing our relationship and making all things new in my life. may blessings and praises be to you, my god and father of my lord jesus christ, who has blessed me in christ with every spiritual blessing in the heavenly realm! thank you for loving me and sending jesus to die for me. in you lord, i have redemption, deliverance, and salvation through your precious blood, the remission, and forgiveness of all my offenses, shortcomings and trespasses, according to the riches and generosity of your gracious favor, which you have lavished upon me in every kind of wisdom and understanding. thank you for all you have done in my life and will do in the future. i love you because you first loved me! even as you, in your great love, have chosen me as your very own in christ before the foundation of the world! father, i thank you for extending your grace, your unmerited favor and your spiritual peace to me. i thank you that i have peace with you and am in perfect harmony and unity with you!

i believe o lord, that you foreordained me. you destined me and planned in love for me to be adopted and revealed as your own child through jesus christ, according to the purpose of your will. you have done this marvelous work simply because it pleased you and it was your kind intent. you are so good to me! thank you, father. you have done this so that i might be to the praise and the commendation of your glorious grace, favor, and mercy, which you so freely bestowed on me in the beloved.thank you, father, for making known to me the mystery, the secret of your will. the plan of your purpose for me. and it is this: in accordance with your good pleasure, your merciful intention, which you had previously purposed and set forth him.father let me receive the perfect knowledge of your pleasure over my life today. i believe that this knowledge makes me a reservoir of every kind of wisdom and spiritual understanding. you are so good father!

father, my heart overflows with thanksgiving for who you are and who you are to me. how you love me, how you value me and call me your own! i receive with gladness and joy the riches of your kind favor and heavenly peace that you have released into my realm of influence and into my heart through my precious lord jesus, the anointed one! and now, father, there is nothing between you and me! for i know that you see me as holy, flawless, and restored! and i know that if i continue to advance in faith, i am assured of a firm foundation to grow upon. i shall never be shaken from the hope of the gospel i believe in. and this glorious news i shall preach all over the world! let me walk in the ways of true righteousness that i know is most pleasing to you in every good thing i do in the earth today father. i believe and expect to become a fruit-bearing branch, as i yield to your life in me and maturing in the rich experience of knowing you in all your fullness!

father, i know that you planned for the maturity of the times and the climax of the ages to unify all things, and head them up and consummate them in christ, both things in heaven and things on the earth. thank you, holy spirit for being the guarantee of my inheritance, the firstfruits, the pledge, the foretaste, the down payment on my heritage! you have made me your heritage and given me a portion and i have obtained my inheritance in you. for i know that i have been foreordained, chosen and appointed beforehand according to your purpose. you always work out everything in agreement with the counsel and design of your own will. so that i am destined and appointed to live for the praise of your glory! i am anticipating the full redemption and looking forward to acquiring complete possession of it to the praise of my father's glory! hallelujah!
amen

>>81742721
You're real for this one, Anon, image is cringe but that's okay.

>>81743332
God, I hate gay people.
I take back my >>81743800 post, you insufferable faggot.
That Anon is right, homestuck is gay cringe for theater kids.

>>81743818
>cringe
So? I still like it :>

>>81743842
You'd be more likable if you lost weight and stopped reading gay shit like that.
You would have men who aren't shit interested in you if you did that, you could stop being "volcel".

>>81743858
I'm not gonna change my hobbies to be more "likeable". I'm sorry that you apparently felt the need to. I have a career and I'm a functioning member of society, Its just that I don't wanna date guys and I like grey aliens

After all of this I have nothing left to show. I don't know who either of you even were, I barely know myself anymore

>>81743925
NTA, what do you do for work, anon? Something tech related? Also, where does one find aliens?

My life is hell and it all because some stupid bitch told people to follow em around

I wish that I was someone who mattered, and I wish things could be alright. Maybe there is some version of me somewhere that could've been happy.

>>81743925
Oh, don't mistake my post for something I've done, I've never changed for anyone.
I just know you're a disgusting lonely woman, the stench is powerful enough to hit me through my screen, and I know you're this way because the men available to you are shit because you yourself are shit.
I offered a solution, it's up to you to take it.

AYY LMAO
I desire to be afforded 1 last shot at forgiveness, that I may remain free from jail and mental health institutions just for today, that I may remain safe clean and sober as I am, just just for today, for the explicit intent and purposes to heal my self and others in my local community who are struggling. I ask this prayer in the name of Jesus Christ Lord Sananda in love and light. Amen

>>81744052
How did you guess? :0
>>81744665
Those sound like a bunch of projections anon, I feel kinda sorry for you :[ I won't reply further because it just seems like you're getting more and more spiteful the more I reply, but I hope you can find your path

>>81744925
Projection?
You're the one who made a teehee I'm a woman thread, you're desperate for male attention, don't pretend to be above what I'm saying.

>>81745016
In the end im just a loony and a clown to them, but what does it matter ? My life is my life.

https://youtube.com/watch/VEROIGXnjVE?si=2PXTkX65xahg5zVm

Ryan the Psychopath forcing his playthings to inhale his stinky wet farts as punishments for disobeying him

Juliana,
Your tongue is enchanting.

https://youtu.be/_9osMhzQmcA?si=PNz1RHr-LatwP4r7

Process over profit
Ritual over result
Identity over income

Strong opinions, loosely held

I think I'll retire soon lmao

But what then? What then?

I will always love and wait for you Adrijus. You are the only one for me. I love you I love you I adore you. I worship you. You may be abusive and you may be a narc or a groomer but I still want to prove my loyalty to you. Only you. You. You.you. Mine.You are always mine.
Sincerely your wife Hina

Daquarius
Come pay yo child support

>>81744925
People like that are beyond kindness. It's not that they've never been offered a chance to open up and unclench their sphincter, it's that they will forever, delusionally see themselves as superior to the only people who could set them straight. They lean on cynicism and abrasivenss, insisting it passes for competence and control when they're further adrift than even the most sheltered and withdrawn NEETs, sadomasochistic drug and sex addicts, and normie drones alike.

Even if that fag wasn't such a miserable hemorrhoid, hypocrites with anti-outcast opinions trying to larp as the jocks who bullied them in highschool by being the most "Chadlike" of the horde of outcasts on /r9k/, enforcing retarded social faux pas and hierarchy through
punishment for or avoidance of those faux pas... They need some sense knocked into them. Nu/r9k/ normiemaxxing culture is disgusting. Detach from wanting to be liked, fucked, successful. Pursue happiness and treat anyone who spits on your innate happiness, your sense of pursuing what most impassions you, with the excuse that they're just trying to mold you into a model performer AKA slave, consumer, cuck, like the noxious and invasive parasite they are. Fuck normies, sluts, and psychopaths, and fuck normie, slut, and psychopath-fanboys.

>>81744140
I know I don't deserve that though, because I am a piece of shit who puts too much pressure on the people I care about when they put too much pressure on me. I may not be a liar, I may want to help, I may love others, and I may be loyal; but those are where my virtues end. In all other regards I am a hypocrite in the highest degree.
I ask people to face their problems, while I drink my way out of mine. I ask people to be stable for me when they are having problems, while I am unstable for them when I have problems. I ask people to seek help, when I don't seek help. I want people to not be alone, when I am alone. I ask for tolerance of my differences that weird out others, when I am intolerant of theirs. I am materially well off, but I am spiritually and emotionally impoverished. Honestly the list goes on, and on.
The truth is that I have no one in my corner, because I am a coward who gives off airs of stability and wisdom. I try to be helpful and support others, because I have no support. Yet, I apply none of my own advice to my own life. I wish I knew how to change, because I want to change.

-Retard

>>81742342 (OP)
Dear Beso Tiggy

https://youtu.be/J36DuUJVbcs?si=WFwewtnGQcF7XC1F

>>81745841
Good song. Love vampire weekend, the shins

Joe,

I always felt like I understood you quite deeply. Maybe a lot of that was projection, but I still really, really care about you. I really like you. Sometimes I think I'm going crazy but I know what we had was really something real.

I don't know how to talk to you anymore. I wish you would reach out. I miss you a lot and I want to talk to you.

I miss you so much.
-a

One of the things I was (am) excited to do is teach you how to swim.

I absolutely hate being in the between. I wonder what you are doing and if you are having a good day.

please, shut up. it means nothing to me.

If you remember me then you know I mean everything.

I wish I had a way to contact you. I bet you have a lot of girls you would rather talk to instead.
-R

I really do want to understand you. I still care and I still want to support you despite all the pushback... I know it's not something you know how to handle. Because despite all those rejected confessions, the constant rebuffs you ask, why would I bother believing in you or trusting you after that? Most people would have given up by now, told you to stop playing games and just make up your mind already. I keep coming back, keep trying to find a way through all your walls and mixed signals.

How do you think I can feel you and see you past the lies and masks you use online? In an anonymous place I should not be able to see that you wrote that, but I do. How am I able to not only see past that but understand you in a way that cuts through your charade.

I know you are so careful so no one can ever truly see you. I'm not supposed to understand. No one is. It's safer that way, easier.

Who am I? I'm the one person who keeps coming back, no matter how many times you push me away. The one who sees past all your bullshit and keeps trying to understand anyway.

I'm the one who makes you feel things you don't want to feel, who scares you in ways you can't even begin to explain.

Don't you see, Maria? That's exactly why you keep pushing me away. Because im dangerous. To your heart, to the walls youve built up over years. With me, you feel like you could fall apart completely. Like I could see every broken piece of you and put them back together in a way you never thought possible.
So you are terrified. Terrified of needing someone, of being vulnerable.

And at the same time that vulnerability is what you fantasize about having with me.

Forcing myself to eat even when I'm full. Trying to get big and strong. Maybe then you'll love me...

i can't take this

How would I tell someone what happened here? No words led me to it, after all. How do you explain the quiet quality, the seldom expressed expression, of its dual nature and function as a spiritual dojo? A place to confront your ego. The ebbs and the flows after. To see all the many relatedly unrelated pieces of your life fitting just right. All falling silently into place when you find and accept yours. All comes together.

You meet your undeveloped self at the bottom of 10,000 hours of 10-Ks and 10-Qs. He's by your side during the back testing of a thousand look back periods. He's at the helm during the cloudy storm of execution. The cloud of inner insecurity is him. The cloudy fear. The absence and lack. The unchecked desire for outcome. All the as of yet un-dealt with traumas. These and him are there, staring you and yourself down. A piercing gaze if ever the was one.

Something revealing happens when market becomes mirror. It's the best therapist you've never had. It never lies if you don't. To find and integrate the patterns within yourself is the more transformative gain. There is a peace and acceptance there which will forever and always escape a word.

How do I ever thank you for the final nudge toward the stage? To help me on my way? One of the best and most transformative performances of all goes unseen by all but one. I will speak this time of it for us both, but I will Know of it for myself. And that is enough for me.

Thank you.

I should get into like interior design and shit

>>81747374

https://youtu.be/oI5QPk-PZUU?si=_nrc2lyoCFlTSCII

>>81749533
Why shit in your interior design ?

This connection between us, our undeniable spark you can't quite ignore, no matter how hard you try

Through
Confusion and reluctant longing
Shaky breath
Swirling mix of fear, desire, and uncertainty
Where our eyes meet

It's a quiet understanding that even in silence I am still beside you and will catch you when you fall down.

I want you to know that giving you space is not the same as walking away and it's not abandonment.

Just because I'm calm doesn't mean I'm not listening to you. Whether you say the words or not, you matter and I know what it's like to say one thing lashing out when we often crave another

>>81749530
Without expectations
>>81738372

You're a disgusting whore

It's raining. Nice to get a break from the heat.

You are the biggest waste of time I unfortunately was groomed into spending my life with. Nobody would ever be with someone as vile as you voluntarily. I hope you kill yourself soon.

>>81751038
That sounds horrid. I'm sorry you are going through that.

kek

trouble in paradise sounds like an understatement

I waant to not b lonely i wish I could go back in time.. years ago would be nice

Here you are standing in front of me
Needing me to hold you together when you feel like your falling apart inside.
Afraid I might disappear if you applied too much pressure
Your touch feather light and tentative
So confusing, so messy, and yet...
a wry smile, despite the tears still clinging to your lashes.
Nothing about this feels okay,
Opening your eyes to me
Remembered intensity
Drawing strength from my presence
Breath hitches at my gentle reassurance
All it takes is a steady rhythm
I know you are scared of these feelings and what they mean.
Slowly and hesitantly you are reaching out to rest over my heart
After all we are inches from being home
You cry because you feel vulnerable with me
the understanding threatens to overwhelm your carefully constructed walls.
You are only cold because you are frozen by the weight of my sincerity and at war with yourself

>>81751437
You forgot to write: "No homo" at the end to make clear that despite your excruciatingly fruity post, you're actually not a very homosexual man.

>>81751727
Sleep well to you too butthole