I never thought it would come to this but I have started jerking off to anime lolis the more I use this website and the less I talk to people irl
I feel shit about myself

>>81749120 (OP)
Yeah, I find the more isolated I am the more degenerate my I become. Kind of just accepted that I'm a perverted weirdo at this point. At least I have it mostly under control.

Assuming you live near anyone, you can talk to people from here irl. They aren't likely to judge you for that.

>>81749199
I live in Europe not America sooo

>>81749120 (OP)
What's your favourite loli hentai?

>>81749120 (OP)
rope and die pedo

>>81749333
I dont have any specifically, I just browse /b/ for it
>>81749357
Thats mean

>>81749120 (OP)
why though, loli hentai is relatively tame and normal compared to other kinds of shit anons get up to

It's a drawing. Only hate yourself and do better if you start having those kinds of thoughts about actual children. Don't listen to the screaming moralfags that can't discern fiction from reality. But as for me personally I've been exclusively been masturbating to 2d for so long I don't even think about real people anymore.

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>>81749642
The issue is that Im not only attracted to just drawings but I try my hardest not to do anything wrong

>>81749668
Oh in that case I would feel bad about yourself. Stick to the drawings to quell your urges and never tell a single soul about it.

>>81749668
just admit to your desires and stop being shameful about it. shame and guilt is unironically a mental defect that will only make your life worse. stop being such a normalfag

>>81749550
>just browse /b/
Easter egg method, eh?
Very respectable, I dig pixiv for the most deranged artists I can find.

>>81749691
>>81749723
Im ashamed because I dont want to be a pedophile, I dont feel good. This doesnt spark joy or make me feel free or anti normie or whatever the fuck, I want to be normal
Total mental anguish rots my bones and dirties my blood

>>81750057
Yeah well faggots probably don't want to be faggots but they accept themselves eventually. You should too but just realise that touching a child for real is tantamount to ruining their life forever and you should be put into the ground for it. Accept your attraction and release it in ways that don't hurt anyone. And just FYI seeking out the real stuff online is hurting them since you're supporting that sick shit so just stick to 2d anon it's for the best.

Or reject yourself entirely and stay miserable up to you.

>>81750057
stop falling for the humanist trap. all humans are caged animals that cope with the deprivation of a natural environment by rerouting their desires into perverted fetishes among other things. its a result of a mind saturated with novelty and spectacle trying to grasp for an authentic emotion. unironically your disgust and shame for said attraction actually serves the opposite purpose and pulls you in harder. if you were indifferent towards it, it wouldnt occupy your mind as much and likely seize being stimulating

>>81750057
I bet you're not even cranking it to jcm2, what are you worrying about?