>>81754613 (OP)I'm not a tranny, even If I could right now transform into a cute girl with perfect female anatomy instead of an axe wound. I wouldn't do it.
My parents and friends and brother etc already know me as a dude and it would be weird and akward as hell to suddenly be a girl.
That being said, if I had the chance to have been retroactively always be born as a cute girl, I'd probably pick that option because being a cute female really is life on easy mode when it comes to basically everything involving interacting with other humans, society in general, getting a job, making friends, finding a partner, having a social support network to catch you if you're in trouble... all that stuff you just get by default as a fembot for the virtue of being a fembot.
And if I decide I don't actually like all the attention and I'm still a socially retarded introvert, I can still just chill in my mothers basement and be a neet without having to deal with male-female gender dynamics and just play vidya and watch animu all day. So practically the same life I have now is still possible, basically no difference to today, but If I ever wanted to actually NOT be an introverted autistic virgin "femcel" looser anymore, literally every door would be wide open for me with people welcoming me with open arms.