Hi anon! How have things been for you? How is the board doing...

>>81756851 (OP)
genuinely think i might have BPD now lol
the signs are too obvious

supposed to feel bad but i've got half a bottle of whiskey and techno blasting my ear drums and life is good :D

>>81756851 (OP)
>How have things been for you?
Worst nightmare from the deepest pit of hell.

>these fucking... post timers...

>>81756890
What makes you think you have BPD? did you act a certain way...
enjoy your night or day though anon, too bad i can't handle alcohol well or i'd crack open one for you.

>>81756899
elaborate?

>>81756930
oh, just general hyperactivity and idiotic risk-taking
i showed my dick to a girl today ^_^ she blocked me lol

>>81756943
not sure what to diagnose you with...
showing your dick to a girl... kind of scary, but ppl do it all the time i guess. crazy. was it unsolicited

>>81756930
>elaborate
I lost everyone in my life that I care about, and my life got completely rug pulled from under me. I also almost died recently and instead of the people closest to me being nice and supportive, they got annoyed at me and mocked me for almost dying. Then used that as a reason to avoid me or be meaner towards me. On the positive end some people I am not close to gave one platitude or two, and empty promises they didn't fulfill and frigged off. At least they tried unlike the people who are supposed to care though. There are also negative things being said about me based on absolutely nothing, or things completely stripped of their context. People instantly believe it because I am weird. So at this point I can't trust anyone, my life is ruined, and I don't really leave bed.

>>81756978
i dont do those kinds of thing usually so it bothers me
>unsolicited
sort of - she sent me a full-body pic with her clothes on, but she had all the right curves man
fucking hell, she's so hot its unreal

>>81756999
>I lost everyone in my life that I care about, and my life got completely rug pulled from under me.
Nooo, sorry about that anon :( i hate betrayals.
>I also almost died recently and instead of the people closest to me being nice and supportive, they got annoyed at me and mocked me for almost dying. Then used that as a reason to avoid me or be meaner towards me.
yep, not gonna lie, there are a lot of fake ass people out there. they say they care but they don't have the capacity or patience to. not that i don't understand why they would act like they care but not actually back up their words, but it just sucks you know?
>On the positive end some people I am not close to gave one platitude or two, and empty promises they didn't fulfill and frigged off. At least they tried unlike the people who are supposed to care though.
sometimes i would rather they just not say anything. I guess it feels nice to know that they tried, but... idk for some people platitudes just make them feel worse, it kind of confirms that they don't care. like "all you can say is some generic shit?"
>There are also negative things being said about me based on absolutely nothing, or things completely stripped of their context. People instantly believe it because I am weird. So at this point I can't trust anyone, my life is ruined, and I don't really leave bed.
I'm so so sorry about this, the situation you are in sounds really fucked up.

>>81757026
i mean did she explicitly ask for a dick pic...??
how did you meet this girl?

it's all shit i'm just existing

>>81757080
>ask for it
of course not lol
thats why i said i dont do these things usually

i just get hornier when i'm "manic"

>>81757080
>>81757090
>meet
oh she's a fembot
you might've seen her around actually, such a board slut
gives out her socials to just about anyone

>>81757089
is work tough? just grinding it out? :(

>>81757099
yeah i was thinking that she sounded familiar lol

>>81757080
>I guess it feels nice to know that they tried
Honestly it does, they know next to nothing about me so that's really all they could do. The empty promise from one person wasn't very nice though, because I waited for it and they didn't do it. I know they meant well though. What hurts about it all is that people who barely know me are kinder than someone I have gotten close to over a few years, and was about to marry. It's also disheartening someone whose known me so long instantly assumes bad things about me, or pushed me to get worse when I felt awful and needed someone to talk to.

>>81756851 (OP)
My threads are doing iron man numbers I dont even care no more

>>81757112
well the boat's sailed and i'm still horny
if i could afford it, i'd drive over to a hooker by now...

>>81757135
>and was about to marry.
i wonder what the story is here... if you're comfortable with it i'd like to hear.
it sounds like... one of those cases, i don't know how to say it. but my heart breaks for you anon. this stuff sucks.

>>81757165
iron man numbers...??

>>81757181
good luck anon...
wait this is a weird question but are you a virgin?

>>81757227
yesn't
i've gotten blowjobs and handjobs but benis in bagina eludes me

>>81757260
its like limbo virginity or something.
i'm just wondering, are you sure you wanna lose your virginity to a prostitute? maybe it doesn't matter for you idk.

>>81757270
it doesnt matter anymore
none of this matters

>>81756851 (OP)
hello mio anon. hope you've been doing good. the board is indeed not doing good. it is what it is

>>81756851 (OP)
Ive been monitoring the guy approaching a new woman daily threads and noticed his posts stopped abruptly after day 8/365. Its horribly depressing but a sign hes been dragged off by the cops from whatever he did on day 9 just like I was suspecting would happen. If not hes locked up somewhere getting tuned up by simps masquerading as mall security or something. So pretty fucking demoralized all things considered

>>81757359
ah ok. :(

>>81757383
omigosh hiiii hutaoanon!!! how are you!!!
yeah the board somehow seems worse than before. i keep telling myself it can't get worse and somehow it always does.
how are the taking it easy threads? i saw that you guys became a general now.

>>81757426
can you send me a link to those threads?? i have not heard of him before. i would like to give his threads a read.
yeah a bit depressing if he actually got locked up :(

>>81757434
im doing eh...
>the board somehow seems worse than before
i think its pretty much the norm unfortunately. i wonder how this website is gonna look like in a few years.
>how are the taking it easy threads?
i dunno, i havent posted in a while. last time i checked a few new anons joined, including the "kind of night" poster
>a general
...not a fan personally

>>81756851 (OP)
what are YOU doing here, huh?
Did your GF get sick of your normoid ass and dump you?
Now you've come crawling back to us...

>>81757182
>i wonder what the story is here
We were engaged, they one day said that they no longer wished to participate in the world due to some health issues they had so broke it off. Immediately after they became apathetic and uncaring.
Like me they suffer from some mental illnesses, and specifically theirs cause them to randomly ghost and come back often when they get anxious or often think I'll leave or some sort of imaginary harm will come to them. However this is quite beyond the pale and bizarre even for them, so it makes me extremely worried. The reasoning they gave and their actions are bizarre and unbelievable honestly, but I never could find out more other than they betrayed our future to focus on suffering.
Trying to pry more into it, resolve the situation in multiple different ways, and offer support resulted in severe depressive episodes for me. Me becoming depressed and coping unhealthily caused them to become crueller and colder towards me, and then view me as some hostile threat until they left. It doesn't help that since the reason is so bizarre, and the situation is so abnormal people are assuming awful things about me. When what was said is the truth of it.

>>81756851 (OP)
been doing drugs and talking to strangers online. i got a job in construction which is cool

>>81757452
>>81723081
Heres day 7, search the archive of your choice for the other days

>>81757700
>drugs
>construction
It's funny how many people in construction do drugs.

>>81756851 (OP)
Horrible. Still depressed after a breakup that happened 2 months ago. Trapped living at home with strict parents who will not let me date.

Uhhhh... why does the system think my post is spam??

>>81757540
>"kind of night" poster
Ooh, i must take a look at the soonest possible opportunity!
>...not a fan personally
Feels a bit less comfy i suppose.
>im doing eh...
That's not the best, i hope things improve for you. anything in particular got you down?

>>81757593
Gf? what gf?
I never really left... just took a break. i'm here forever or something idk.

>>81757609
I'm sorry, that situation seems so complex anon. you need a break from from all of this. please take some time to yourself to heal...
I hope you find some real friends who won't betray you.

>>81757700
Hmmm very based, i hope the strangers are cool. what drugs you doing?
Construction sounds tough...

>>81757930
Thanks anon!

>>81758158
Construction, restaurants... tough jobs require tough copes i suppose

>>81758326
I'm sorry anon. 2 months isn't a long time, it might take a realy long time for you to feel better. How were you dating if your parents won't let you date? Sorry about the strict parents though, it really sucks, feels like your life is caged.

>>81758347
Online dating parents were mad I was groomed by an abusive woman online even though I am an adult. Because I have autism they are very protective. I just wish I had friends. 4chan is keeping me from attempting suicide again at least.

>>81756851 (OP)
Things have not been great as I am still looking to put me peener en teh vageener

Mio, you raped me..and yet you're still making threads

YOU RAPED ME!

>>81756851 (OP)
Hi mio hope you have been well. Have you tried anymore experiments with integr a ting urself amongst the normie population undetected? I'm still content with not leaving the house

>>81758336
>Ooh, i must take a look at the soonest possible opportunity!
im sure the other anons will be pleased to see you again
>Feels a bit less comfy i suppose.
yeah...
>anything in particular got you down?
i wouldnt say there's something in particular. just life. thare has been a recurrent issue that makes it more unbearable than the usual but i'd rather not talk about it. what have you been up to?

>>81756851 (OP)
how are you doing poopster

>>81759227
more like, rapeposter
CAPTCHA: 0RGAY

>>81758336
>Gf? what gf?
I recall reading posts from you talking about being in love with a foid.
It might've been an "edating" type situation.

You were bragging about how nice it felt to love a foid, I'm sure I remember it.

>>81756851 (OP)
They are not good but maybe they will get better now, I realized that my old ps3 still works so now it's just a matter of installing the shit update before being able to play some gta 5 and 4, besides that i'm gonna have a bad time in the next couple days cuz I decided not to fuck my system up for a bit

I am a virgin girl who had a boyfriend once and now I go here to get suicide ideas how is your day? Any easy ways to hurt myself without my family noticing? After all my ex and only friend will never come back to me.

>>81759964
Why won't they come back to you?

>>81759989
They dumped me twice and blocked me due to their new younger gf. I am unlovable and deserve to die. They were the one person who made me happy.

>>81756851 (OP)
Sex with Mio!

>>81760001
I am sorry to hear that, that's awful.

>>81759964
Don't do it bro, there's a lady I love out there who hates my guts and I have no idea how to find someone who likes me but I'll be damned if we give up the ghost now. Life is fickle, painful, and most importantly fleeting. Don't worry about finding the exit door as it's already looking into finding you and dear god if you actually are a woman just keep going, some dude will LITERALLY fall into your lap so just.... fucking keep on you know? Fuck that was dumb but we gotta keep going yo.

>>81756851 (OP)
MIO I MISSED YOU

>>81760062
No he's mine!
>>81758558
I want Mio to rape me