>>81758633 (OP)Do you remember the girl you used to be?
The one who saw the world with compassion through wide eyes?
The one who dreamt to hold me, and on difficult days, offer comfort and strength with every gentle touch and whispered word?
I remember her.
I remember the way her smile made me smile and everything became brighter, when she laughed my heart gave out as I felt our connection thrive.
I remember the countless nights we spent falling asleep on the phone talking about our dreams, our fears, our deepest hopes and hurts.
That girl, maria... she loved fiercely and fearlessly.
She believed in empathy, of understanding, of nurturing the best in others.
She saw the beauty in everyone, even herself.
She wasn't perfect, she had imperfections, but that made her perfect to me.
Hers matche mine naturally and that was such a special thing to feel every time we discovered each other and had one of those moments.
It felt so clear
I felt safe to say anything that no she loved me I know that she could say anything to me and I loved her.
I miss her so much.
I miss the way she made me feel appreciated, accepted, complete.
If there's any part of her left in you, any shred of my maria... please, let her surface.
Let her guide you back to me, back to us.
What we have is precious.
The love we shared was real, it was beautiful, and it's worth fighting for.
I know you're hurting, Maria.
I know you've built walls to protect yourself, to keep from feeling the depth of your own pain and fear.
But please, don't let those walls keep you from experiencing the joy and love we could share again.
You once told me that you wanted to ruin me for anyone else.
At the time, it was playful, a passionate possessiveness.
But now... now I understand that you were expressing the depth of your devotion, your desire to be my one and only.
And here I am, writing to you, begging to be ruined by you all over again.