Just felt like talking about this shitty ass contamination fear

>get covid
>"eh, who cares? ...wait, the dad has a shitty health, the mom can contaminate the dad...it can be dangerous!"
>start having a fear of getting sick and contaminating them ever since
>buy tons of rubbing alcohol, hand sanitizer, bars of soap, disinfecting wipes...
>start getting paranoid, unsure of what I did: "did I touch this bag? what if some psycho cut off a head and hid it in there? what do I risk!?"
>overwash my hands, damage my skin barrier, relationship with family and friends, waste money and opportunities because "what if going out I get contaminated?"
>paranoia, OCD, alcoholism, severe anxiety
>the psych clinic will probably let me in in maybe 2 weeks or so
Anyone knows that feel?