Might go on vacation in october to a country where prostitution is legal to lose my virginity. How do I deal with performance anxiety that makes my member not want to go up? I don't want to embarrass myself in front of a prost of all people.

I hope there is a misunderstanding and they accidentally peg you

Take viagra or something, if youre worrying about it now youll definitely stay soft when its actually happening

Performance anxiety is a bitch. Yeah, I guess pop a viagra and have a few drinks to loosen up.
Sadly, for me escorts did not work so well. I feel to feel truly desired to get aroused. And that will never happen.