Thread 81774344

I hate my life, I will never find a girl better than her, what's the point in living anymore

What's so good about her anyways

>>81774344 (OP)
How about you ask her out on a date and after the date is over you rape

>>81774344 (OP)
You attract and fuck someone who can exceed the physical by a large margin and fuck their brains out enough to distract from the emotional loss. How you love her is something you will have to carry.

>>81774344 (OP)
who's "her"?
>>81774927
tripfags and dogshit posts go hand in hand

>>81774846
uhhh where do I even begin, it was the first girl I was able to bond with and we were so similar in many ways and talking to her was so easy we would talk for hours and I would never get tired and she made me feel loved
>>81774936
I never know what mike is talking about he always comes into my threads and says some schizo shit

>>81774344 (OP)
the fruits of self-discovery are more permanent than those of shitty relationships

>>81774943
>we talked
>she made me feel loved
I talk everyday. What's so special about that?

>>81774344 (OP)
What the fuck is that? Fempedo ntr?

>>81774943
Can you at least give a physical description so we can judge if she is worth the pain?

>>81774967
I'm betting three months of janny salary that it was an internet-only friendship

>>81774964
it's victory gundam

>>81774967
she wasn't fat if that's what you're asking

>>81774344 (OP)
I was afraid of committing, sperged out and pushed away a girl who wanted a relationship, know that feel bad. Don't know if she's moved on yet and it's terrifying.
Waited almost 2 weeks now for her respond to my message requests so I can apologize but she just, hasn't come online.
Worried something happened to her or she somehow found a better person in a few months even though I was practically her ideal (minus my mindset being fucked up)

>>81775093
yeah I'm afraid my gf found someone better
either that or she killed herself, I really hope she didn't kill herself....

>>81775022
Oh boy at least say how she look like, general description eyes hair color? Something???

>>81775120
she was dirt blonde, blue eyes, why does it matter?

>>81775151
Ah not me, I was very worried thinking you were talking about me

>>81775168
???
I called her, miss

>>81775168
did you recently abandoned your bf or something?

>>81775173
What does that mean?
>>81775193
No, i was the abandoned one, he told me he left me for my own good so I'm coping thinking he still thinks about me

>>81775261
>What does that mean?
ok you are not her, I just wanted to make sure hehe, she told me to call her that btw
>No, i was the abandoned one, he told me he left me for my own good so I'm coping thinking he still thinks about me
oh yeah I know that feeling, except my gf didn't say anything when she left :( it's been 3 months but it still hurts

>>81775093
Screw it, just in case she's ITT but hasn't checked her inboxes for some reason, I did my best to draw her from memory. Kinda generic but also I don't wanna just keep it to myself.

>>81775431
doesn't really look like a girl

>>81774344 (OP)
all the girls in V Gundam sucked, you dodged a bullet

>>81774344 (OP)
You should be happy with a hobby incel.

>>81775436
hamman is the best gundam girl

>>81775442
am I....an incel?
I don't really hate women though and I've had other gfs before

>>81775431
dam, if you're going to 5yr old in ms paint it, then at least make the pose neutral

>>81775452
>am I an incel
you're a person who gives a shit about that for some dumb reason

>>81775484
I'm not sure I understand what you mean

>>81775579
Then explain. Now, as I see it, you're making a post about a loosely understood word.

>>81775592
explain what? you are the one calling me an incel,

>>81775633
Not that anon. My reply string started here >>81775484. Price we pay for no thread-wide IDs

>>81774344 (OP)
Did covid also fuck it up for you? I'm still not over her

>had a great relationship with someone but it has ended
I have no sympathy for normalfags

>>81775661
no, it was more recent, covid was years ago man (wow time flies)
>>81775678
neither of us were normalfags far from it

>>81775717
>neither of us were normalfags
I once heard some girl saying she's not a normalfag, because she doesn't like partying. If you managed to have a relationship with a girl then you have no reason to complain

>>81775759
but the relationship ended :(
that's reason enough to complain
still not a normalfag

>>81775781
you got shit and you're sad because you did not get more shit
meanwhile you could be fine with getting no shit in the first place
social people would be deviants, if they weren't natural in the first place

>>81775808
I was very happy of course I want to keep being happy.

>>81775845
You don't need a girl for that

>>81775717
>had a gf
>covid was years ago
>neither of us are normalfags
you're an 18 year old normalfag, just shut up

>>81775866
what does it cost you to have empathy? ;_; you're in the same place

>>81775863
yes I do because I'm pathetic like that
>>81775866
wow your reading comprehension is fucking terrible mate, I'm not an 18 year old and my break up was 3 months ago

>>81775936
why do you need a girlfriend?

>>81775959
because I'm lonely, I want someone who loves me, you don't get this kind of thing from friends, not that I have any

>>81775970
Why do you need someone to love you?

>>81775976
because nobody loves me, my parents didn't love me and after experiencing being loved for the first time I need more!

y-you are trolling me aren't you?

>>81775991
Asking question because I do not understand something is trolling?
I feel fine on my own now (and I somewhat affectionately hugged a girl around a year ago) so I struggle to understand what's the deal about.

>>81776036
oh sorry sorry, you never know in a place like this.
but I mean a hug is different from having an actual gf, honestly I used to think like you before I met her, I was perfectly fine being by myself then I met her and realized I was missing something big in my life, sigh I will never be happy again

>>81776065
>sigh
now I'm the one to feel like you're starting some shit, but I'll just pretend you're just a newfag
anyway, the question still stands, what's so great about being loved?

>>81776082
no I'm not a newfag and I'm not starting shit, sorry
>what's so great about being loved?
I don't know how to explain it man, but it made me happy, everybody wants to be happy right?

>>81776113
>sorry
whatever
>but it made me happy
questionable, if you can't explain it in any way then you might as well be mistaken about the whole thing

>>81776138
maybe you're right, maybe not, who the fuck knows anymore?

>>81776168
I can only make guesses about your mental state. However, you're not going to move on yourself if you refuse to ask questions.

>>81775299
Is have been 7 months it will always hurt anon, good luck

>>81776218
my mental health is....bad right now. but I guess you are right about the whole asking questions thing,
>>81776235
shit.... I can't take it anymore

>>81776253
Now that I think of it. What was she, personality-wise? It's an anonymous forum by the way.

>>81776293
I know it's an anonymous forum but she browses this board...what if she sees this?

>>81776350
>*vague description of her personality and how it made you feel*
Entirety of the (small) female population of this is going to think you're talking about them. Besides, why would she do anything if you described a unspecific person on an anonymous forum.
I'm a asking about her because I'm curious what I'm missing wirh not bothering with girls.

>>81776378
I'm a dumbass and I feel like I will end up doxxing her somehow...
but uh I can try I guess, she was very clingy (and so am I) and I loved that about her, she was always telling me how obsessed she was with me (I'm still not sure what made her hate me all of a sudden) mmmmm she wasn't outgoing... I don't know to describe personalities now that I think about it, you are asking the wrong person anon, I mean you don't care about girls anyway so I guess it doesn't really matter

is Victory Gundam the ultimate sign someone is a giant sod?

>>81776408
>you don't care about girls
I am curious. That's why I've asked.
>I can try I guess
So the main reason you like her was because she liked you back? That's all?
>>81776411
mecha and gundams are the homosexualiest shit about weeb media
just like wh 40k in western media

>>81776442
>So the main reason you like her was because she liked you back? That's all?
it wasn't just that, ugh I'm sorry I'm too dumb to put it into words.
>mecha and gundams are the homosexualiest shit about weeb media
hey! armored trooper votoms is mecha and that was anything but homosexual

>>81776442
>just like wh 40k in western media
whoa, you can't hate what i like. because i only like good stuff.

>>81776473
>i can't explain why I loved someone
dam, no wonder people consider that "love" thing to be a mental defect
>armored trooper votoms
I'm /his/ guy when it comes to military stuff. I don't like when shit look too made-up.

>>81776523
it's not a mental defect I just...I know why I loved her I just don't feel comfortable talking about it even if this is all anonymous.
>I'm /his/ guy when it comes to military stuff. I don't like when shit look too made-up.
I mean I do like gundam but only up to cca victory gundam was meh.

>>81776560
>I don't feel comfortable
dishonesty or what? and I don't mean that you're dishonest towards me (it's possible, you could be making the whole scenario up), but towards yourself
is that "I know why I loved her" anything specific that you can describe with words or only vague ideas?

>>81776601
no I know exactly why I loved her it's just that.. idk it feels way too personal and it would bother me a lot if you made fun of me so I don't want to risk it, like usually I don't give a shit about people making fun of me on the internet but this would hurt because more than likely you wouldn't get it

>>81776655
I see. I don't. You don't mind being made fun of but you do mind that I'll likely won't get it and supposedly make fun of you? I am not intending to be mean, while trying to understand the mental state of someone in love. Any snarky comment I've made so far is not really that snarky.

>>81776700
I know your comments haven't been that snarky but still.
and I mean technically I'm not in love anymore I'm heartbroken (though I do still love her and miss her so I guess technically I'm still in love?) I'm a mess right now, I'm sorry anon

>>81776748
>technically I'm not in love anymore I'm heartbroken
these are not really technical terms, I guess you do have some sentiment
anyway, you sound lile someone with absolutely different mentallity than me (I was heartbroken in the past, I think? but it was more like slowly getting tired of a girl, than one big event), so I'm curious about how other people see these topics

>>81776788
maybe it would've been different if I had gotten tired of her but I still loved her very much so for me this was a big deal

>>81776795
That was most probably a worthless exchange between us, but have a nice day anyway. Play some vidya, crack a cold one. Can't think about bitchess all the time, especially if there are no bitches around.

>>81776827
yeah pretty worthless but it was nice to have someone to talk to regardless, and I don't think about her as much anymore but uh today I was thinking about her a lot

yeah I'll go play some videogames, have a nice day anon

>>81774344 (OP)
Was she a fembot? If so, she probably didn't take you seriously in the first place.

>>81774344 (OP)
Yeah I know how you feel. I have a bit of an urge to reorganize my entire life around making it more likely I reunite with her. Convert to Christianity, take the same career path etc.

>>81776939
>Convert to Christianity
what the fuck?

>>81776962
>what the fuck?
What's the issue?

>>81777060
itching dick is retarded reason to change the religion, unless you just meant pretending to convert

>>81777076
I wouldn't call it itching dick, she's not even any good at sex. She's emotionally irreplaceable to me.

>>81777092
that's what people call itching di-
>had sex
NORMIES RAUS OUT OF MY BOARD

>>81777158
I didn't cum so it doesn't count, I'm truecel.

>>81777170
you came when your nigger father raped her anushole

>>81777198
you sound jealous :3

>>81774344 (OP)
true please kys and stop making such retarded threads

>>81775299
You didn't make ANY move leading to you meeting up. Then, if all went well, you could plan living together. But instead, you're an afraid little boy who seeks female attention but is deathly afraid of showing any kind of commitment himself except sitting on the Internet and sending dumb "lmao xD" messages. Basically, you got what you wanted. She realized her relationship with you won't go anywhere due to your inherent weakness and fear, so she just ghosted you.

>>81775976
His ego needs constant validation, otherwise he falls into depression. No girl is going to be into that. You seriously need to grow up and stop immersing yourself in female-like super emotional states.

>>81777601
you're wrong I wasn't afraid of showing any commitment

neat, my thread is still up