When people get mad at you for being slow it really hurts
>>81774855 (OP)Most people are really slow and take forever to pick up on things, it's okay.
>>81774855 (OP)I'm dumb and slow as heck, sometimes I can see the disappointment or resignation in the people who try to help me. That look kills me.
what happened, OP? what are you trying to do or learn?
>>81774855 (OP)I do my best to be patient. I only really get mad whenever someone is at fault for taking too long. But I don't have any outbursts or anything.