I thought I was larping but it turn out I was begin myself

>>81775948 (OP)
Some LARPs have to make you think:
>why would someone LARP as this and what does it mean for the real person
And from there you discover the real motivations
Most normal people don't LARP as something else for no reason

>>81775948 (OP)
>being myself means being a hateful fuck who's only motivation in life is to use people for my personal gain whether it be money or sex
finally realized it while i self-reflected on how i played vidya; i'm almost always an opportunistic fuck and i genuinely dont know how i'm supposed to feel about that