daily humiliation ritual to start the day

>>81777905 (OP)
Is that square pill a muscle relaxer?

>>81777905 (OP)
Every white woman's breakfast.

>>81777905 (OP)
your pills aint shit
30mg vyvanse + 10mg dexedrine + 5mg teva-busiphrone + vitamins that's where its at :po

>>81777929
Breakfast, lunch, and dinner

I don't take any pills OP but I think I somehow developed type 1 diabetes recently since I have most all of the symptoms, real bad luck

>>81777943
No benzodiazepines? Lame

>>81777943
also forgot to mention 25mg IR seroquil for night I might have to go back to 50mg XR but I hate that shit lmao also I have 200mg caffeine pills for the especially long days...

>>81777949
Developing type 1 is rare, you usually have it from childhood, it's probabpy type 2.

>>81777958
I weigh 120 pounds (was 140 before my weight started dropping without trying) and have kept in good shape/didn't eat like garbage, so probably not.

>>81777952
I used to have a valium prescription and I was given like 4 per day in the psych ward after my assault I asked my psychiatrist for like 5 advan a month but probably not gonna get it and desu I probably don't want it :p that shit fries your brain and you can kill yourself with it super easily

Benzos are just fucked basically opioid tier Jordan Peterson got fried off it and look at him :)

>>81777970
They aren't great but I can't stop my Klonopin. I will 100% kill myself if I do.

>>81777965
Nigga go to the hospital emergency room rn and get some fucking insulin diabetes is no joke if you become anemic and live alone you can die in literally weeks

Please. You have to take it seriously.

>>81777976
Fair. That's a lot of people. It's not bad just don't trifle with them take your prescribed dose do not go cold turkey long-term though I think it would be a good idea to ask your doc about slowly weaning off of it. Do not drink with benzos you will instantly die and also...my gf tried to kill herself like 7 times using benzos + alcohol + tylenol if you have BPD or are suicidal its really unsafe to have...its like suicidal people having a loaded gun in their house.

>>81777996
I've drank alcohol with it several times now and it just makes me more sleepy. Unfortunately no death here with it but I only drink enough to get drunk, not over drink if that makes sense

>>81777949
>>81777965

Brother you need to see a real doctor and get diagnosed.

Your either have type 1 (genetic, can't do shit about it) that needs to be treated or you're cutting your life short.

Or you have a thyroid problem.

>>81777905 (OP)
>>81777943
>>81777946
stop taking pills and just have a cup of coffee, it's a game changer

>>81777965
Just get a blood test. you didnt get type 1 diabetes

>>81777905 (OP)
The only pill I have to take is vitamin D because apparently living like a vampire that avoids the sun means your vitamin D goes to the floor. But ive gotten back to normal with those.

>>81777943
this is just a normal adhd diagnosis treatment nigga

>>81777905 (OP)
having to take pills every day seems like you fucked up somewhere

>>81778142
Vitamin D doesn't help the most important part: thyroid issues. You can look up how midnight shifters have a way higher rate of developing hypothryoidism, which pretty much wrecks your entire body unless you get on a thyroid medication like levethyroxine.

>>81778071
I used to self medicate with caffeine (especially caffeine pills xD) it's not bad but its honestly more damaging than amphetamines the withdrawal hits faster and stronger too nigga you are speaking to a veteran

>>81778182
Im not a midnight shifter and sleep well though. I just avoid the sun. It burns.

>>81777946
Nice nails. Your hands remind me of my mom.

>>81778260
Is that a good thing anon?

Most of it is supplements. What I am prescribed thst's in there:
>Lamictal 100mg
>Adderall 10mg
And the other med (the square one):
>Famotidine 20mg

Night time not pictured is judt a sleep med stack:
>Vistaril 50mg
>Melatonin 5mg
>Magnesium Glycinate 200mg
And again Lamictal 100mg.

I'm also on Klonopin .5mg for panic attacks and Lunesta 1mg for when I haven't sleep for 2 days, though I hardly use it since I sleep well.

>>81778292
Crap, forgot the picture. I can tell when the adderall wears off

>>81778287
Absolutetly. I love my mom very much. More than anything.

>>81778292
>>81778294
And pic is my Klonopin.

>>81778295
Thank you then, anon

>>81778305
Are you in the UK? mine come in a bottle

>>81778328
Of course. I hope you have a good day.

>>81778337
No. US. They're blister packs which were put in a bottle (top right is the bottle.) I only get prescribed 15 at a time. When I run out, that's when my psych will refill it. I rarely have panic attacks anymore so it's rare that I take it. This was prescribed September last year.

>>81778368
You too, friend!

>>81778369
Oh, I take mine scheduled. 0.5 morning and afternoon and 1 mg at night

>>81778393
You take it daily? I worry about the tolerance build from it. I don't even take my Adderall constantly for that reason unless I need to focus on a task like at work, cleaning the home, or wanting to read a book. Fuck I hate ADHD.

>>81778418
I do, but I'm starting to think it's not helping and maybe I need to cut it out to as needed but I'm scared of doing that because I'm still in a bad place mentally

>>81777970
>Benzos
Everyone looks at the train wrecks that follow benzo use. What they don't consider is the possibility it wasn't the benzos that did the real damage, but instead the underlying condition that led to the benzo use.

>>81777946
>Jewish cereal

>>81778436
You maybe developing a tolerance if you feel like it's not working. Or maybe it's working so well you don't notice it working. It wouldn't hurt to ask whoever is prescribing it to you about it. To me, it doesn't hurt if you are taking it as prescribed and it's still helping. One of my parents just got prescribed Primidone and is worried about it. They are taking it as prescribed and isn't having any issues with it, so I don't see the reason why they are really hung up about it.

Anyways, break is over. I hate wagecucking. Maybe I wouldn't need as many meds if I didn't have to.

>>81778478
Have a good day at work, anon!