Thread 81779098

I don't give a fuck about being popular or getting normie women at this point. My main objective is to autismaxx for my own happiness while spiting normie scum.
I will NOT mask
I will NOT engage in small talk
I will NOT look you in the eye
I will NOT keep up with the latest fashion and trends
I WILL stim and fidget in public
I WILL infodump about special interests
I WILL walk on my toes
I WILL speak in a flat affect
I WILL have meltdowns whenever I am inconvenienced by normies in the slightest
I WILL be my authentic self and you WILL put up with it

>>81779098 (OP)
You have my support. Fuck normans

>>81779098 (OP)
I'm right there with you brother!
Sadly I've gone crazy and schizoid so in certain ways I'm more social...
But I be tweakin.
Sneak and geek

>>81779098 (OP)
Fuck normies with their absolute inability to do high quality work and then get pissy when you improve the process in a way that the same error don't happen again. Low-IQ normies are the fucking worst. They don't respect themselves, their craft and their colleagues enough to keep the quality of their work up (i.e. throw it over the wall) and then get a hissy-fit when asked why they aren't able to check their own output so the next team doesn't have to run into problems due to their negligence.
I mean, how hard is it to machine the parts to spec? Is he really expecting me to suck his cock for him to do his fucking job? I hope that useless boomer retires so we can hire someone who's good at his job. He can't machine for shit and then hides the crap parts in the bottom of the stack and we constantly run into parts that are supposed to be checked to be in spec but no, he can't fucking read or is too good to check his own work. More fun for the team that comes after him, eh? Fucking useless boomer.

>>81779098 (OP)
Same thing, As soon as I stopped giving a shit about normie accomplishments I became free.
I accomplished a lot for a sperg, had a group of friends, had a gf for a month, but it all doesn't matter, I was unmasked with that gf because I thought I could trust her, but nope, I forgot that people don't like autists on a subconscious level.
I was way too depressed to function and guess what?
Those friends abandoned me too like all other friends I have made in the past

>>81779098 (OP)
Absolutely based.
I love being a NEET shut-in, but I still wish I could have sex, even if it's with an old one.

>>81779098 (OP)
>you WILL put up with it
No one will, you'll be ignored or at best ridiculized and then come cry about it here.

>>81779774
found the norman

>>81779473
Your so quirky and unique and definitely don't look like a edgy teenager going through a emo phase

>>81779098 (OP)
You know if you have some of that wine your autism will go away automatically

>>81779098 (OP)
I support your endeavors against the normoids.

>>81779098 (OP)
Wow, anon, I don't know what to say except 'based'

>>81779098 (OP)
I don't even know how to be myself at this point. There's just the mask. I don't want to look like a freak. But keeping up with normies is such a struggle. I can do okay if I'm used to specific people. But there's been so many new people at work lately that I'm starting to have trouble managing. Starting to shut down. Having trouble managing small talk and making eye contact. Then I can't even relax on the weekend. My step mom has this air humidifier that she fills with like fabric softener because she says it makes the house smell better. It's so awful. I can turn it off during the week because they're usually gone but they leave it on all weekend and don't want me turning it off. Even though I've told them how much it bothers me. They don't care. I've just been miserable lately.

>>81780204
>fabric softener
I use essential oils for deodorizing air

>>81779098 (OP)
yeah I used to try and avoid this shit, but as I get older, I do not really care at all. Turns out no one else cares what you do and that most normies are more insane than I am.

>>81780690
Based, being a hardcore people pleaser seems like a canon event for autists, and you learn to not give a fuck later.
I'm not even a "Bad" person, but if other people hate me subconsciously unless I micromanage every aspect of myself, then they can fuck off, they don't deserve my kindness.

>>81780204
>>81780666
Then 81780204 can try switching the fabric softener with essential oils instead, it might be more manageable and might change their mind into using that instead.
They won't stop using the fabric softener so the best thing you can do is manipulate them into using something better for both of you.

>>81780146
>you WILL damage your brain and liver to appease fickle normies
Nah, I'm good

>>81781071
They don't care, anon. They have no interest in making things easier for me.

>>81781495
Oh, I forgot to clarify that you should act on your own with this.
don't ask them, don't try convincing them, just do it and see what happens.
Worst case scenario they get mad but It's not a deep enough issue for them to kick you out or whatever.
If that doesn't work you can always tamper with the humidifier so it breaks, take it apart, fuck up a wire, and put it back together.
If they can't be reasoned with then act on your own anon, it's what you CAN do.

>>81781563
>always tamper with the humidifier so it breaks, take it apart, fuck up a wire, and put it back together.
I've actually thought about this a lot. But I'm sure they'd just replace it with another one. I don't think there's much I can really do. I just want to leave this place but I'm too retarded to fully support myself.

>>81781776
>I don't think there's much I can really do.
For the love of god just do SOMETHING, inaction isn't going to get you anything.

>>81781821
I did try when this first started. I communicated to them how much it bothered me. My step mom said she loved me and would put it away. But then my dad just put it back out and my step my was just like "haha oh well, nothing I can do about that". Pretty sure they both just hate me. But I guess I could just try breaking it like that and see what happens.

>>81779098 (OP)
BASED
fuck normalscum