>>81782438 (OP)
Play old games on a 'road-map' of sorts; I'm playing every Final Fantasy game in chronological order up until 8, with me starting 3 either today or tomorrow. That or play Minecraft.
>>81782438 (OP)
youve burned out your dopamine receptors by doing only what you want all the time. this is the end result of being a lazy glutton.
you need to accept you fucked up, have the strength to introspect, and seek help for your depression. dont expect magic quick cures, for many of us being healthy requires serious time and work. if youre too lazy and entitled to try, youre fucked