>on the bus at 1 AM
>no one on
>girl with cowboy boots gets on
>she's sitting facing the front
>i'm behind her on the other side facing the window
>notice she does this thing where she looks at the back of the bus, then glances at the window near me then looks at me and then quickly looks foward
>she does this 3 times in 2 minutes
>I pretend not to notice and completely ignore her because I'm afraid

Got low self esteem. Don't know if I'm supposed to cold approach someone at 1 AM. Don't know if she was doing that because she found me ugly.
Whenever I notice any girl look at me I freeze up and I pretend not to notice because i don't want to accused of sexual harrassment or made fun of her thinking I ever had a chance
So I pretend they dont exist that way I dont get hurt

>>81786231 (OP)
I don't even look directly at women, in order to avoid upsetting them by giving indications of interest. I keep them out of focus away from the centre of my vision.

>>81786231 (OP)

I feel you on this. Usually I'm the same although recently I tried asking if one of my chick friends if she wanted to hang out after I thought I got a million fucking signs including her starting to text me, always talking to me, and looking at me and hints from other friends and shit and I got blown off and damn I'm never trying again I was wrong to try I just need to focus on the gym, work, and college