I made a post about a week ago about my insane gay fetishes, and asked for solutions how to combat them
one of you mongoloids suggested I actually go get intimate with a man. regrettably I did. here's the experience.
>be me
>through a friend, buy weed from these gay guys
>they're his only plugs for that stuff, even though he despises them
>I figure out their contacts through him
>I bit the bullet and texted the most feminine looking one through discord
>it was extremely hard to bare talking to him, but I figured it was for science
>basically arranged to fuck if I gave him 100 dollars
>whatever, for science
>go to his house, naturally in the niggerish part of town
>his hamplanet mother answered the door
>she basically told me to fuck off but he let me in anyway
>first impressions: the house fucking reeks, theres a couple crackheads nodding off on the couch
>go to the guy's room, naturally it too fucking stinks
>want to get this over with quickly, so I hand him the 100 as soon as possible
>I am revolted by the idea of this so to get it over as quickly as possible, I take my clothes off but not my boxers
>he does the same, except this fucking faggot wears boxer briefs
>almost immediately notice the skidmarks on the back of them
>scienceisnotworththis.png
>primal fear strikes my body, like a cold chill
>I get my clothes on as fast as I humanly can and exit this nightmare house
in conclusion: I'm down 100 dollars and a couple beers (to build up courage beforehand) thanks to you faggots. I no longer jerk off to pegging, or chastity cages, or castration, only white women.
this was not worth it at all, but at least i know now I'm not gay, infact i am repulsed by the sight of penis now.

>>81786963 (OP)
the fact that you went to a crack den to sex a poopy underwear fag instead of getting grindr is astounding

>>81786963 (OP)
I choose to believe this is a retarded larp but even if it is not, you are still unfathomably retarded. Have you considered, perhaps, maybe, I don't know, possibly only fucking someone you have a genuine connection with and not pay a guy, which by the way that is... I can't even explain how pathetic that is, but, paying a drug addict crack house shit stain male money, who you do not even like... To, what? Get your ass fucked. Whoever those people were, you are no better. Low class. I am seeing now that you listed castration as one of your fetishes, and then went on to say that you only are attracted to le pure white woman now. Upon seeing this I have realized that it is actually a dying shame that you were not stabbed to death in this encounter. I only pray no woman actually has the misfortune of experiencing your degenerate coomer presence.

>>81786963 (OP)
just fuck a femboy anon

>>81786963 (OP)
Further proof that most modern "homosexuals" are blinded by professional porn and would turn down the average disgusting faggot without a second thought.

>>81786976
What they do not realize is that carefully groomed femboys and high effort trannies are even more difficult to acquire than the average woman.

How hard is it to find a normal, smart, decent guy who is gay? Is that even an option for you people?

>>81786983
I have some second guesses about this because for a time when I was younger I dated (no sex) a very attractive troon who passed in every regard. Voice, body, etc, all above board. And I'm a 6/10 lanklet retard. Probably the exception and not the rule.

>>81786983
why is this so? can we apply basic supply and demand to this? or are more complex psychological and societal factors at play? genuine question for my curiosity, not a setup

>>81786972
hyperborea awaits me and my aryan bride now that my spiritual sexuality journey is finished.

>>81787011
The supply of well groomed and attractive femboys/MtFs is far outweighed by the demand.
In 100, probably 70% are complete hons or otherwise don't pass in some obvious regard. There's the other top 20% who pass but not perfectly, and the last 10% or so who pretty much exclusively do porn. They are fringe members of an already extremely small group.

>>81787014
Imma be laffin across space and time when you try banging a chick only to have the gay shit play in your mind